↪[THOMAS SHELBY]
Once I solved everything about this show, the two things that bothered me the most were Ruby and Otis whole thing about not saying ILY back at moment... Like I know they needed a reason to break them up so Maeve and Otis could happen, but honestly is so shitty to really break up about that, it was rushed and I didn't feel it natural. And then Otis and Maeve are still "in love" with eachother after not talking for months, they didn't have a lot of scenes in this season and in most of them Otis shows the emotional intelligence of a child. Maeve was right, Otis don't understand her, he understands a lot of things but he doesn't understand her completely. Otis is super awkward everytime he's around Maeve, while with Ruby he talks a little more. She urges him to be more open, she might even have helped him with the whole "therapy" thing but Otis never discussed it with Ruby. They could have been everything but they need more development, they needed to grow up together.
The second thing is Hope, I liked her at first, but I think calling herself a feminist and then saying that her "body doesn't do the only thing they have to do" irks me a little too much. Because I know that could be within the whole infertility plot they gave her, all the frustration and pain. The subject makes me a bit emotional, but I like that they included it ... However, Hope had a strange fixation on Cal, probably because it's for the sake of the plot, but she locks them in an empty classroom because they was wearing their uniform wrong. It's a lot for something minor like that, she could have created penalties for students who misuse uniforms, or something like that.
I think her actions are over the top for Cal's situation, compared to Adam and Lily, wearing the uniform a couple of sizes larger is not such a terrible thing or that it is of great concern. Also, I don't think Cal is the only person we see wearing the wrong uniform, Ruby always rolled up her skirt and Adam was always polished, but no one ever said anything to them. And even if Cal was the only one wearing the larger size uniform, she would have 99% of her students in perfect shape, she could leave it as a minor inconvenience, give them penalties. It was too much for so little.
Also it bother me so much how pleased she was after Layla, the younger NB character, said that they(?) was going to the girls room for the sex ed class.
So all these actions sound a bit strange to me, because it is a repetitive behavior that can be connected to what she believes. And I don't like it, that could mean she's transphobic. And I think the writers didn't write her to be transphobic, they just put her together and didn't notice her repetitive behavior with respect to the body that has a uterus and then the different gender entities.
These tow things have that in common, that the writers didn't plan it, but we noticed.
The rest was good, clearly Adam was the one who had the best development. Some people say it was Ruby, but I don't think so, I think we saw things about her that we didn't know before but we don't really know if she matured. Eric and Otis friendship is beautiful as always, same with Maeve and Aimee. But we also see some Ola and Adam, Lily and Otis, Ruby and her friends, Viv and Jackson ... They did great with friendships.
Yes there were bad things, like Otis and Maeve kissing when Maeve was with Isaac, Eric cheating on Adam, Jean not knowing who the father of her daughter is ... A lot of infidelity plot for 8 chapters.
Harry Potter
* indicates smut.
Headcanons*
How I wasn't supposed to fall in love if the first conversation we had felt the same as reading the first page of a book that I know I'm going to love?
Smut headcanons: Draco Malfoy
[Notes: well that's it, let me know if I missed any tw and if the grammar is wrong, English isn't my first language]
Tw: NSFW CONTENT!, Mentions of BDSM, cum play, wax play, impact play, edging, spit play, oral sex (male receives), dirty talk, bondage, shibari, Dom/sub relationships, nude photos, breeding kink, hickeys and marks, insinuations of public sex and nudity, begging, punishments, orgasm control, sex toys, sub space, dom space, sub drop, dom drop, degrading and praise kink, overstimulation and aftercare.
He's into Dom/Sub relationships, with him being the dom, changing from being soft to being hard. After the war he doesn´t feel good after losing control and being so vulnerable doesn´t make him feel good either, but he passionately craved an intimacy and trust as great as those offered by such relationships.
It made sense that as soon as he found out that these practices existed, he began to learn everything about them. He had several subs, men and women before being with you. The former were gentler, content with orgasm controls and a bit of dirty talk, but it wasn't enough for him. His fetishes were getting tougher and he started having trouble getting a sub. Until he met you and that allowed you to know everything about him.
For example: This boy is a T E A S E and he expects from you to take it without any complain.
He's way to deep into cumplay. He loves to see you pussy filled up with his cum after sex. He will pulled out and keep your legs wide open so he can see his seed falling from your entrance.
"This is the best view anyone could ever have, and it´s all for me."
Blow jobs are one of his favorite things, and that why they last so long. Both of you know that sucking hard while circling his tip will make him come in seconds, but that´s by the end of the activity because everytime you will start slow, knowing that you have plenty of time to please him.
After that he will demand you to stick your tongue out and wait for him to tell you when you can swallow. Sometimes he´ll just spat in it and let you swallow, other times he´ll get dressed and continue his chores like his paperwork or analyze his Quidditch matches while you are there, sit still for him.
He also has a lot of pictures of you covered in his cum, he keeps the photos in a large envelope, hidden in his underwear drawer and when he knows that you will not see each other for several weeks, he takes them with him.
