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Y'all, so today I woke up feeling man and wore masc. clothes for school. As I got on the bus, one of my friends, who btw I haven't came out to yet (as genderfluid), complimented my outfit by saying, " U look very masculine/manly 🥰". That genuinely made my heart melt. Then my sister had to ruin it by telling me I'm not but I can look over that.

Time for me to get personal, these past two months are some of the worst months in my four years of high-school. Hell not even that, all of my four years were shitty. Freshman year was trashy, I dont remember anything from Sophmore year (thx c0víd), Junior year was just... no, and now my Senior year is already off to a bad start. And on top of that, my urge to meet new ppl is hanuting me again. Like I definitely show signs of social anxiety (although I don't wanna self diagnose myself) and for my entire life, meeting new people is a struggle. And no not the "I hAtE tALkiNG tO lArGe CrOwDs" or "I HaTe pEoPLe" shit. I actually mean I physically cannot talk to people, whether it's a large or small group. Fuck I can't talk to another person unless they do it first, and even then I can't hold a convo for more than three seconds. And don't get me started with crushes. Never had a significant other. Ever. And the last time I caught feelings, he thought I was a creep. I'm literally months away from being legal and if I cannot talk to or ask people abt anything then this'll be the death of me.

Caught this mfer askin for games on my phone

(In all seriousness, I flippin LOVE this gift my friend gave me (⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡)

also yes I'm in school rn

I went to the Bonaventure Cemetery on a trip to Savannah and I definitely had a lot of fun. Also ngl, I heard wind chimes while walking

The 3 days I spent in NC was unexpectedly great. And I’m definitely going back to shop again

@mybloodiedvalentine tagged me to make a moodboard

i can’t think of ppl to tag cuz im sleep deprived so if any1 wants to do it consider urself tagged!

Here's a pic I took on the bus, at home before leaving, and at school. (Last pic was taken by @sleeplesstormcloud )

this lasted a solid day until it rained.

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hey shout out of recognition and validation to all the queer people who didn’t exhibit many queer behaviors or have queer many experiences when they were young!! shout out to trans women and trans men who didn’t feel bad about or uncomfortable with their AGAB when they were younger and didn’t gravitate toward the “opposite side of things”. shout out to nonbinary and genderfluid ppl who felt content with their AGAB all of their childhood or even teen years. shout out to lesbians who didn’t have any crushes on girls growing up and liked traditionally feminine things and shout out to gay men who didn’t have any crushes on boys growing up and liked traditionally masculine things. shout out to bi and pan and omni people who only had hetero attractions growing up. shout out to aros and aces who thought they experienced crushes or attraction or whatever while growing up and didn’t feel excluded by being surrounded by allo people. shout out to literally any queer people who didn’t “show the signs” growing up because that can make you feel invalidated or worried that you’re faking it and you shouldn’t feel worried about that! When we say that everyone’s journey and experience is different, that includes you!! Happy pride month <3