OH ALSO who else is ready to have their soul absolutely crushed and ripped and thrown on the floor next ep. cuz like. i know charlies cooking up some angst for troy. i have ugly sobbed about literally like all of his characters and i just know troy's gonna be the same.
im not ready.
best bros
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are we talking about ep 115 gillion again. because im crazy about 115 gillion
i have to point out how during the first half of this episode he was the most level headed person on the ship, someone to fall back on when chip and jay didn't know what do to; he took the responsibility of figuring out how to split the crew after finding the news about the traitor even though he was the least personally affected by it. chip stayed in the black sea because he'd never get the chance to come back after this, and jay had obvious reasons to leave due to her affiliation with the navy and therefore the war, but gillion is solely support for them, from taking over the phone call (albeit. not very well) to stopping chip from going to find arlin by himself. and nobody else picked up on that!!!! chip said nothing at all before planning to leave yet gillion saw straight through him.
sidebar but its related trust— the albatrio are always trying to be honest with each other, but none of them are very comfortable talking without being prompted; theres always information being omitted between them, but at the same time none of them can successfully lie to each other anymore. which is such good development considering that during the first half of the campaign (and to many extents still now) there was always a point where one characters moral standings contradicted with another's. but even though gillion is quite unclear on where he is morally (to the camera And to himself) it slips through— “Even if it’s inevitable, I’m glad we got written in the same story.” "Despite what my oath says, I don't believe that." he doesn't know where he stands in the greater scheme of things but he knows where he is now and what he's fighting for in this moment is right. and back to 115 when jay asks gillion what he'd do in an ambush and it's like oh wait. oh wait. he was raised for this. because his whole thing throughout the campaign was just Haha i have a cool sword and can use lightning!! kapow!!! and everyone forgets he was a trained soldier who grew up in simulations of war. he was not meant to be here with chip and jay. had he stuck to the original prophecy, he was meant to be fighting fights only fallacies could justify, but instead the only direction he's following is wherever his crew is going and by god does the crew need him
tldr 115 has banger pc narrative + development moments id argue gillion was the most fundamental character in the episode even though he's the least relevant in the current plot
idk what traumatized or mentally ill person needs to hear this but dreams (especially the really disturbing ones you dont want to talk about to anybody) arent some deep peek into your psyche or a sign of your True Desires or whatever theyre quite literally your brain making fruit salad with whatever it can find on the shelf. just putting all that shit in a blender and hitting obliterate. its fine, youre fine, youre not a weirdo for it
Ep 5 shenanigans..
Soda and Emizel at The Gutter, yeahh
Gave Emizel a new outfit since he.. y’know.. figured it be fun to give him something newer (new life new me) and dress him in red!! Because it fits him so well!!
I also really enjoy Magnus and Arthur.. theyr fun
That’s all good night
love how for the most part the judgement characters are fully grounded but they'll always throw in at least one completely insane detail about them thats brought up often enough that you cant dismiss it as just a bit. yeah sure one of the main antagonists also works as a pole dancer and his ass is so fat his armor sculpted itself around it. one of the main characters is a christian who upon learning that he was in a non christian church started singing christian country songs to try spread the word of jesus while people die from the plague around him. jaguar joe's whole thing is he says vaguely leftist shit and insists hes #woke but is completely incapable of being normal about women also someone please get him on antipsychotics like seriously. paeon.
thinking about charlies music and i wish we got more musical stuff from him. bro is weirdly cracked making music
oliver / parsley (+ any nicknames of those) // 20 // he/him only pls // (infrequent) artist // multifandom // trans, demi + pancurrently fighting myself w/ my absolute brainworms for troy lougferd
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