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Humour me?

i might go to coffs to buy yogurt cause if i buy it in town its gonna be expensive but like food pantry is today at 10-12 and the buses would make me miss it so i might have to spend like $6 2L of plain yogurt fml

like i dont need it but im trying to maintain my weight and a lot of the dinners im cooking for my dad arent food i like cause its food that doesnt need to be chewed cause he is still waiting on his teeth

like im white but not meat loaf white you know

yes audiobooks do count. put exactly how many and if you had a reading goal this year in the tags <3

also reblog for sample size please!!!

tonights a close second im reading Lezzing Out by @homicidalbrunette

after i saw their comment on @tritzie s fic  Circuits in the Sea (u need to be logged in to read so if the links janky its not my fault)

which like all of tritzes stuff is weird genderfuck i though i had sorted my shit out 2023 when i gave away my binder and was fine wearing a tank top no bra in puplic but i was wrong now im having parasocial feelings about real person katya who im seeing in a few weeks when i go to sydney for halloween/my birthday (nov 6)

anyways back to jean gennies fic its really fucking with my head i started it in march last year and didnt see anything beyond the first chapter idk how when i missed 16 updates and 2 more stories in the series but i do have a lot of bookmarks and im not the best at checking my email but i digress im halfway though and ive been reading it on and off since 5:30am yesterday (my sleep is werid dont bullly me okay) and its almost 5:30am now and i dont normally have such visceral reactions when im reading but instead of reading the fic in one go im opening it one chapter at a time and leaving a draft comment ill post when ive settled and sound less like a crazy person

like this year ive fully lost it

you guys are always on this website like wow this guy would look so good covered in blood. what about ME. wouldn’t I look good covered in blood. don’t you love me

You’re married to your phone background/lockscreen how fucked are you

I hate my period so much

It woke me up at 5am after I had stained my gorgeous baby blue linen sheets

And I had 30min of bad pain bur being fully fine to walk so I changed my sheets into red cotton and got my pregnancy body pillow I use for periods ... then I had to go lie on my side with my legs squished up while vomiting/dry heaving while running hot water on my stomach which ment my oxy didn't get to fully absorb .

Then when I could sit up again I was rinsing out my hair and found cigarette buts tangled in from my dad smoking the shower which is going to be a problem I hope they don't clog up out old plumbing.

I stopped vomiting then lay in bed for a until 930 where I was no longer hella nautious so I drank a few maybe 5 standard of white rum eith pinable jucie and some oxxy which fully got rid of the pain so I could walk down the road to get my dads latte and white bread cheese egg sandwich (he got high a few months ago and threw my coffee machine off the balcony and only eat fresh bread due to his teeth [he has dentures that he can wear as of last week but they make him gag) or if I make it Japanese milk bread but I only do that once a month cause it's labour intensive) and my job is his primary career and he is hella underweight like 40kg (90 pounds) at 6 foot its fucked. Anyway I sat down in the alcohol freezer while they finished up but I had to leave to go dry heave above the garbage bin ... which sucked cause it's connected to a metal pole that's stops the lid from flipping all the way open so I had to but my head under the lid... and like all the people that work there know me (like I walk in and they ask if I've already ordered my dads sandwich). But the man in front of me brought me a lindt chocolate bar which is great cause im running low on the food pantry ones I normally use and like they don't seem plain caramel and dark chocolate in Australia anymore only sated caramel milk chocolate which is disgusting.

But I was literally crying and then when I got back my dad had nicked.over his side table and smashed a ton of my mugs and gold philosophy glasses trying to get his leg into bed ( he passed of the balcony friday morning and then feel over and maybe broke his hand but he won't see a doctor so I helped him get back into bed but I physically can't clean up all the smashed stuff like I did some with a broom but then I got dizzy and had to go before I feel into the glass myself.

At least his bed pan didn't get knocked over.

I wish I got my period next week when my dads shower chair arrives but alas.

It's a bad one but not a heinous one like im not crawling or wheelchair bound yet and there had been no migrant or diahera but im still passed. Like since june I have had 3 periods that have all been good 2 we're less than a week and the other one was 3 weeks with only 1 day of vomiting and fainting. I'm just worried this one is going to get all the shit I missed out from June. The only good thing is when I'm in the shower I can leave the shower head on my stomach cause the water droplets on the rest of my body cool me down in this 33° weather.

RANT OVER