onionzzzs - Jia
Jia

........scars grained in me, darkness spilled by fate...... -19y/o -ENFP -she/they

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2 years ago

Switch men>>>>>

babygirl jake ❤️‍🔥

Babygirl Jake ❤️‍🔥
Babygirl Jake ❤️‍🔥
Babygirl Jake ❤️‍🔥

baby girl jake who will become so whiny when you're teasing his hard rock dick.

baby girl jake who will call you his ‘ mommy. ’ or ‘ ms. l/n. ’

baby girl jake who will compliment you for making him feel this so much pleasure.

baby girl jake who will ask you to pinch his nipples because he loves it when you do. 🥹

baby girl jake who will cry because of you overstimulating him.

baby girl jake who will ask for your permission to boob fuck him.

baby girl jake who suddenly becomes a daddy jake because he can no longer take your teases.

daddy jake who will ruin the fuck out of your life in just one night.

daddy jake who made you say sorry to him while pounding on you as if his life depends on it.

daddy jake who made you wear a maid dress because he loves it when he's ordering you around.

daddy jake who will choke you by making you take his dick onto your mouth knowing that your mouth is too small for it : )

daddy jake here 😩

Babygirl Jake ❤️‍🔥
Babygirl Jake ❤️‍🔥
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19 - hiiiiii (cutely)

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(sorry for the wait!!!! cute chap for u <3)

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SUNGHOON Circle Chart Music Awards 2022
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18 - I'll give you the world

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(warnings: may starts to get rlly awful here, it's now going to get pretty bad in may and jay's relationship so just be aware she is going to be saying some not so kind things!)

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17 - better off human

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(late update but i made it!!!!! this week has been hectic and i'm exhausted i'm about to collapse fr ALSO note: may doesn't follow yn's insta so they're safe for now)

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2 years ago

I'm waiting for......yk......iykyk

I Wanna Make This Picture My Whole Personality

I wanna make this picture my whole personality

2 years ago

I’ve HONESTLY HAD ENOUGH TODAY OMG🤌🏼

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15 - why did you want me?

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Jay was back at work the next day, his heat had finished the previous evening and he was feeling up to working again. However, he was still yet to return home and had stayed at Sunoo’s instead. After hearing what Y/N had said, he was feeling a little uncomfortable about confronting May again. Even though deep down Jay knew the truth already, hearing it from someone else was scary.

So instead of sitting around feeling sorry for himself, Jay had gotten up extra early and headed to work to open up the café. He arrived at seven, knowing there might be a possibility that you could drop by on your way to work. Jay busied himself with cleaning and tidying, he was feeling the exhaustion already but he needed to keep his brain busy at work instead of dwelling on things at home.

Glancing up at the clock, he noted the time nearing seven thirty, if he was correct then you would probably arrive soon if you were going to. He hated May for changing your hours, he hated her for giving you extra work, it seemed that every decision May made was pushing you further from him.

“Jay!” The bell at the top of the door chimed as you rushed inside, the wind blowing the door shut behind you. Your cheeks were flushed and Jay noted the way you were breathing heavily as if you’d been running.

He smiled tentatively at you. There was half of him that wanted to run into your arms and engulf himself in your scent, that was the hybrid inside him, but the human side of him knew he needed to restrain himself as to not scare you off. He hated that he had that rational side of him.

“Y/N, I was hoping you’d come.” Jay blushed whilst he said that, he didn’t want to sound desperate but he couldn’t help himself.

“Sorry I’m a little late, I couldn’t sleep last night so I slept through my alarm,” you sighed, brushing a hand through your hair. Jay took in your appearance, your makeup was minimal and you hair was unbrushed, but you still looked pretty to him. From where he was stood, he could smell your scent easily and he noted that you weren’t wearing perfume today. Jay could just smell your natural scent, it was driving him crazy, he was still highly sensitive from his heat and anything you did was enough to trigger him again.

“It’s ok,” he smiled, fiddling with the apron around his waist as you leant against the counter. “Do you want a drink?”

“A mocha today please,” you said as you watched him busy himself at the coffee machine. “So, I think we should talk now whilst we can, get it all out on the table.”

