Babe

smooth allison, smooth

Closed hand

the purpleish black

made by you

makes it seem

it never came through

the feeling

releasing every day

will it ever

go away?

what is it about,

do you want to feel it too?

or am i the only one,

who loves to feel blue?

- beatriz a.

I get one more... one fucking more of this and I'll kill myself. For real. I hope this shit actually helps someone, 'cause it ain't helping me for sure. Fucking Christ.

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One thing I love about being gay is that very specific emotion you get when you witness another queer person coming out or Realizing^tm or simply existing in the world for the first time as a queer person. And I’m not talking about friends or even people you know - it’s something I feel for complete strangers too: a youtuber I vaguely follow who just came out as a trans woman, two teenage girls I saw holding hands and furtively kissing behind shelves at the bookstore, this story of a 90yo gay man who finally decided to come out to his family… It’s a mix of pride and joy and, idk, tenderness? protectiveness? kinship? It’s like even though I’m never going to meet or talk to them, in my heart I’m holding a big sign that says “Welcome! Sorry if the journey’s been difficult, but you’re home now.”

What do you do when you lose motovation for writing halfway through a sentence?

When it happens to me I just tend to

Literally no one:

Ed tumblr:

baby seasons change but phil’s physical presence in dan’s life don’t