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doctors orders! - sim jake

appointment fifty six.

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thanku for waiting so patiently! this is like 4.5k words so enjoy!! cw for this chapter,, smut, daddy kink lol sorry, unprotected sex, nothing major honestly it's very soft :) reblogs v appreciated!

this is NOT the last chapter <3 still a few more to go!!

Jake was picking you up for your six month anniversary date in a few minutes, the nerves in your stomach were going crazy. You’d already thrown up twice that morning, the symptoms of your pregnancy were starting to show and you knew if you didn’t tell Jake soon then he would have figured it out himself. He was a smart boy, he was a doctor for goodness sake, he would be able to spot the signs from a mile off.

You wore a cute summer dress, white with little flowers on the skirt, as well as some jewellery. Jake had gotten you a necklace a few months ago, a little silver locket that held tiny pictures of you with Wonwoo and Mingyu. It was one of the most thoughtful gifts anyone had ever gotten you, and you wore it religiously throughout the last few months, today was no exception.

In your bag you tucked the pregnancy test you’d taken earlier that day, mostly just to double check but also because you’d thrown away the last one and you wanted some solid evidence to show to Jake. You wanted to tell him near the end of the date, so at least if it didn’t go down well then you would have at least had a few hours with him to enjoy.

You were being pessimistic here, you knew Jake would ultimately support you even if he wasn’t happy about it. And by what Sunghoon had said, Jake would be happy about it. You just prayed, that he was right.

‘I’m outside sweetheart, want me to come up and get you?’

Jake’s text popped up on your screen, you quickly typed a reply telling him you would come downstairs instead and then went to grab your shoes. The nerves were kicking in, you couldn’t tell if the nausea was from that or from the baby. You swallowed it down, taking a deep breath before locking your door behind you.

Jake was leaning up against his car when you approached, waiting patiently for you as he watched a dog across the street playing with its owner. He heard your footsteps approaching, turning to you with a wide smile and open arms.

“You look beautiful Y/N,” he mumbled into your hair as he enveloped you in his arms. “I missed you these last few days.”

You leant back to look up at him, pushing up onto your tiptoes to press a gentle kiss to his cheek. Jake smiled in contentment, squeezing you closer to him before letting you go so that he could open the door for you and help you inside.

“This is for you,” he said after he’d gotten into the drivers seat, handing over a box before pressing a quick kiss to your lips. “I know we said we weren’t doing presents, but I couldn’t resist.”

You rolled your eyes, that was so typically Jake of him. He loved to spoil you, “how did I know you would do this? I have a little something for you too, but I’ll give it to you later on yeah? I want to spend the evening together first.”

Jake nodded, a small but confused smile on his lips as he thought about what you might’ve gotten for him. However, he got distracted when he saw you opening your gift, the small bottle of perfume inside.

“I designed the scent,” Jake explained, pointing to the label. “It’s got peony in it since I know that your favourite floral smell, and a few other different scents that I thought went well with it. It’s nothing big, but I thought you might like it.”

“Jake,” you pouted over at him, eyes welling up. “This is such a sweet gift baby, thank you so much, I love it.”

You leant over the middle console to wrap your arms around his neck, hugging him tight to say your thanks. Jake reciprocated, tugging on your waist to bring you close to him before pressing a few gentle kisses to the side of your head.

“You’re welcome angel, I’m glad you like it,” he let you go so that you could settle in your seat, reaching over and buckling your seatbelt for you as well. “Right, let’s head off yeah? I want to get there just before the sun sets.”

You didn’t really know what Jake had planned, but you knew whatever it was would be special. He always knew how to make dates extra special, you trusted him to take you somewhere good. He let you take the aux as he was driving, playing the music from your shared playlist. His hand rested on your thigh as he drove down the motorway, the drive was a little longer than usual but he kept you distracted talking about anything and everything.