“Yeah,” he didn’t look away from the drink he was making. “I want to apologise first though, I’m sorry I didn’t tell you about me and May. It’s weird between us, and it’s confusing between me and you. But the other night when we called, I didn’t know what to do, and the only person I could think of was you, May never once crossed my mind. I’m still sorry, I should’ve told you.”

You sighed softly, leaning your chin on your hands as your elbows rested on the counter. Jay finished your drink, sliding it over to you before tucking his hands in his pockets, looking anywhere but at your eyes.

“I get it Jay, you don’t need to explain.” You passed a note over to him, tucking a second into the tip jar, “it’s done now, I’m not going to dwell on it. I was mad at first, but I’m more mad at her.”

“Are still you mad at me?” He asked quietly, finally looking down at you, eyes wide.

“I was Jay, so mad,” you closed your eyes and took a breath before standing up straight to look at him. “But like I said, what’s done is done. Just be honest with me Jay, why did you want me during your heat and not May?”

He fell silent for a moment, scanning your face as you waited for his answer. Why did he want you? He didn’t really know, he hadn’t thought about it too much because he knew it would scare him.

“I don’t know entirely, but when my heat started you were literally all I could think about,” he said before thinking, before realising the weight of his words. “And that one time, when you came here and hugged me, the only thing that calmed me down was your scent.”

“Oh,” you breathed out, processing his words. “My scent?”

“Yeah, I’m not sure if I’m ready to unpack what all this means yet, but just having your scent around me was enough to make me feel grounded. Like even now, having you near is making me more calm than I’ve been in a long time.” Jay put his palms down on the counter, leaning into them a little, “there’s so much else to worry about now before I can think about what all this means. I think I might explode if I try to.”

“I get that,” you smiled softly, leaning over and placing a hand over his. Jay wanted to pull away, he didn’t want you to know how much your touch affected him because, as soon as you hand touched his, he relaxed completely. “We don’t need to think about that yet, what we need to do is figure out what to do with May.”

Jay frowned, his head shaking gently, making his hair fall over his eyes, “I don’t know what to do. I can’t leave, my parents wouldn’t understand, May would fight it.”

“I can’t let you stay like this though Jay, it’s just going to get worse,” you squeezed his hand softly.

“I can’t leave,” he repeated. “Everything I own is hers, I have nothing if I leave.”

“You’ve got us Jay, me and the others are here for you,” Jay’s eyes started to well up but he blinked the tears away quickly. “We’d never let anything happen to you, you know that right?”

“I know, and I’m forever grateful.” He slipped his hand out from yours, wiping away his tears and smiling at you. You saw right through it though, he was putting on a front.

“I can’t force you to do anything Jay,” the clock was nearing eight, you needed to get to work soon. “But can you do one thing for me?”

Jay caught your gaze, eyes glossy, and it took all of your willpower not to climb over the counter and hold him. You could feel your phone blowing up, probably May wondering why you weren’t at work yet, but nothing could take your attention from Jay as he nodded in response to your question.

“Anything May asks you to take, medication wise, tell me straight away. Even if you just text me the name, tell me what it is. And please, don’t take anything. Flush it down the toilet, do whatever, just don’t take it, ok?” You held his gaze, making sure he understood each word.

Jay nodded once again, “I promise, I won’t take anything.”

“Good boy,” you breathed out in relief. It wasn’t a lot, but it was a start to a solution, it was a step in the right direction. “We’ll figure this out, I’ll be here for you in this. Just trust me, I’ll do everything I can.”

“I trust you Y/N,” he said quietly. You were forever amazed how quickly Jay turned into the shy and meek boy that you’d seen at the beginning, you wondered if this was how he acted around May. “Thank you.”

“You don’t need to thank me,” you held your cup tight as you tucked your bag over your shoulder. “I’ve got to go, I’m late for work already. But I’ll text you later, ok? If you need anything, don’t hesitate to message me, I’ll always reply to you.”

