~+*ⅈꪀડꪖꪀꫀ ᥴꪶꪮ᭙ꪀ ρꪮડડꫀ 𝟚𝟘𝟚𝟝*+~

Time for me to get personal, these past two months are some of the worst months in my four years of high-school. Hell not even that, all of my four years were shitty. Freshman year was trashy, I dont remember anything from Sophmore year (thx c0víd), Junior year was just... no, and now my Senior year is already off to a bad start. And on top of that, my urge to meet new ppl is hanuting me again. Like I definitely show signs of social anxiety (although I don't wanna self diagnose myself) and for my entire life, meeting new people is a struggle. And no not the "I hAtE tALkiNG tO lArGe CrOwDs" or "I HaTe pEoPLe" shit. I actually mean I physically cannot talk to people, whether it's a large or small group. Fuck I can't talk to another person unless they do it first, and even then I can't hold a convo for more than three seconds. And don't get me started with crushes. Never had a significant other. Ever. And the last time I caught feelings, he thought I was a creep. I'm literally months away from being legal and if I cannot talk to or ask people abt anything then this'll be the death of me.

I'm gonna go out to the mall and my mom finally did something to my hair that makes me feel euphoric ♪( ◜‿◝ )♡♪

Pulled from the depths of the drafts

my goal in life is to NOT be the rockstar's gf but THE rockstar myself.

Went to Ascension Night as a early birthday gift 💜🖤💜🖤

Do u ever feel kinda uncomfortable when someone brags about you towards their friends and other people. Especially when you're in the same room with them. Idk if it's just me but that feeling of someone boasting about my appearance, personality, talents/skills, etc just feels slightly unnerving. Might just be me tho.

Everyone in school was encouraged to wear Halloween costumes today. Most ppl went the Mean Girls route, some just wore onesies, and very few actually went all out. Now I'm regretting not wearing my goth clothes.

RAWR

*soft blushes* OwO was that for me? ///>★< ///

Its a daily habit, I love it 😂

The feminine urge to say "literally" in every sentence