@tamarintoee

6.22.23 - Dazai Sketches

Monday was Dazai's birthday, but I only managed to make a collage for him. Now that I think on it, making fanart isn't as scary as I thought :)

Do the scans look okay??

Well then, reader, let us meet again, if we live. Let us keep our spirits up. Do not despair. Goodbye.

Dazai Osamu, Tsugaru

*Note: These are the closing words of the novel.

Kafka Asagiri, Bungou Stray Dogs / Dazai Osamu, The Setting Sun / Kafka Asagiri, Bungou Stray Dogs / Dazai Osamu, Blue Bamboo / Kafka Asagiri, Bungou Stray Dogs / Dazai Osamu, A New Hamlet / Dazai Osamu, Blue Bamboo / Kafka Asagiri, Bungou Stray Dogs / Dazai Osamu, Seagull (self translated from Chinese) / Dazai Osamu, On Love and Beauty / Kafka Asagiri, Bungou Stray Dogs

he is so the love of my life look at the hat he’s ready to go fishing 😫 my fashion king

 Quitting.

____________

Lotte sat on the bed, Dazai sitting up. He leaned on the bed frame, grabbing the whiskey from the bedside table. The sunset bled on the sheets, pure of any stain. The stubs of a cigarette fell and sizzled onto it. The bedsheet had now learnt impurity, the ashes making the delicate fabric curdle.

The glass clinked as it was solemnly lain on the table, the glass distorting the ugly brown.

 “There’s something funny about me, “ He began, tilting his head back as he looked at Lotte. Her thin dress strap fell off her shoulder as she patiently waited for him to finish, her cigarette amber at the tip.

 “I don’t actually like whiskey. “

She stared at him blankly, no distinct change in her face. “Then why do you drink it?”

 He sighed and looked to the window.

 “Isn’t better to taste something than nothing?“

 “No,“ She puffed out, “You'll lose your sense of taste with meaningless drinks.”

“Then why do you smoke?“  He leaned his cheek on his hand, watching the sun turn her dark eyes a luminated shade of orange, a pit in the middle.

 “Because I feel less stressed.”

They looked at each other for a moment. A lock from the hairs of time had fallen, chopped with the scissors of misery.

She took the glass and squashed the cigarette into it, letting it hiss until it burnt out.

 “I'm quitting today.“ 

He fell silent, watching the soggy cigarette butt fold in the cup.

 “I'm sure healthy lungs will look cute on you. “

____

Despair is impossible in humans. They often are deceived by hope, but are also deceived by the notion of despair. Let me state this plainly. People fall into the depths of misery, but they grope for a ray of hope as they are tumbling down.

Dazai Osamu, Pandora’s Box

fuck you

50 BILLION MISCELLANEOUS SHIBUSAWA DOODLES ATTACK

Kayden Break is taking over my simpery list- DJDJD

Look at these screenshots. LOOK AT THEM.

Making this healed something deep within me I almost cried

27.03.25 | Vivian Bonsu, Character Revision — PT I

Hello! Previously I had made a slideshow for Vivian (Previously named Lotte) and it's been two years??? ?? ??

So I decided to update her slideshow/character information because she's changed alot! 🩷

Sources for images below!^^

The picture of the whale on the first slide.

For the wardrobe section:

1. Black skirt and red jacket (Atelier Boz).

2. Black skirt, white blouse and open jacket.

3. Black skirt, white blouse, closed jacket.

4. Mana-Sama's picture.

5. White blouse and long mermaid skirt.

6. The dolls on display.

The flowers are taken from Canva's photo library!