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14 - tomorrow

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13 - you're his mistress

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(warnings: smut up ahead, not much but a lil, phone sex, just jay being horny,,,,, the ending kinda sad im sorry....... let me know what u think!!!! i love getting ur asks &lt;;3)

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You didn’t even bother to unpack your bag when you got home, instead opting to throw it on the kitchen counter before slumping yourself down on the couch with your phone. You promised Sunoo that you would call Jay and, even though it was already nearing nine in the evening, you would never break your promise to him. So you scrolled your contacts, finger hovering over the call button to Jay’s name.

About to press on his name, you paused. It wasn’t super late, Jungwon would probably still be awake and you didn’t want him to walk in on your conversation. He was holed up in his room currently, most likely studying, so you made your way to your own room. The two of you had an unspoken rule, and that was to never enter the others bedroom when the door was closed, it had saved you many embarrassing moments.

You closed your door, leaning up against it as you clicked on his contact and pressed your phone up to your ear. It only took two rings before you could hear the dial tone connecting you through to him. It took a few seconds before his voice came across the line, quiet and breathless.

“Y/N?” Jay mumbled, his phone pressed to his ear as he curled himself up into a tight ball on his bed.

“Hey sweetheart,” you replied, moving to sit yourself on your own bed, leaning against the headboard with a heavy sigh. “How are you feeling?”

“Feel bad,” he whined quietly. You couldn’t see but Jay was clinging to his duvet desperately, fisting the fabric tightly whilst his hips slowly rutted against the mattress. “Feels a bit better now I can hear your voice.”

You took a deep breath, the way he was whining and panting across the phone line was sending your mind into a whirl. Jay was obviously needy, and without a mate to help him he would really struggle through this heat alone.

“Y/N?” He asked after a few seconds of silence from you, “are you still there?”

“Mhm, I’m here sweetheart,” you tried to calm the shaking in your voice. Even though you technically had the upper hand here, Jay was putty in your hands, you still felt incredibly nervous and flustered around him, even over the phone. “What do you need?”

“Need you,” he let out a particularly loud whine as he spoke, it went straight to your stomach and made it churn over and over. “Need you so bad Y/N, can’t even explain it. You’re the only person I can think about.”

His words gave you confidence, as if he was reciprocating all the feelings you’d had recently. It felt a little fucked up, you felt like you were taking advantage of his vulnerable state, but you were feeling a little selfish anyway.

“What did you think about baby, tell me.” You said, resting your head back as you heard him shuffling around a little before a sharp intake of breath sounded through the phone, “are you touching yourself?”

You almost cringed at the words leaving your mouth, it felt so dirty to you to be in this position. Jay was that cute little hybrid you’d met at the café who was too scared to talk to you, and now he was getting himself off to a few simple words.

“Fuck, yeah I am, fuck I’m sorry,” each word was cut off by a tiny moan as his hand moved over his slick cock. “You just sound so good, I’m sorry this is so fucked up.”

“No, it’s ok sweetheart. You need this,” you were trying to convince yourself more than him. “Touch yourself for me, yeah? Tell me what you’ve been thinking about all day.”

Jay let his hand speed up over his length, already feeling close to an orgasm after being hard all day. He’d not managed to make himself cum yet, each time he would bring himself to the edge before losing the feeling and getting frustrated. Just hearing you tell him to touch himself was enough to bring him closer than he’d ever managed to be. He would unpack those feelings later.

“Been thinking about your lips, looked so pretty the other day with your cute lip gloss,” Jay bit back a groan as his thumb grazed the tip of his cock. “Feel like such a creep, couldn’t stop thinking about them wrapped around me.”

“You want my mouth on you baby?” You replied, tuning in to the quiet slick sounds as he jerked his cock, “would you let me suck you off? Fill my mouth with cum?”

“Fuck Y/N,” Jay whined loudly, sweat dripping down the sides of his face as he kept a quick pace with his hand. “’M so close, wanna cum so bad.”

“Cum Jay, cum for me, you deserve it,” you said quickly, wanting to hear those pretty noises he was making. “Let me hear how good you feel sweetheart.”

Jay mumbled a few words that you couldn’t catch as they were covered by his high pitched moans, his hand rubbing his cock furiously as a strong orgasm approached him. He gripped his phone hard, he felt that if he held the phone closer to him then it would feel like you were here too.

