No Hesitation I Choose Infertility. I Wanted To Not Have A Period Since I Got It .

I need someone to tie me up to my bed and I don’t mean in a k!nky way.

I just don’t want to go to the kitchen again 😭

𝜗𝜚 — i promise i'm cool, you guys.

I need to stop normalising binging

I’m crying in my room, while my last meal is boiling in my throat threatening to come up.

Bought this book yesterday. The story is about this girl Iris, who also has an 3d and other mental health problems.

It's actually shocking how much I relate to her. And I feel like someone has just wrote a book based on my thoughts.

Feels kind of scary!

I get so frustrated and angry when I binge. Meanwhile when I’m ⭐️ing I’m like the chillest person ever, but this mother fuckers got to push me to eat when I am in control for once.

MEeeeee

Gay and anorexick call that faggasaurous rex

My intention was never to shame anyone or call them stupid or disgusting. I understand that people can’t simply stop this behavior as it is a coping mechanism. The only thing I was hoping for and still hoping for is to stop someone, who is not deeply in this situation. I would want them to know they are not alone and simply say the affects it might have in their future by sharing my personal experience. If someone who did go through the same experience has told me this before maybe I would have stopped sooner. Even after posting I have seen many others express the same thing as they have also been treated differently in their lives.

I don’t want to disregard anyones experience and feelings since I will probably never know what others are going through, but even if this makes someone to rethink their behavior it would still be a step in a good direction.

Apology if this came across arrogant or insensitive it was never my intention. :))

Stop cutting yourself pls! It’s not pretty nor aesthetic -_-

You are gonna regret it later, as I myself did. Now I have to see what my dumbass teenage self did every day and I hate that.

I have to answer why I have those scars every time I meet a new person and honestly I feel ashamed.

It is not a pretty look to have those damn stupid scars as an adult. They are gonna think less about you and nothing you do is gonna change how they gonna perceive you as a person.

I just don’t want any other person feel the same way I did and I still do.