That was how dating Jake was, it was easy and relaxed at all times. Jake made you feel so comfortable and safe, he made you feel like the luckiest person in the world. He made every day feel great, even when it really wasn’t. That’s why you felt so nervous, things with Jake were so good that you didn’t want to have the possibility of ruining it. This announcement would completely change everything, you didn’t want it to change how he felt about you.

“We’re here baby,” Jake cut the engine and turned to you. “We’re going to have a little picnic out here and then watch the sunset together until we can see the stars. It’s nothing extravagant but it’s been a while since we were able to just spend some time alone together and I missed it.”

Your heart soared,  “that sounds perfect Jake.”

He smiled widely, happy with his decision. You couldn’t tell but he was nervous too, tonight he wanted to tell you how he really felt. Jake had known he was in love with you even before the two of you started dating, he had felt that way for months, but he had never had the confidence to tell you. But he thought today was the day, he felt ready and he wanted to be able to talk about his feelings freely.

So as the two of you finished the picnic he’d bought, drinking hot chocolate out of a flask, the sky started to dim and the two of you watched the sun set over the fields ahead only illuminated by the little electronic candles Jake had bought with him. It was like a scene out of a movie, Jake really pulled out all the stops when it came to you.

“Y/N,” Jake mumbled, turning to face you instead of the sky. Soft music played from his car nearby but the only other sounds were your voices, no one else was around and you felt like you had the whole world to yourselves. “I need to tell you something but I’m nervous.”

Jake had been so open and honest to you throughout your relationship so far, you knew whatever he was about to tell you was something big by the way he was hesitating.

You took his hands, “whatever it is Jakey, it’ll all be fine. Take your time.”

He nodded gently, taking a deep breath, “I’ve wanted to tell you this for a while, and I mean a long while because I’ve felt like this since before we were dating.”

Now you were nervous, Jake’s words felt heavy and you didn’t want this to change anything for you two. But you felt like whatever he had to say would not be anywhere near as difficult as what you had to tell him, the nerves in your stomach kept bubbling up even as he spoke.

Jake squeezed your hands tight, bringing your eyes back up to his. They were wide and unblinking. He took a deep breath.

“I love you Y/N,” he said simply. “I have for a long time now, and it has been so hard for me not to say it. I love everything about you, you’re so kind and caring towards everyone. You have goals and you work so hard to achieve them. You have never once made me doubt my feelings for you, you reassure me in every way that you are one hundred percent all in for me. That’s why I love you, because you are everything I could possibly ask for and so much more. I couldn’t hide it any longer, I’ve been wanting to tell you for months now and it feels so good to finally be able to.”

Jake was staring at you whilst you processed the confession, in a way you had seen it coming, Jake had always been at the cusp of admitting it to you and you could tell by the way he looked at you sometimes. His eyes were always so soft and attentive, his love was obvious when you really thought about it.

“Jake,” there were already tears in your eyes. “I love you too, so much.”

He visibly relaxed, a smile working its way onto his face at your words. He didn’t let your finish your little speech, instead he tugged you forward to kiss you over and over all across your face. His lips found yours, suddenly kissing him felt all the more special.

But now your confession felt even more scary. There was, all of a sudden, more on the line for you. If you didn’t tell him now then it would only get even harder, you needed to get it all out in the open.

“I need to tell you something too,” you mumbled against his lips, finally pulling away from him. Jake let you back a little, giving you the space and attention to talk, hands holding your waist now as you sat close to each other.

“I’m all ears sweetheart,” he replied, once again putting your nerves at ease for a moment.

“I love you, I’ve known for a while as well,” you started. “I want this to be a forever thing for us, I can’t really imagine life without you now even if we’ve only been together for a short time.”

You reached into your bag, taking out an envelope with Jake’s name on it. He furrowed his brows, he knew you’d said no gifts but he had no idea what you possibly could have gotten him.

“I don’t really know how to talk about this, because I’m fucking terrified, so I’ll just give you this,” you handed him the envelope. “I just need you to know that I love you, and whatever you do I will accept it because I’ve kind of prepared myself for every outcome.”

“No pressure then, huh?” Jake said, trying to make the atmosphere lighter.