“Y/N,” he breathed out harshly. “Coming, fuck I’m coming oh my god.”

Jay spilled all over his fist, still jerking himself off quickly in an attempt to drag out his orgasm for as long as he possibly could. You could hear it all, the little whines he let out in overstimulation, the panting as he came down from his high, your phone was so tight against your ear that you almost felt his breath on your skin. You kept him there, pressed close to you, until you were sure he was finished.

You let him calm down for a moment, listening to his breathing slow and relax before you spoke again.

“You ok sweetheart? Feeling ok?” You asked, twisting the fabric of your shirt around your fingers as you waited for his reply anxiously. You didn’t want him to regret it now that his heat fog had lifted.

“Hmm, I feel so good,” he sighed, he was becoming tired now that his cravings had been honoured. “You did so good for me baby.”

And if your heart leapt in your chest then no one had to know. But the way his tired and gravelly voice called you baby made you want to curl up and scream, he was so enticing.

“Good,” you whispered, scared of talking too loud and exposing his effect on you.

Jay was still feeling a little delirious, mumbling about things that were spinning around in his brain as you tried to calm him down after his orgasm. This was the only aftercare you could provide over the phone, so you just let him talk whilst you listened. And Jay appreciated it. More than you’d ever realise, because you were the first person who had ever listened to him like this.

Which then turned his brain back to May. She’d never helped him like this, she never even spoke to him during his heats throughout their relationship. It made him feel so cold, so alone. It made him feel like he was wrong, like he was a nuisance. But then you came along, and you were so warm and kind that it made every feeling in Jay’s body burst through his veins.

“Wish I wasn’t with May,” he mumbled absentmindedly. His brain was too foggy with emotion to process what he was saying, letting slip about his girlfriend that happened to be your absolute bitch of a boss. “Wish she didn’t exist so I wouldn’t feel so guilty.”

Your breath hitched. You wanted to comfort him, to say something to help, but you’d just unknowingly helped Jay cheat on his girlfriend. Even though you had only talked over the phone, it definitely counted as cheating if your feelings were reciprocated. What the fuck.

And his girlfriend was May, the woman who hated hybrids and hated you. It was probably the most unlucky you’d ever been in your life. So many things were clicking into place, so many incidents that were now no longer coincidences. You didn’t know how it hadn’t clicked sooner. One part of you was angry, Jay had lied to you point blank. But another part was hurt, Jay needed someone and in that moment he felt like he couldn’t even turn to his girlfriend. And then the final part of you felt something else, a longing that told you this was something special, Jay wanted you and only you in that moment.

“Y/N? You there?” He once again noticed your absence, bringing you back to the call. You wanted to leave, you needed time to process everything, but you couldn’t leave Jay in the state he was in right now.

“Yeah, I’m here Jay, don’t worry.” You closed your eyes, calming your voice, “why don’t you get some sleep, yeah?”

“Mhm, I’m really tired,” you wanted to cry. “Will you stay on the phone with me whilst I sleep?”

You really wanted to cry. You took a deep breath.

“Yeah, I’ll stay,” you replied, tucking yourself down onto your bed with your phone under your ear. “Get some sleep sweetheart.”

He mumbled a goodnight, thanking you again before drifting off quickly. He would be exhausted by now, and tomorrow he’d probably be the same insatiable boy as he had been today so he needed all the rest he could get. You waited until you hear his soft snores before hanging up the phone and placing it on your desk, eyes wide and unblinking. Nothing was ever going to be easy for you, was it?

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08 - jake YOU'RE drooling

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Jay couldn’t deny that he was excited to see you, he’d made sure that he had come in extra early to get everything set up so that he could spend the maximum amount of time talking to you if you came in. He really hoped you would.

He was sad your hours had been changed, Heeseung had mentioned the previous day that May was your boss and she had recently pushed your hours forward. He couldn’t help but feel uneasy about it, it was almost too much of a coincidence that the moment Jay felt like he was getting closer to someone, May tried to rip that away from him. She knew Y/N knew him, May had told him to stay away from her, and because he hadn’t listened she had taken matters into her own hands.

