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The Sun again

Whenever I am deprived of hope,

blinded by the daylight run;

are the times I lost my way,

I throw my head back and look at the sun ,

which fills the glitter in my eyes again.

At times dark ,when I used to brood,

with the moon at the edge of the nightfall ;

and hope too far away to be found.

I think of the dawn that's sure to come , with my sun rising up to spread the light around...

(19.5.2020)

Under the Stars

I lay .

Under the Moon,

I play.

Under the Sun,

I light up.

Under these lights,

I pray,

Giving healing the space,

To take place.

Ahhhh perfect and pure fantasy of love ✨💜

jazz music is just so great and romantic like yes just spin me around and dance with me in the kitchen while sinatra croons on the shitty radio we own and just love me love me love me

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My 1st confession-blr, just some stuff I have been going through that might be relatable, to I guess someone.

(No self hate, just some thinking out loud and blabber,ig)

Stuff's pretty miserable. I don't feel good. I don't even know how I feel, I guess its loneliness even though I do have lovely people around...I literally don't know...

Started to feel like there is something wrong w/ me. My circle is not one which resonates with me, I still love them but no one is ever "just there for me". 17 ,and still don't have a "bff" other than my sister and mother. My cousins aren't a fan of me either, have one who is my same age but still matches "vibes" with my younger sister. We were great 2 yrs ago but...

I try so hard to be nice to people, yet I see people effortlessly happy, I wonder why I make any extra effort, no one has to, they get on fine without thinking much. Sometimes I feel sick of feeling so much and not being able to cry.

Things which give me happiness like writing or reading novels or photography or nerding out on cosmology etc., I can't do any of it without being guilt stricken every singe minute. Even as I write this I realize I need to complete my Chemistry notes and physics assignments and practice math, afterall its 12th grade, the LIFE DECIDING YEAR... but I seem to do neither hard work for 12th marks nor extra stuff I like.

Sometimes, when I like ,sit down to think, I feel like I'm a no-one sitting in middle of nowhere , meaning nothing to anyone except my family and teachers. I AM REPLACEABLE. The worst thought... I am not an indispensable part of anyone's life other than my family (which is obvious I guess + cuz they are lovely coping up with me)...

No, I don't hate myself. I love myself. I just am at a phase where nothing is moving...All still...and in that stillness, I feel... not very happy.

I wished so much after I came out of 10th, but my life has been nothing but monotonous...

The people I thought were a gift to me, turns out I don't matter that much to them, and I feel guilty of expecting too much. Still, I wonder, is it too much to expect some kind of care or support from people who claim to be yours? Maybe, it is.

In a world

as creepy as a graveyard,

one should seek solace

in the flowers rested upon the grave.

-mauli

"My North Star , My Polaris"

No matter how bright the sun burns,

or tries to fade away your light.

I know the night will always come,

and you will be there;

making the most special part of my sky.

Whenever my ship at sea is lost,

you show me the right way;

even when the compass ditches,

I know,

you will be out there .

At the most beautiful part of my sky

The stormy clouds will hover,

and sometimes fade you away;

away they'll fade you but , I know you,

You'll shine rather brighter again.

And I hope you will be this way.

You are the most special part of my sky;

and no matter whenever you go,wherever,

I'm glad I'll see you every night,

everyday,

cuz' you are brightest star in my sky,

and you will always and forever,

Stay.

This is a poem that I  wrote out of 4 random lines that came into my mind.It is dedicated to everyone in my life who is there , even in the hardest times. To Dad ,Sis and especially , MY MUM.

Everyone needs their dark space,

a safe place,

in a dark room, under the blanket or

in them closed eyes.

Where they can hide away from the world,

just for a moment,

think the whole goddamn universe

and just be...

Everybody you meet is fighting a battle you know nothing about. Be kind. Always.

- anonymous