I can’t believe I am so bad at this!
More than three years of restricting, cal counting and p/urging for the most normal ass physic and a minimum weight loss.
I hate it so much!
ChatGPT tells me if I eat 500Kcal per day, I will be 45kg in four to five weeks!!! If only I could control my big back energy ^^
Whenever I watch people from body positivity movement, it just makes me not wanna eat. Is that weird?
I don’t understand how they can be happy with how they look and just eat more and more. I mean I‘m happy that they are happy, but I just don’t get it and don’t want to be like that.
I feel this 😭
if you don’t like my posts then don’t interact. it’s as simple as that!!
you don’t know what the other person is going through. this side of tumblr is a safe space for us and idky random people who don’t even know us or our suffering are spreading hate against us.
it’s bad enough that all our communities keep disappearing. only if tumblr cared this much about pedos and toxic people like the ones i have to interact with.
Stop cutting yourself pls! It’s not pretty nor aesthetic -_-
You are gonna regret it later, as I myself did. Now I have to see what my dumbass teenage self did every day and I hate that.
I have to answer why I have those scars every time I meet a new person and honestly I feel ashamed.
It is not a pretty look to have those damn stupid scars as an adult. They are gonna think less about you and nothing you do is gonna change how they gonna perceive you as a person.
I just don’t want any other person feel the same way I did and I still do.
This diet actually will make me gain like 5kg in two days ngl 😭
IS IT TOO MUCH TO ASK TO LOSE TEN KGS IN TWO WEEKS 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Why do u love anime? Ok chose between two
Spiderman across the spider verse/ the boy and the heron
I just started watching anime probably when I was 11 or something. I loved the stories honestly and the animation looked really good. At the time I watched the famous Ghibli movies and other stuff like death note. After I watched One Piece I just couldn’t finde any other anime that interested me that much as it did. My life got a little crazy as I got older so I didn’t have much time to watch any new stuff.
I haven’t watched any of the two, but I would choose the boy and the heron. I’m not really into the whole new animation styles.
I hoped it answered your questions <3
Next time you think about your life struggles just know, that I grew up queer in a country, which kills queer people.
At the same time growing up both muslim and an atheist, then in my teens I was introduced to christianity and went to church.
Born to be ana’s friend, forced to be mia’s friend.