It had happened before, there was a point in his life when May refused to let him work the same hours as Sunghoon, not wanting him to get close to another hybrid. Jay had accepted it at the time, but when Sunoo told him that he needed Jay in the café for longer hours because they had gotten more popular, he fought back. And that was when things really went downhill between them. Things had never been the same since, Jay constantly felt like a guest in his own home, he didn’t know how much longer he could pretend that he was happy. Sunoo and Sunghoon could already tell, it was only a matter of time before others noticed too.

But then you came along, and within the few times he had met you he had already felt something. Whether that was friendship or more he didn’t know, but you felt warm and there was something about you that made him want to see you more and more. So he lied to May, he told her that he was going to work early this morning because he needed to do some cleaning  before opening hours. He didn’t mention that the only reason he was early was because he was holding on to the tiny chance that you might come in.

And before he could start feeling guilty about it, his ears picked up the sound of someone opening the front door before it actually occurred. His gaze immediately falling on you and the pretty little outfit you wore. He blamed his looming heat on the fact that he kept staring down at your bare legs, willing himself to stop being so fucking horny.

“Y/N,” he smiled, leaning against the counter as you approached him. “Hi! I didn’t know if you’d come or not.”

“How could I not?” You giggled softly, palms resting on the counter as you scanned his face, cheeks flushed, “how are you? I missed not seeing you yesterday.”

You were laying it on thick, flirting with him was fun since he couldn’t hide how flustered he got. You saw his ears flick a few times as he ducked his head to hide his burning cheeks.

“I’m good, feeling a little rough today but I’m a lot better now!” He was going to say he felt better because you were here, but maybe that was too forward of him, “what can I make you today?”

“Hmm, it’s quite cold today so maybe just a latte. Tell me, why are you feeling rough? Did you get sick?”

Jay busied himself with making your drink at the machine next to him, still able to look over at you has he did so. He took in your outfit properly, the cute little blouse and skirt that sent his mind into a panic, he tried not to think about the fact that he could see your black bra through the material of the blouse, he really tried not to think about that.

You had done your makeup a little more than usual today, adding lip gloss. Jay could smell the sweet strawberry scent, he wondered if it tasted like strawberry too. Just the mere thought of your lips was distracting him, he didn’t realise the milk he was frothing was about to overflow and burn him if it wasn’t for your voice calling to him.

“Careful Jay!” You said, tugging his arm across the counter so that he pulled the jug away from the steamer, “are you ok? Did you get burnt?”

Jay shook his head, eyes wide at the feeling of your hand around his wrist. He glanced down at your hand, then up at you, then back down at your hand until you released him, a small apologetic smile on your lips.

“Sorry, I didn’t mean to grab you,” you said.

“It’s ok! Sorry, my mind is all over the place today,” he replied, cleaning up the little spill that occurred and finishing your drink for you. “Here, one latte on the house.”

“No you have to let me pay this time! My last drink was free too!” You protested, grabbing your purse to take out the money.

Jay shook his head, refusing to take it from you as you pleaded with him. You huffed out, it was a sweet gesture but you didn’t want him to get in trouble.

“Fine,” you popped the money in the tip jar instead, putting in double what the drink was worth. Jay was about to complain but you cut him off before he could take the money back, “so why are you feeling rough today? You never answered earlier.”

You placed a hand over his gently, bringing his attention to you. If Jay thought it was hard to concentrate before, it was nearly impossible now that he could feel your skin on his. Jay fiddled with the material of your sleeve as you rubbed a thumb over his knuckles soothingly. He sighed, looking up to meet your eyes and seeing you look at him so attentively. It had been a long time since someone was actually interested in him outside of Sunoo and Sunghoon.

“Well, I just stopped taking heat suppressants, and I think the withdrawals are starting to hit me now,” he pouted out his bottom lip. “I hate how they made me feel, but they weren’t working anymore so I had to come off them, plus I think my heat is coming soon so it’s going to be tough now that I’m off them. I still had heats when I was on the pills, but they weren’t that bad so I’m scared for how it will be now.”