You bit your lip, the lack of a smile on your lips made Jake’s disappear, you didn’t want to cry but each passing second was making you more nervous, “you can open it now.”

Jake nodded softly, kissing your forehead once before pulling back a little. He unfolded the top, opening the envelope and looking inside. You could see the moment his eyes landed on the test, wide unblinking eyes as he always did when he was shocked or confused, but he didn’t look scared or angry. In fact, there was a ghost of a smile at the corners of his lips.

“You’re fucking joking,” he pulled out the positive test, staring at it just in case he had read it wrong. “Tell me this is real, Y/N.”

He tore his eyes away to look at you when you nodded, “it’s real Jake, I found out a couple of days ago but I wanted to wait. I was so scared, I didn’t know how to tell you.”

His lips fell into a pout as his own eyes flooded with tears, you panicked at the sight but he shook his head before you could say anything, “I can’t believe it.”

“I’m sorry,” you started to worry that you’d ruined things now. “I should’ve been more careful, if you don’t want it then it’s ok I can figure it out I-”

Jake shut you up by kissing you again, pressing his lips hard against yours to silence your concerns. He dropped the envelope on the blanket below you so he could tug you even closer, your legs over his lap and his hands in your hair. Jake tried to portray everything through that kiss, he tried to tell you it was ok, you hadn’t done anything wrong, he was happy. His words had failed him so his kiss was trying to make up for it.

He pulled back to look at you again, eyes still glossy with tears that he didn’t want to fall. They were happy tears, Jake was happy.

“Sweetheart,” he tucked some hair behind your ear. “We’re having a baby? Like, I’m going to be a dad?”

We. We’re having a baby. That one sentence relaxed you more than anything in the world. We. You were doing this together.

You nodded gently, “yeah Jake, you’re going to be a dad.”

“Oh my god,” he shook his head in disbelief. “I can’t believe this. I don’t think I’ve ever been this happy in my life. We’re going to have a baby, oh my god Y/N. I love you so much.”

“I love you too,” the smile on your lips just kept growing as Jake’s excitement grew. “You’re not angry? Or scared? I was so worried that you weren’t going to want this, we’ve not been together that long and things have been so hard recently. I was scared this would break us.”

“Oh Y/N, I’m so sorry you felt like that,” he kissed you again to wipe any remaining doubt away. “It must’ve been so scary for you, I’m sorry you had to go through that alone. But this isn’t going to break us, I know it’s been hard and I know we’ve had some shit to deal with, but this is the best news I’ve heard in my life. I can’t imagine anyone else who I could do this with, because you’re the only person I want to do this with, and we’ll figure it out together. I love you completely, and now I have another little one to love as well, do you know how happy that makes me?”

“Aren’t you worried about work? About our friends and our social lives? I’ll have to stop working as much, maybe even all together for a while, so we’ll have less money but more costs. I’m scared Jake, I don’t have a clue what I’m doing,” you didn’t even realise you were crying until Jake was wiping away your tears. “I don’t have anyone to turn to for help when things get hard in this, I wish my mum was here so she could tell me what to do. I have no idea how to be a parent, I’m so scared of fucking this up.”

“You could never fuck it up angel, never in a million years. Your mum is watching over you, and she would be so excited and proud of you. And when our little one is old enough, you can tell them about her and tell them how much she would love them because I know your mum would be so incredibly happy,” Jake was trying not to cry himself. He knew this was an exciting moment, but seeing you so scared hurt him more than anything. “My parents love you too, they will be there for you when you need it too. You’re not alone in this, we’re in this together and my family and all of our friends will be there for you too. I love you Y/N, I’ll never let you be alone in this because this is our future, we will figure it all out together.”

“All of it?” You asked quietly.

“All of it sweetheart, you’re everything to me and this baby only solidifies how strongly I feel for you. I’ll never let you go through any of this alone,” Jake wiped the final tear from your cheek. “I love you so incredibly much Y/N, nothing will change that. If anything, this will just make me love you even more than I thought was possible.”

