"There Are No Laws, Only Limits." - My Philosophical Brain

I, of mostly sound body and spirit, request that if I’m ever to die, someone post a new work on my AO3 that says “sorry, she died, ongoing stories postponed forever” because don’t I want my fanfic buddies to think I ghosted them. Amen or whatever you say in a will.

Grogu looks like an Asian father reaching out to ask something.

(Don't worry, i'm Asian and can say this)

He Protecc!!!

Sometimes my writing's bad, sometimes it's good. But sometimes, IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE A GOD.

I was reviewing my writing and I found this gem(??) And I can't believe I of all people wrote it. Like damb, i'm quezy about it and i'm not even in the story. Here it is, btw, with a bit of editing to make the characters anonymous:

(Character A) remained quiet after that, afraid of another terrible stumble. They were a disastrous person and never could go without a stupid, clumsy act. (Character B) observed the mortal named (Character a). Trying to figure out (Character A)'s motives and weaknesses. They never looked at (Character B) until (Character B) suddenly grabbed (Character A)'s face.

"Interesting." (Character B)'s dead-set observant stare into (Character A)'s eyes had them anxious.

"What?"

"Your eyes are the color of the sky. I haven't seen the sun-filled sky for a long time." Amazement, wonder, nostalgia, and so many other emotions flowed into and out of (Character B).

"Oh, do you miss it?" (Character A) relaxed into (Character B)'s hold. Gazing back into (Character B)'s maroon eyes.

"Dearly."

Like FELLO????? Which romantic literature god/goddess possessed me??? If only I could write like this when I really needed to, like school 😭 and even better they have their own versions so it gets more romantic!

Quick question, is it wrong of me to post my own story here cause it is darn adorable and everyone needs to see it

Very true and this brings us to the cover of Bakugou reaching for kidzuku's hand.

That means, that in a very special way, Izuku IS saving Katsuki. He's this goal that Katsuki wants to reach, this person Katsuki wants to save and be saved by (to remember/return to the river moment all those years ago perhaps).

At least, that's what I think.

Thinking about the plot parallels in bnha again, this time as they relate to Izuku's goals--because he's had a specific goal for a long time, and it's not just being the number one hero. Saving is Izuku's half of heroism, after all, and yet from his perspective, it could be said that he fails in one continual regard: saving Katsuki.

It seems to start with the sludge villain. He doesn't exactly fail; he has a positive effect on the situation, at least physically, and Katsuki survives unscathed and more or less emotionally intact. From a literal standpoint, Katsuki has been saved, but Izuku isn't directly the one to save him (and is indirectly the one who put him in danger).

Then training camp happens, and Katsuki is a victim again. And Izuku is frozen there in the forest, unable to keep reaching for him. (And when he plots the rescue, he can't be the one to enact it.) Katsuki is rescued in the end, but Izuku doesn't save him before damage is done--because this time, Katsuki is physically okay, but the psychological effects make themselves known at Ground Beta.

Then there's the next time. Katsuki takes the hit for Izuku, and this time, although he survives, he sustains physical harm. It isn't as though Izuku can prevent this, but Katsuki's only there because Izuku told him about OFA, and is only putting his life in danger because of Izuku. From Izuku's perspective, he hasn't protected Katsuki.

And then there's the final battle, a bigger, more catastrophic reflection of what happened before. Except this time, Katsuki doesn't survive. And once again, Izuku hasn't saved him.

Izuku wins to save; saving is what motivates him. And although he's been victorious time and time again, he has never decisively saved Katsuki from a true threat. This is a pattern his entire life.

His entire life, because it didn't start with the sludge villain.

It started with the river. Katsuki didn't take his hand, and Izuku wasn't able to help him. It's the start of Katsuki's internal conflict with weakness and victimhood, and the start of Izuku trying to be there for him.

Katsuki has to contend with needing to be saved. Izuku has to contend with failing to save him.

"Delve into the shadows of sadness, shine a light to find truth." - me lol

It's my 1 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

Tf, I haven't been on here for a year, no way! LIES!

This was in the much later part of my dream but basically;

Child i watch over (as a omnipotent spiritual gaurdian) is complaining about wanting her mom (both her parents are there). I, in the form of a whisper and a few yards away, explain to a friend(?) That the reason she can't see me is because my appearance would break her mind. To which i shudder about because if someone COULD see me that would mean they are just as (possibly more) powerful than me. The second i think that the little girl (our main character i suppose) turns around AND LOOKS AT ME.

And that shook me to my core.

I spend years out of sight, my eyes closed, knowing she can see where i am through my own senses. As her gaurdian i actually can't leave her so i had to stay around. I think her parents got tired of her constantly chasing and screaming about me so they just disappeared (anime parent 101).

Eventually she found out where i was (roof) and when she looked right at me again, much closer now, i woke up. Messed me up bad. The child was not precious or sweet, just powerful. I was her gaurdian to ensure her destiny, why would she call me mom? I was so scared of her i woke up.

And funnily enough, this is the second time i've had that dream.

Trying not to judge, but also; he cursed his son-in-law and tried to blind his grandson??? (He also turned into that weird caterpillar/dragon creature but that might be an turn-on for some people)

Where are my Raiden simps???

I'm the only one? I'm the only weird one??

C'mon guys

WAKE UP

Imagine all the Peters who lost their Harrys stuck in the emotion of wanting to hug their best friend even though it's not their best friend 😭

if gwen is a spiderperson statistically theres probably a harry osborn spiderperson. do you think he ever gets uncomfortable about how many other spiderpeople are constantly in battles to the death with him or his dad. do you think he makes sure to wear his mask because his face has a good chance of giving someone a ptsd flashback. do you think he thinks about how small the chance was of him ever being good