let's talk about how kevin and andrew's love languages are gift giving. kevin, going on his trips outside of the nest and buying little souvenirs for jean, taking neil to get his first heavy racquet, andrew buying little figurines for betsy, giving neil his keys, buying neil his outfits, buying neil his armbands...
i need aftg as a mockumentary more than anything. imagine the confessionals after neil says or does anything. the amount times andrew would just look directly at the camera.
instead of working on my thesis i just started reading beartown after i saw a really cool quote from the last book
this kills me because it implies that andrew and neil had something to say too
neil was on the run from his father, doing his best to anger the son of a mafia boss publicly, getting texted an ominous countdown every day and he was doing little side quests like fix twins relationship. are andrew and renee fucking? must find out. nope, andrew's gay thank god. what to do about renee tho? give her jean moreau's number! oh no andrew's car is completely unfixable. now what to do about that?
my thesis isn't writing itself but i'm not writing it either
so infuriating how kevjean is so doomed by the narrative... they can never be together... the love is there... but so is the history
andrew: happy birthday kevin [hands gift to neil]
Studies and doodles
schrodinger's andreil where the thing between them is both Totally Nothing and Absolutely Everything