“I love you too Jake, so much.” You laid your head against his chest as he held you tight against him, “you’re going to be an amazing dad.”

“Guess you’re not the only one who will be calling me daddy from now on,” he giggled to himself at his dumb joke.

“Oh my god Jake,” you whined. “I knew you wouldn’t be able to be serious for that long.”

He pulled back from you, tugging on your hips so that you were seated in his lap fully, one leg on either side of him. In this position you were looking down at him, hands now on his shoulders as his rested loosely on your hips, fingers wrapped around the fabric of your dress. All of a sudden the mood had changed, the air was thick with arousal already.

“Can’t help it angel,” he pulled you tight against him. “Thinking about the fact we’re going to be parents is sending me insane, I should reward you shouldn’t I? It would be mean of me not to.”

“Super mean,” you agreed. The skirt of your dress had ridden up enough that the only thing separating your cunt and Jake was the thin material of your pretty lace panties. The pair that Jake had bought for you a few months ago as a little gift, white with a little bow.

Jake slid his hands from your waist to your thighs, dipping them underneath your skirt until they rested at the top, close enough to your cunt to send your mind spinning but not enough to give you any relief.

“How do you feel about doing it here?” Jake asked, his fingertips dragging across the dampened fabric of your underwear, he smiled smugly. “Would you let daddy fuck you out here?” Your brain turned off.

On the odd occasion that Jake referred to himself in that way, you always loved it. It was something that had slipped out randomly one day and you’d dropped it into conversation every now and then, Jake had really liked it and hence you established this little role for him. It was even more fitting now that you had a baby on the way.

“Fuck, please,” you could feel his thumb circling your clit outside your panties, the lace rubbing against you perfectly. “Would let you do anything.”

Jake pulled his hand away, a whine being ripped from your throat, “you’ve got such a dirty mouth sweetheart, next time I need to stuff your mouth full to teach you a lesson, hmm? But I’m feeling nice today, so I’ll save that. For now, think you can ride me angel?”

You nodded embarrassingly quickly, squeezing his shoulders, “please Jake.”

He leant forward to kiss you, pulling you closer until your cunt was directly above his cock that was already fully hard. Jake’s tongue almost automatically pushed through your mouth, sloppily moving against you until your lips were swollen and messy. You loved kissing Jake like this, dirty as your spit collected in the corners of your lips.

“That’s not my name sweetheart,” he mumbled against you, pulling back just enough to play with you. His fingers toyed at the hem of your underwear, snapping the elastic against you.

“’M sorry,” you replied, giving an experimental roll of your hips against his, Jake had to bite back a groan as to not give you too much power. “Please daddy, I’ll be good for you.”

“You’re always so good for me sweetheart,” he kissed your jaw, moving down to your neck slowly as he left open mouthed kisses on your skin. “Lift up a little, let me take these off of you. That’s it. Good girl.”

Jake slipped your underwear off, tucking them into his pocket with a sly little smile on his lips. With one hand he held onto your hip to shift you up a little, the other he used to unzip his trousers and tug them down enough to pull out his cock.

You weren’t in the mood for foreplay, you just needed to feel Jake inside you. So instead of waiting for his instruction, you moved back over him and sunk yourself down onto his cock. Jake groaned out loudly at the sudden movement, his hands pushing at your dress to bunch it up over your hips so he could watch how you moved on his cock.

“Fuck Y/N, look at you,” his eyes were glued to the image of his cock slipping through your legs. “Taking me so well angel, always so good for me.”

You used your hands on his shoulders to steady yourself, grinding yourself down onto his cock over and over. This position hit so deep inside you that you could feel the tip of his cock bulging in your stomach.

“Daddy,” you whined out pathetically, “feels so good, so fucking deep.”

Jake immediately pressed his lips to yours, biting down harshly on your bottom lip, “you’re driving me crazy Y/N, need to fuck you full. Fuck another baby into you, yeah? Can’t believe you’re going to be a mum, god I’m so in love with you.”

