me when i got that deadly disease hyperfixation // read pinned!
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because autism looks like a lot of different things and clearly no one else is gonna do it so if I want autistic headcanons of someone that’s not a stereotype I’ve gotta do it myself
okay so here’s to chuuya
- special interest in wine and the culture around it. knows all of the history. will absolutely talk your ear off about it if you get him going. the unique set of social rules only applicable in the context of wine fascinates him. he collects wine because of his special interest and has detailed lists of the names and dates of each bottle he owns.
- doesn’t understand or care at all about the gender constructs you keep trying to apply to him. they’re irrelevant to him and he doesn’t really get it.
- he’s right-handed and stims with his left hand while he writes by playing with his hair. keeping his hair longer on one side gives him different lengths to play with
- doesn’t understand why you think his haircut looks “dumb” its functional and he thinks it looks really cool
- loves hats. fucking loves them. a fave stim. the boy can hardly function without the sensation of a hat on his head
- different hats for different stims. different textures, fabrics, some makes quiet sounds when he plays with them. he likes to sit in bed and twirl them on his finger.
- bright flashy colours are overstimming to him. he can’t look at elise on days that mori has dressed her in them. kouyou used to check her kimonos with him before buying them to make sure he’d be okay.
- speaking of kouyou, he’d hide in her sleeves when he’d get overwhelmed as a kid.
- he wears his oversized jacket like that because it’s heavy and he Loves The Pressure
- he’s the pressure stimming champion okay. any blanket is a weighted blanket when you manipulate gravity at will
I’ve almost certainly got more but this is getting long. anyways, autistic chuuya. thank u, have a nice day.
*sees popular ship*
oh that's cute but I hate romance :/ guess I'm making it queerplatonic
hm
non bsd fans googling a writer only to find some gay anime twink like "???"
non bsd fans googling a writer only to find some gay anime twink like "???"
do NOT flip rabbits over on their backs like this. the reason it is not moving is because it's in shock. this rabbit is terrified. this can be fatal to rabbits. this video is not cute or adorable or silly. this could KILL the rabbit.
kinda wish people would make more adult shows with good animation and developed characters and thought-out themes instead of being crude shitty sex and drug jokes and the worst art youve ever seen because i hate that but i hate live action too so my only options are anime actually
why is football still even legal.
"This fic was ai generated—" Cool, so lemme block you real quick
is THIS your man? [shows an image of a malnourished injured exhausted man with big sad eyes looking up at the camera with blood smeared all over his face and mouth. and he is visibly trembling]
I WAS EXPECTING A CAR OR AN IPHONE WHATTRTTR
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everyone needs at least one signature piece of clothing like a cartoon character. rb w yours
Reblog to kill it faster
*posts something new on AO3*
me,5 minutes later, in distress: where kudos
when are they going to put firestar in fortnite
growing up being autistic but not knowing is just *hiding in room while people are over* *getting tired and needing to recharge after the smallest chores* *getting called a gifted kid* *knowing that you’re “weird” because people are making fun of you but not knowing how to stop being weird* *having adults tell you how “mature” you are* *getting in trouble for not doing work* *convincing yourself that you’re just lazy and stupid because you can’t make yourself do work* *getting really invested in “weird” media*
Some bodies with cancer do not win the battle. U-1146 is about to see this for himself, in a wild twist of events that forces him to reconsider his entire identity, that something about him was just slightly off.
[read the full fic here! first few paragraphs under the cut]
1146 sits with his back slumped against the cold, blue-hued glass of the containment tube he was held captive in. His dark eyes are a new kind of wide, and he clutches his wounded side with his hand. Deep red cytoplasm leaked through his fingers.
He could not feel his pain. No, not the pain of his body at least- but his emotional pain was very much real.
Laying on a bed of cancer were his friends and fellow immune cells, NK cell and Killer....no, Memory T cell. They were not moving. Not even a twitch of the fingers, or the rise and fall of their breathing. Their cytoplasm made a pool beneath them, and 1146 knew they were dead. Corpses.
He couldn't let himself cry, he thought, but his eyes still defiantly leaked tears as he pounded his hands against the glass. The cancer cell just laughed at his struggling.
"Why!?" 1146 screamed, anger bubbling up like boiling water. "Why do you have to do this!?"
"It's what I deserve! Consider it payback for the last time you put an end to me without a second thought! It's necessary to see my dream to fruition, after all!"
"But-"
"No buts, my friend! Look at how far my tumor is growing! And look at you. Defenseless. Don't you think your neutrophil pals will end up the same way? If I could take those guys down," he motions to the bodies with his hand, "then surely I can do it all again. Really, it was quite easy."
no
LEAVE ME ALONE
i love when sibling characters are fucked up from the same event but in opposite ways
A real, actual, I-am-not-fucking-lying-to-you-this-truly-happened moment from the Christmas special Rapsittie Street Kids: Believe in Santa
oh I'm just a cute little sad boy 👉👈 I cry every day and I'm sweet and innocent :( my mommy is dead and that makes me sad ;; I'm also ness's brother (or boyfriend) and I'm just an anxious lil kid with a big heart and no other personality other than being shy uwu kid