“Jay,” you sighed, squeezing his hand. “You did the right thing though, those pills are not good for you in the long run. I think I’ve spent half of my working life researching them and not once have I found one that works, so it was definitely the best option to stop taking them. And as for your heat, it’s going to be hard this first time without them, do you have someone to help you through it?”

Jay found himself hanging on to every word you said, but it was confusing for him. You worked for May, you worked in May’s department which meant you must’ve researched the pills that May had given him. So why had she said that they were fine? Had May lied to him about the pills?

“I, uh, don’t. But it’s ok, I’ll be fine!” Jay said, brushing the subject under the rug. He didn’t want to think about how hard his heat would be without a mate, and May certainly wouldn’t help him. She hadn’t kissed him in months, let alone had sex with him. “Can I ask you, did you ever research the suppressants from the HybridCare company?”

“Yeah, we looked into those a long time ago! They had a lot of complaints with those ones, they’re strong but a lot of hybrids reported bad side effects so they stopped taking them. Luckily, as far as we can see, there’s no long term effects of them yet. Why? Are those the ones you took?” You asked, hand still soothingly rubbing his.

Jay nodded, eyes shiny as he glanced over at you. You sighed, the only thing you wanted to do at that moment was hug him, but the clock behind the counter was screaming at you to go to work or you would be late again.

“Oh Jay,” you mumbled. Fuck it. You rushed over to the other side of the counter, engulfing him in a hug so tight that it knocked the wind out of his lungs. You thought it might be weird, but Jay reciprocated immediately, wrapping his arms around you and gripping the back of your shirt.

“I’m sorry, I don’t know why I’m like this,” he sniffed, blinking back the tears. He was taller than you but he still bent down to tuck his head into your neck, subtly sniffing at your scent as to not alert you of what he was doing. But your scent calmed him, and that was scary enough. Jay would unpack that later, but at this very moment in time he needed you to calm him down.

“It’s ok Jay,” you ran a hand up and down his back soothingly before pulling back, letting him compose himself. “Your emotions will be going crazy right now, it’ll go back to normal after a few weeks.”

You hesitated a second, not wanting to cross any boundaries but you thought you were beyond that point now, and leant up a little to brush one of his ears gently. Jay closed his eyes at the action, a small smile occurring when you did so. But as quickly as he felt your touch, it was gone again and he already missed it.

You glanced back up at the clock, 7:55am, you were going to be late again but you didn’t have it in you to care. Jay noticed your gaze, looking at the clock too before gasping.

“Oh, you need to go! You don’t want to be late, May might get angry!” Jay said hurriedly, collecting your bag and drink and handing it to you.

“Wait, how do you know May?” You asked, you knew he knew of her since Heeseung had told you, but you didn’t know how.

“That’s a story for another day,” he sighed before plastering a smile on his lips. “Thank you for coming again, I really enjoyed seeing you. I’m sorry for all the mess!”

“Don’t apologise Jay,” you grabbed a loyalty card from the holder on the counter, taking a stray pen that was swimming around in your bag before scribbling down your number. “Here, just in case you want to talk about anything whilst you experiencing these withdrawals. My friend went through a similar thing, I know how tough it can be. Or just text me if you want to talk about anything.”

Jay took the card, smiling a little at the tiny heart you’d drawn next to your name. He nodded, holding the card to his chest, “I definitely will! Have a good day at work, I hope you don’t get in trouble for being late.”

“Don’t worry, I can take May’s wrath. I’ll be waiting for your text!”

And as you let the door close behind you, the strong wind blowing your scent back into the café, Jay let out the longest sigh he’d ever made. He didn’t know what it was about you, but he had never felt this way about anyone in his life, his body had never reacted like this to anyone. He might be a little bit fucked.

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You tugged at the hem of your skirt nervously before entering the café. You could see the owner, Sunoo, setting things up in the back whilst Sunghoon served some customers who had taken a seat in the window. Jay was behind the counter, leaning against one of the cupboards and fiddling with the sleeves on his jumper. It was a cute cream knitted jumper today.

His ears twitched softly at the sound of the door opening and he turned to see who was there, an automatic smile that he wore for all customers spread across his face until he realised who it was. His eyes widened in panic, remembering that you probably thought he was avoiding you yesterday, and he tried to make his cheeks cool off before you reached the counter.