Jake was mumbling incoherent sentences, too blinded by his love for you and how good your cunt felt around his cock. He moved his hand to grip your cheeks quickly, squeezing tight to open your mouth and spitting directly onto your tongue. You let it sit there, tongue out for Jake to see, before you crashed your mouth onto his, swirling your tongue around his in a disgusting kiss as his spit spilt down your chin.

You moaned against his lips once again, your pace slowing down as you started to get tired. You tried to rut against him and keep the tension that had built, but your thighs burned with exhaustion.

Jake gripped your hips hard, his fingertips would definitely leave bruises, “let me do it angel.” He kept the fabric of your dress pulled up as he used his grip on your hips to move you up and down on his cock, thrusting his hips up to meet each movement. The change of pace was enough to have praises spilling from your lips as your orgasm quickly approached.

“Going to cum Ja- daddy,” your head dropped to his shoulder as you started to get tired. “Fucking me so well, cum with me. Please daddy.”

“Anything for you sweetheart,” he grunted out as he fucked up faster into you. A bead of sweat rolled down his temple as he tried to push the two of you over the edge, the tight grip of your cunt around him was mind numbing. “Where’d you want it baby? Want me to fuck you full again?”

“Please, please,” you babbled, mind numb from the pleasure Jake was giving to you. “Cum inside, please daddy.”

Tears were falling down your cheeks as you tried to hold your orgasm to wait for him, Jake nudged your head up so he could kiss you properly, hips bucking up into you at an insane pace.

“It’s ok sweetheart, daddy’s got you, ok? Cum for me Y/N,” he held you down onto his cock harshly as ground his hips up, cock pressing as deep as it could possibly go. “Cum around my cock, I want it baby.”

That’s all you needed to push you over the edge, your orgasm washing over you as you clamped down on Jake’s cock. He swore as he came inside you, grinding his cock into you with each spurt of cum that filled you up.

“Oh my god,” you pulled away from his lips to moan. Your lips brushed his as you talked, “fuck Jake.”

He kissed you again, eyes still squeezed shut as he came down from his own orgasm. Jake breathed heavily into your mouth, loud pants as he relaxed from maybe the most intense orgasm he’d ever had. Maybe that had something to do with the confessions that day, but whatever it was, he had never felt so in love with you in that moment. You shifting on his lap was enough to bring him out of his daze, his hands stilling your hips with a hiss.

“Careful sweetheart,” he said through gritted teeth. “Daddy’s still sensitive, haven’t cum this much in a while. Let’s just stay like this for a moment, yeah?”

You nodded gently, resting your head down against his chest. You could hear his heart beating loudly against your ear, “I love you Jake, so much.”

You felt him breathe out a sigh of relief, “I love you too.” He helped you to sit up properly, slipping his cock out of you finally. “I don’t think I’ll ever get used to hearing that.”

“Me neither, it feels so surreal,” you kissed him a couple of times before removing yourself from his lap with shaky legs. You tried to ignore the feeling of his cum dripping out of you, but you knew your dress would be ruined already. You settled next to him on the blanket, the two of you helping each other to smooth out your clothes.

Jake turned to you, tucking some hair behind your ear softly, “I’m so excited to start this little family with you sweetheart.” He wrapped his arm around your shoulders to pull you against his side, a gentle kiss pressed to your temple, “whatever happens, it’s going to be so worth it because it’s you.”

“I’m excited too, nervous but excited. You’re going to be the most amazing dad, you’re already the most amazing boyfriend to me,” you looked up to the sky, now dark and the stars were shining brightly over the two of you. “Wait, is that the big dipper?”

Jake’s eyes snapped up to the sky, smiling brightly when he saw where you were pointing. It definitely wasn’t the big dipper, but you looked so happy pointing it out that he couldn’t bear to tell you no, “that’s right sweetheart! Well done.”

He pressed a kiss to the side of your head again, watching you as you watched the stars. Jake didn’t think he had ever felt happier than this, this moment might have been his favourite of all time. Nothing would ever top this feeling for him, being here in the quiet and calm with the love of his life. He wished he could bottle this feeling and keep it forever, he never wanted to come down from this high.

