I'VE BEEN TAGGED BY ZOO, YIPPEEE
favorite color: i love natural greens, or any kind of pinks and purples :D
last song: escapism from steven universe
currently reading: yes.
currently watching: bones, doctor who, one piece... but the shows.. are so long....... XD
currently craving: idk i just want food š
coffee or tea: tea. although i think it would be coffee if i was allowed to drink it
hobby i'd like to try: ummmm.... idk... i just do whatever tbh
au i've been plotting: well, zoo and i are both working on the one piece x undertale au i saw in a dream. other than that, i have millions lol
i'm allergic to tagging people
Tagged by @the-crow-binary - thank you! Favourite color: Very dark navy blue.
Last song: Hell Above - Pierce the Veil
Currently reading: Re-reading my own fanfic again and again to inform consistency and proper pacing for the later chapters Iām still writing⦠@_@ itās madness at this point lol. Aside from that, I recently read a few issues of Conan the Barbarian. Less for the content itself, but larger for anatomy reference for Simon.
Currently watching: Iāve been watching people play and review Castlevania romhacks, specifically for Castlevania 1 and 2. Iāve also spent the last few days watching video essays and cut content videos about the Classicvanias.
Currently craving: There is this pastry I really like from a local plant-based bakery. Itās a monstrosity of a croissant because itās also a chocolate chip cookie. Itās absurdly sweet, soft, and delicious.
Coffee or tea: Coffee all the way. An iced americano with a little oat milk is my go-to. :)
A hobby Iād like to try: I want to get back into going to the gym consistently, or try rollerblading again. I stopped swimming weekly as well. I need to get back to it. Apart from that, I've always wanted to learn an instrument.
An AU youāve been plotting: I keep thinking of these really silly modern ficlet scenarios for Simon lol. Thank you so much for tagging me, Crow! (And Iām so appreciative that you and others in the fandom wrote that you're currently reading TRFSB, thank you all so very much! It really made my day to see that. Q_Q)
I tag: @maria-renard-kin, @wingedknightrose, @chexburger, @batcastlesociety, and @innocentdevilmaster ! No pressure. :) Though of course anyone who sees this is welcome to answer, even if not directly mentioned! Iām looking forward to reading all of your answers if you choose to fill it out. :)
some zosopp doodles bc i realized i havenāt drawn them before aside from like once hehe
AGGHHHH
he didn't have to serve so much c^nt in egghead...
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Channeling Bella for a bit- she must be terrified when Doey snaps at her because what if it means he doesn't like her anymore? What if he's bored of carrying her around and hearing her problems? If she gets taken off this project she'll go back to the work yard where no one wants to talk to her. The scientists might even consider her defective and just terminate her! What can she do, how can she make things better when the only thing she can do is talk? Is she even worth talking to anymore? It's going to be a long, painful silence until He decides to talk again.
I'm just gonna put what @squidling2005 put in the tags on this post as well:
And I am just going to grin very very loudly because I have clearly done something right here where people are going "Oh no???" from both sides of the fence ehehe. I was so worried that interaction would feel very one-sided, so the sheer relief I feel knowing that both sides make sense... and both of you are completely on the money. Before a sort of system, understanding is worked out it is a long and drawn out thing.
Neither of them know how to make the first move here. Bella is hyper aware of how much her entire situation hinges on him caring, if she makes him upset and he decides to stop caring anymore, she's toast. Course... somehow, the scariest part of that thought was the idea that he wouldn't want to be her friend anymore. It felt...realer, made her stomach hurt and her throat clench. He was a bit weird but he was also so nice and even though it was her fault the scientists could make him do all those things he didnāt want to, he never got mad at her for it⦠she pushed too hard, she could barely remember how to be a friend and she messed it all up.
Doey meanwhile is drowning under his own guilt, quite literally pressing himself as far into the corner as he can. Heās not bad they just made him wrong! He couldnāt help his head got so loud! And and and and- and he almost bit her, if he bit her she would probably die wouldnāt she? He hadnāt ever bitten anything living before but he knew very confidently she wouldn't survive⦠but even if she didnāt she would never like him again. She would be smart not to, why would you be friends with someone who hurt you⦠so he curls up as tight as he can and stays as far away as he can. Ofc this only can last so long, Doey is given a small (very small) amount of leniency with his form shifting but soon Bella is getting zapped and he has to pull himself back in shape.
I think at first they handle it by pretending nothing happened, they sit quietly at opposite ends of the room until he gets shuffled off to his containment cell for the night, then the next morning when reunited for work they just pretend the whole situation hadnāt even happened. Theyāre both kids, they donāt know what theyāre doing, so they assume if they donāt talk about it then they can pretend it didnāt happen- until it happens again, and itās worse. They end up sitting in silence for a while⦠but I think he makes the first move
Afterwards, while it doesnāt go perfect because they both lack the ability to truly explain how they feel and both are incredibly hesitant to admit their true thoughts, the pair of them manage to establish some understanding. Sometimes his head gets very, very loud, and when it happens he has to sit very quietly until it goes away. He didnāt mean to yell or bite, he didnāt mean to scare, he doesnāt want her to be scared of him. He promises he wonāt do it again, he will, he will be much better!!
And Bella cries, or as close to crying as she can get in this body, because she didnāt mean to make him upset and she was so so afraid he didnāt like her anymore. And of course he is immediately insisting, desperately so, that he still likes her, that he was never mad at her!!! Heās not capable of crying anymore physically, but he has memories of the sounds, he can make those still. They manage to bumble their way through the idea that sometimes he gets very mad at nothing and yells at everything. Once again, itās not perfect, no one feels great, but there is a sense of understanding.
Lucas helps a lot, for as loud and goofy as he is he clearly understands what is happening a lot better than both of them combined. Kids are observant, even if they donāt fully understand what they are observing, but both Lucas and Bella learn the signs of when he needed space. Were they older, more experienced, I am sure a way to actually help him through these moments could have been figured out, but the best they can do is just let them pass by.
Hopefully this comic text hybrid makes sense and is alright!! I had some ideas I didnāt know how to type, and some I couldnāt quite draw haha!
What youāve done.
if you want to get better at drawing then you need to get obsessed with a freaky little character and draw them a billion times
I tried to make him pretty androgynous looking overall, idk how well it came across though
Sanji is like. So inexplicably gender to me yāall
I personally see him as bigender (maybe thereās a better label for this? lmk) but still using just he/him pronouns. Maybe the occasional she, but overall he prefers he/him.
I also think heād like more feminine terminology, like girlfriend or pretty when being referred to.
After discovering heās not cis heād allow himself to embrace more feminine things and wear makeup or dresses sometimes, but also still wear suits and keep his facial + body hair.
I want to emphasize though that this is different than being a femboy or cross dresser!!! Idk how to explain it super well, but this is just the way I interpret Sanji.
Those are kind of strangely specific headcanons but I stand by them for now!! Anyway. Sanji gender real!!! Yippie!!
"The Death of BarrenClan: Part Three"
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