and i guess im just a mess and maybe im just lonely or just bitter but I know my head's a storm and my chest is empty.
me: no but are you sure you love me, like really sure, i don't want to pressure you
husband: we have been married for 23 years
03.02.2018- Note to self & every other struggling soul. 💕
I will never forget those moments in which I lay on your chest and your heartbeat was what calmed me.
R.R.
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I fell in love with my bestfriend. But he didn’t chase me. He had his doubts about me. Means he is careful about who he lets into his life. He didn’t whisper sweet nothings to my ears. He just answers my phone calls when I call him. He doesn’t parade our relationship on social media.  I am not his shiny new toy. I am his hidden gem. He doesn’t put me first. He has his parents, his beautiful nieces and nephew, his siblings, his health, his life. He wasn’t jealous if I talk to my peers or work with other guys, he lets me grow. He didn’t care that I had 2 million followers on Twitter. He knows all the 10 real friends I have and their names. He can’t remember the title of my songs, but he remembers his niece’s birthday. He didnt forgo his friends for me. His friends were there for him when he needed them before i came into his life. He would never immediately agree to my thoughts. He tells me if im wrong. And when im right, he acknowledges it.
All this time I thought love was all about how a man should profess his love, flowers at my door, letters saying he’s in love, enslaving his entire being to me, but here is this person, who just wants to be sure he is the best man that he can be for himself, his family, and the world. And at the end of the day, he tells me all about it. All these things that he does or does not do, for some reason, he wants to share all of them with me.
I am his best friend. And for that, I am the luckiest girl in the world.
At some point you just have to let go of what you thought should happen and live in what is happening.
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And no one could save her, because no one even realized she was in need of being saved.
-cb (via bruisedxgalaxies)