Safe return
en mi rancho a esto le decimos jo-
ladies, gents, and other flesh prisoners, I present you with the world's laziest jjk animatic :D
I felt as though someone else was behind me, and that I myself was always assuming some pose or other. I would comment on my every gesture, no matter how slight, as if I were standing beside my own self. Now he’s perplexed and is just looking at his palm - that’s what I would say. Or maybe - He muttered something now while scratching behind his ear. Because of this habit, I could no longer act on the spur of the moment, as one less aware of himself would.
Dazai Osamu, “Memories” from Crackling Mountain and Other Stories
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Living as I do with human beings, the more that I observe them, the more I am forced to conclude that they are selfish.
Natsume Sōseki, I Am a Cat
Thinking about the seemingly inconsequential parallels between Dazai and Chuuya from when they were younger to now. Chuuya always used to fight with his hands in his pockets while Dazai had a coat over his shoulders. And now Dazai fights with his hands in his pockets while Chuuya has a coat over his shoulders.
Chuuya fought with his hands in his pockets so he wouldn't lose control of his ability and humanity by proxy, and I wonder if Dazai does the same now as a symbol because he doesn't want to lose control of what he's worked toward. How Chuuya used to revile his hands, now Dazai reviles his own because of the reminder of blood spilled and people killed and to not take two steps back to that dark place.
But it could also be something simpler—their habits just rubbed off on each other that much. And the fact that they copy each other and either don't realize they're subconsciously doing it or maybe they have brought it up, makes me feral.
Can't express how stress free being open minded is.
Some lesbians use he/him? Oh cool.
Some people have people inside their head and sometimes it's fictional chars? Sick your brains like a pirate ship they're all working to run.
Some people like being treated like a pet dog? Bark bark bro.
Being fat isn't unhealthy but a perfectly normal type of body to have? Kinda beautiful how different we can all be.
Something doesn't make any fucking sense? Cool an opportunity to learn. And even if I can't figure it out it's cool we still have mysteries today.
kind of obsessed with the bsd anime's lore of people having highly personalized little cartoon characters for their phone contacts
think of me once in a while
woah what are you looking at?!
The loss of my life
“no matter who i’m in love with, you’re my only hero nana” 💔
vicious and scary
awkward helicopter ride back home
disintegrating in your arms
(abandoned pose ref study WIP)
a light that won't go out
who really cares
your chuuya is like a son to me
that's good, he is searching for familial figures
estos weyes son mi todo istg
i haven't fulfilled my promise yet to use you as my dog!
redraw!
goodbye im outta herh
taylor swift: the reputation stadium tour setlist
In proper terms, Chuuya is Rei and Asuka-coded, but Dazai is so painfully Kaworu-coded that I had to do this.