When I Was 5, There Was A Bonfire In The Side Estate Of My Aunts. 

When I was 5, there was a bonfire in the side estate of my aunts. 

I don’t remember much. There was a metal dragon that i never saw again, and a shed full of things to burn.

I remember the heat most of all. The burning, blazing, scorching lick of the flames against the late June air.

The papers that burned quickly seem to have my name written over and over again in my memory.

I wonder if I’ve been burning ever since.

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Me reading another person's writing: Oh they missed a period there, no worries mistakes happen :) Three adjectives in a sentence? Adverbs for days? No worries I love descriptions and this story is fire.

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5 months ago

I think we don’t consider enough, that Grian wanted to be a watcher. We always talk about, how he escaped them. But I think the whole story becomes a lot more interesting and terrifying when we take into consideration that Grian wanted the watcher life. He wanted that power, he wanted to leave his human life and become one of them.

At the end of Evo he choose to join the watchers. Which means the story is not one of a cult member escaping, but of a person joining something he probably didn’t know was a cult and slowly realizing all the fucked up things going on and then escaping.

Also just the act of realizing he made the wrong choice, that he traded his life for this. Hating himself for being this dumb and joining; and now having to deal with his choice, fully knowing it was all his own fault, his own greed for power.

It becomes even worse when we start thinking about this in terms of the life series. I mean, imagine escaping a cult and being happily out of it and out of its reach (hermitcraft) and then you‘re thrusted into their power again (life series).

The horror, the angst, the flashbacks of being one of them. All of that after thinking to have escaped for good.

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1 month ago

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1 month ago

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9 months ago

Welp, finally able to post again. For some reason I have not been able to. Button wouldn’t work.

Anyway! We are up to C30 on TWAHM!


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2 months ago

I saw this, thought, cool, tepid has now gone up in status for me. Then…

I legitimately can’t stop thinking about it. This has been on my mind all day…

Johto Pokemon Vs Pokemon From New York

johto pokemon vs pokemon from new york

bonus: that phenomenon where japanese tourists visit paris and have a breakdown bc of how shit it is

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4 weeks ago

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2 months ago
Uk Peeps!! Let’s Get This Going! 🏳️‍⚧️🇬🇧
Petition: Legally enshrine the right of adults to physically transition using NHS services
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Introduce a law to legally protect the right of those aged 18 and over to transition using NHS services. This should specifically cover phys

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Trans Woman She/Her. Is 29Likes other women.Is Autistic, also has ADHD.Likes Gundam, Hermitcraft/Life Series, Elder Scrolls and Fallout, and ORV.Writer of TWAHM, though doubt anyone cares about that here.That’s about it.

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