"So I will remember what is waiting for me at home, when I return to you, love."
Of course all of this cumplay comes with a slight breeding kink. He thinks about you pregnant a lot and the fact that that situation will literally show everyone that you belong to him drives him crazy. But not enough to really risk getting you pregnant, you always practiced safe sex.
He will tell you that "you are the biggest slut that have ever walked on the earth, and you belong to me for use, you are mine, little whore, mine" and pretend that is the best compliment that someone could received. As if being insulted by him is something that people would pay for.
Hickeys and marks everywhere. He loves seeing the love bites in your skin as well as his fingertips marked on your hips and thighs.
Also, he discovered that writing his name on your ass cheek while his pounding you from behind is a hard turn on.
"Looking pretty after being marked by me, isn´t it?
He loves restraining you, from simple handcuffs to tying the intricate shibari knots, it's something that always drives him into a frenzy.
"Look at that! Sometimes I feel so selfish for keeping my slut only for me, you should be at some museum, like a piece of art."
Overstimulation is a big thing between you too.
"Why you said you can´t take it? You have done this before, don´t be a brat today, it wouldn´t end good for you"
In public you will wear this delicate necklace that he gave you when they agreed to go further. It was silver and had a piece with his initial that sat between your breasts.
"Now no one can forget that you are with me"
Honestly this man is very obssessed with everyone knowing that you belong to him.
Not even God can help you if you make him jealous on purpose, the punishment will be something you remember for weeks OR months if he decides that with just one session you didn´t learn the lesson.
Edging you in one of the public bathrooms and then make you beg for his permission to come when you are at home is one of his favorite things.
"Hearing you beg is the best thing of my day, every single time."
LINGERIE, tons of matching sets to see you in.
Also him breaking them when you teases him and he can´t wait.
"Shut up, you know I will buy you more"
Spanking is good, but sometimes you will stop or just make the whole session about that.
This game makes both of you very lost in the scene, it takes you very deep and most of the time it is so much that it leaves you lost for a couple of days thanks to the chemical disaster that is the brain of both.
However when the game is light, a few spanks on your ass will make it or a thick-bristled flogger (so they don't get as much into the skin and therefore don't hurt like a fine-bristled one) will do it for you.
"Red really is your color."
Whips and belts are for tougher sessions, but he tends to pull them out to scare you.
The aftercare is always soft and full of cuddles.
It usually adapts to what they did, for example if you played with wax, he will bath you in hot water while removing the remains of the game with gentle hands.
If it was impactplay, he will put a cream with anesthesia to numb the pain while you rest.
"You did so good for me, love, you were excellent."
"I love all of you, thank for trusting me so much."
He will be the sweetest version of himself after a scene, stroking your back with soft fingers while repeating how amazing you are.
"are you okay" no my most liked post is about daddy and mommy issues
Playing with the psyche of little girls is my mother's favorite game, pity that she has to daughters getting older, there's no more toys
I'm so stupid bc I'm 1 month near to have 18 years old and I'm still thinking that my mom loves me. She doesn't, she loves the idea of me that she made in her head and every time that I do something that it's not like how she thinks about me (basically exists) she gets angry and yells at me telling me how bad daughter I am, how useless I am, how dumb, stupid and unresponsable I am, how I'm going to die in a stupid situation that I made bc I made a mistake, how heartless and selfish I am bc I never put her first and how manipulative I am bc I got this vascular problem (diagnosed by 3 tests that she made me do it bc she was thinking that I was faking it at first) that make conducive to fainting bc of the warm and stand up in my feet for long periods of time and that makes me feel unsafe going to do tasks when it's super hot outside or when my period cramps makes me unable to get up out of the bed and how I use these problems to not do anything when I do a lot of tasks everyday.
Why did she have me if isn't going to love me anyway as she promised? She was a fucking 38 years adult AND I'M THE SECOND DAUGHTER SHE HAVE IT'S NOT LIKE THIS WAS NEW FOR HER. She knew in what things she was going into, and it's not like my big sister have a better relationship with her than me, no, I'm the one with the better relationship. But it still makes me feel so bad everytime that I'm around her. Every thing feels bad, and the air is heavy and it's so sad that I'm not surprised if my mom insults me everytime that she sees me.
Why she doesn't love me? What did I do? It sounds hopeless but I'd really want to know bc I wanna fix it so my mom would love me.
this is so dumb but i had a weirdly stressful day so i made a drarry version of that tiktok relationship trend as a treat
Someone on TikTok said that bitches with anxiety love the enemies to lovers trope because the idea of having someone see all of our negative traits first and then still fall in love with us is really comforting since we worry that if someone sees our negative traits after they fall in love, they’ll leave us.
It’s me, I’m bitches.
If I see someone comparing Harry and Ginny with Lily and James saying that they're the same I'm gonna cry.
Harry broke up with Ginny at Dumbledore's funeral, when he's gonna spend a month in her house.
James would NEVER.
Btw I love both relationships, and Lily and James would have loved Ginny, this is just Harry having the sensitivity of a brick.