I Want My Shota To Rape Me ...

this is a self indulgent post but to nonsharers that can’t help but lurk on a double’s blog: don’t. it will bring you more pain and though i understand the feeling, it isn’t isn’t worth it. you don’t deserve that.

what i personally do if i see a double, i block them immediately and then:

listen to music (bonus points if it’s your selfship playlist)

watch youtube

write / draw

hoard their pictures on pinterest boards

read x reader fics (if there’s any)

create a whole new selfship au

shitpost lol

go eat, drink water, cook, clean

talk to friends/family members about anything

consume their source like a madman (/lh)

remind myself that my f/o(s) wouldn’t dare because they wouldn’t lol

ramble about my selfship on the dash (i kinda spam whoops)

imagine myself doing tiktok pranks with them

edit my self insert’s backstories and headcanons

literally, anything else but stalk their blog. distract yourself with things that you like and enjoy. your feelings are completely valid yes but we have to pull ourselves out of that instead of delving deeper :,) besides, your f/o(s) need your attention more than anything, do not leave them hanging (/lh)

yes, i also have the tags filtered, so when i opened the #proship tag, it was a LOT of posts written "this post contains tags you filtered" consecutively. bizarre.

the proship tag got spammed twice. not once, but twice. is that a new record? probably

i've made a strawpage for this blog :3

hey so uh. we cant afford the electric payment this month! if anyone could throw some cash at our gofundme that would be great! close moots can dm for paypal. (adding a few tags for reach because we REALLY need help)

👹: how "evil" is your F/O? (more anti hero, full on baby murder, something in-between?)

with Yukako!

sorry for taking a little too long but... thank you so much for the ask!

👹 – how "evil" is your f/o? (more anti-hero, full on baby murder, something in-between?)

i think Yamagishi-san falls into like, anti-hero, which i consider a... ehh... half? like ½? it's THE something in between.

because yes she was crazy, she didn't know how to deal with relationships (because uhh.. cough cough, kidnapped her crush, and even tried to kill him), and... yeah, she could be considered evil but the things is... i think she just needed someone AND she needed to grow and change as a person, which is what happened, especially on the Cinderella episode. :)

i'm sorry if my wording isn't the best :[

my biggest pet peeve is that antis are AO3 users.

Like, they will read dead dove, gore, weird kinks, all of that shit, but will be antis.

But we can't create that.

How do you expect to consume that content if you are attacking everyone who makes it.

reminder u don't need an excuse or explanation to ship nasty ships!! ^_^ trauma / coping or not, its always ok because it's fiction and you owe noone anything!

okay guys this is getting out of hand already.

i understand not liking certain medias (the one mentioned being "boyfriends" by refrainbow), i also don't like this one. actually it's more like i'm uninterested in this one. but still, what i mean it's: its fine not liking determined medias. everyone has something they don't like, something that squick them, you know?

what's not fine is promoting their destruction, such as book burning or removing books from libraries because they're... *checks notes* a proshipper book...

banning books because you (general) don't like them is in fact a form of censorship. burning books because you think it's "bad" is a form of censorship.

and it's mostly kids / young teens saying this, it kinda worries me. a lot.

Rest your head close to my heart

Never to part, angel of mine

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