“Baby?” You asked quietly, bringing him from his thoughts.

“Yeah?”

“Can I have my underwear back now?”

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"I'm going to tell my uncle to take pictures of me to send to you and Noona, Hyung!", Seyun's little voice fills the small space of the car and as his words reach you, a soft chuckle falls past your lips, barely able to handle his cuteness.

Just from the way he's been smiling and giggling throughout the whole drive to his grandma, you can tell just how excited the four year old is about his little day trip, which definitely helps easing the feeling of guilt that's been weighing on your chest for leaving him.

You know Jake is feeling the exact same, if not even worse, because he's been bringing his younger brother over to stay at his gran a lot more recently and despite knowing it's because of his uncle and cousins actually requesting the younger one's presence, the young parent can't help it.

Just a few months ago Seyun was too anxious and scared to stay away from his older brother for longer than three hours and todsy they're going to be away from each other for almost two days; the longest they've gone without seeing each other has never passed the twenty hour mark.

Jaeyun's been awfully quiet ever since you got into the car and he hasn't left his poor bottom lip alone, biting and nibbling, twisting it between his fingers every few seconds as he's obviously trying his best to hide just how nervous he is.

He's already had a quick chat about the whole situation with his younger brother and despite Seyun's enthusiasm and excitement, he just seems to loosen up.

Once your conversation with the little guy in the backseat comes to an end, you let your eyes shift to Jake and instinctively reaching for his arm and gently caressing it before it slowly makes its way to his cheek and all he can do is move further into your gentle touch. You calmly watch the way he lets out a loud sigh, taking your hand in his to place a soft kiss into your palm and making your heart melt rught then and there.

"It's okay, Jae", you whisper and look at him, subconsciously admiring the perfection of his side profile, "and if anything happens or he wants to be with you, we're just gonna head back yeah? It's just an hour of a drive anyway."

You try to find the right words to reassure and canm him, yet for some reason he seems to be a lot more worried than before.

"What if he thinks I'm abandoning him?"

The sudden sound of his raspy voice, his words and the heartbreak wavering in his tone tightens your chest and before you can even realise it, a thick veil of tears has blocked your sight.

"Oh, Baby, no", you say instinctively, yet quickly bite your lip and keep talking to stop the awkwardness even have a chance to get to you, "he's a smart kid and he knows his Hyung always keeps his promises. We'll be back before he's even awake tomorrow and then we're going to spend the whole day together, just like we told him."

"I'll be okay, Hyung", Seyun's cute voice startles you, to say the least and you quickly turn around to look at him with teary eyes, a soft smile plsstered on his tiny face as he nods at you approvingly.

"You know, I'm a big boy, right? I'm even a Hyung, too! Siwoo's Hyung!"

The words elicits the first little chuckle from the young parent and you finally let go of the breath you were holding in, when his knuckles finally lose their whiteness as he loosens his tight grip on the steering wheel.

"That's true", Jake says and shoots his brother a smile through the mirror, "I'm proud of you, Yunie. We'll both be okay."

It doesn't take much longer for you to arrive at Jake's grandmother's and after giving your littlest friend a tight hug and a kiss on the forehead, you wave him goodbye and calmly watch the two brothers make their way to the front door.

After a few minutes of waiting outside of the car, Jake makes his way back to you and before you can even say anything, he just pulls you into a tight hug and lets out a loud sigh.

"Thank you", he whispers and gives you a quick kiss on the cheek and then your forehead, "I really appreciate your patience and understanding."

You sadly smile against his neck, tightening your hold on him because you know you're going to cry if you use your words, as sudden sadness overwhelms you the more you think about their situation.

After a good five minutes of just standing there, Jake slowly pulls away and opens the door for you, a big smile on his lips and you finally feel yourself losing some of the tension in your muscles.