The two of you looked equally as nervous, looking anywhere but at each other. You went up to the counter after deciding on your order, smiling at him genuinely. Jay instantly relaxed, smiling back at you.

“Hey Y/N!” He said brightly, tapping at the screen in front of him to get ready to take your order, “how are you today?” He looked back up at you expectantly.

“Better now that you’re not hiding from me,” you teased, pouting out your bottom lip mockingly. Jay flushed red in embarrassment, starting to stutter out an excuse before you cut him off, “I’m just teasing you, I’m not mad. As long as you don’t hate me.”

“I don’t hate you!” He rushed out a bit too quickly, “I don’t hate you, I was just really shy I guess. I’m sorry for that.”

“Don’t be sorry, I was also a bit shy to talk to you if that makes you feel any better,” you replied, a reassuring smile on your lips. Jay nodded, his cheeks still a little red.

“What can I get for you today?” He asked, typing on his screen.

“I’ll have an iced tea, and could you do an iced black coffee for Jake. I promised I’d get him something on the way to work,” you said, taking out your wallet to pay.

As you were getting your card out you felt a hand enclose over yours to stop you, glancing up to see Sunoo standing next to you. He had a mop in one hand and the other holding yours.

“These are on the house, to make up for yesterday,” Sunoo said, you tried to protest but he shut you down immediately. “Don’t try to argue, I’m the boss so I make the decisions here.”

You nodded softly, “thanks Sunoo, that’s really kind of you.”

Jay had gone to make your drinks, busying himself whilst you chatted to Sunoo. He didn’t know why but a flash of jealousy went through him the moment Sunoo touched your hand. He blamed it on his looming heat, he always felt more possessive and stressed around the week before his heat started. But why was he so possessive over you? He hadn’t felt that way about anyone in a long time, and the heat suppressants that May had him on would supress those emotions as well. So why had this started now?

He shook away his thoughts, ears flicking in annoyance until Sunoo let you go, returning to the cleaning he was doing. Jay took your drinks over, your name scribbled on one and Jake’s name on the other, you smiled at the little cat drawing he’d done on your cup.

“Thanks Jay,” you said, grabbing the plastic cups from him and taking a sip of your drink. You glanced at your phone and, as much as you wished to stay and chat, you noticed some texts from May. Deciding to wait until you were outside to answer, you tucked your phone away and hooked your bag over your shoulder whilst juggling the two drinks.

“Do you need help with those?” He asked, watching you balance the two cups in one hand. Jay had the urge to reach out and help you, but he resisted it. You were hardly acquaintances, let alone friends. He didn’t want to overstep any boundaries.

“I’m ok, thanks Jay. I’ll see you next time, yeah?” You smiled, turning away from him before he could reply and walking towards the exit.

“Come back soon!” Jay called out as the door was closing, catching sight of your bright smile as you did so.

Jay busied himself with cleaning up whilst he willed his heart to slow down, Sunghoon coming up to him behind the counter and slinging an arm over his shoulder. Jay groaned, shrugging him off once in a futile attempt since he knew the younger would immediately return his arm to his shoulder.

“Your cheeks are still red Jongseongie,” Sunghoon teased, tugging at one of his ears. “And these lil things keep twitching, if I didn’t know any better I’d say you had a little crush?”

“Shut up Sunghoon,” he mumbled, pressing the back of his hands to his cheeks. “It’s just really warm in here is all.”

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𓆩♡𓆪 in a society where hybrid's were still made to feel like nothing, you wanted to show jay how much more he was worth

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hybrid!jay x female!reader social media au

warnings: there will be smut in later chapters, this smau will tackle some rough topics and i'll put warnings for these on the chapters! cheating!!!!!

note: not all characters are hybrids, the profiles will outline who is hybrid and who is human etc, please read carefully! niki won't be in this fic due to the nature of the content! please respect that!

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08 - jake YOU'RE drooling

09 - business transaction

10 - sweetheart

11 - I don't speak furry

12 - guilty

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14 - tomorrow

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