The drive passes by a lot quicker than you expect as the two of you just vibe to the music, soft gazes and shy smiles exchanged every few minutes as you leave the busy life in the big capital behind you.

The closer you get to your destination, the more nervous you start to become, anticipation filling your body as you think of all the things you're going to do and talk about.

In the back of your mind you can't help but remember your rather heated make out session from the previous night and even if you refuse to admit it, you're definitely hoping for it to happen again.

Ever since the two of you had decided to take things seriously, you've noticed how clingy and touch starved you've become; the urge to be in constant skinship with the young college student almost always on your mind. And from the was Jake's been shyly caressing your thigh throughout the whole drive, you can tell he feels quite similar if not the same about it.

Every now and then, a certain type of silence fills your company, yet for the first time in your life you don't feel the urge to replace it by saying something just to talk. Jake's mere presence is enough for you to feel comfortable and at ease, something you also haven't experienced before and you can't help the giggle escaping your lips once your brain takes notice of all these firsts.

Jake thanks the owner of the Airbnb and it doesn't take another minute for you two to walk through the door, bags in his hands as he strictly forbid you to even touch them.

"I'm starving", he sighs and places your luggage on the bedroom floor, his ears suddenly changing their colour to a deep shade of red and as soon as your eyes meet the sight of the king sized bed in the room, you know where the sudden change comes from.

"Let's just see how the evening goes and then we can decide who sleeps where, yeah?", you say quickly and take off your jacket ss well as your head and look at him with a soft smile.

"Yes", Jake mumbles and rolls his eyes at himself, feeling slightly awkward for being so obvious with his reactions and to avoid making it worse for him, you just make your way to the kitchen and start taking out the few groceries you had bought at the little market on your way.

"How about you go and lie down a little? The drive must have been exhausting? I'll make us something to eat really quick and then we can head out to the city afterwards, hm?"

As you voice your suggestion, you have your back turned to him and despite being aware of his presence, you still feel chills run down your whole body as soon as Jake places his big hand on your back, reminding you of the way he could barely stop himself from groping every bit of flesh he could get his hands on the other night.

You nervously pull your bottom lip in between your teeth and let out a soft sigh to stop yourself from whimpering because there's no way you're going to be even more obvious about how easy you are for him.

"I won't let you do all the cooking by yourself", Jake replies and pulls away to take off his windbreaker, throws it on the couch and comes to stand next to you at the sink in his sweater and a baseball hat to hide his messy hair.

"I'm so nervous", you suddenly blurt not quite sure where the sudden urge to confess comes from as you turn to look at him with wide eye only for you both to burst into laughter at the same time.

Jaeyun wraps his arms around your shoulders as he laughs about how cute you are, yet also feels relieved to know you're currently in the same emotional state as him.

"Don't worry, pretty girl", he sighs and kisses your forehead, "I'm just as nervous, I actually feel like throwing up. But I think it's mostly excitement."

The following two hours go by just like that: exchanges of silly jokes, funny stories snd facts, lots of quick kisses and barely a minute where you're not touching each other. You would have never expected yourself to actually become addicted to the feelings skinship comes with, but then again, Jake Sim hasn't failed to show you completely new sides of yourself just yet.

As soon as you're done eating, the young parent goes to take care of the dishes to let you get ready, promising to leave the drying to you to make everything fair only to have the whole kitchen cleaned by the time you step out of the bedroom in your new outfit.

Of course he doesn't listen to the way you're scolding him for doing it all by himself, just disappears in the bedroom, the sound of the shower running quickly following him and you can't help but sigh at just how dreamy he is.

You actually have no idea how time has passed by so quickly as the two of you reach your final destination of the day, which just so happens to be a cute little street food place which is said to have the best ramen noodles in the city and as the biggest noodlesoup enthusiast, Jake has been quite determined about going ever since you suggested the roadtrip.

The first place you visited was the local art gallery, where you spend a good two hours arguing over why your individual favorite piece of art is better, followed by a little sightseeing bus tour where Jake refused to let go of your hand up until the very end. You also decided to head to the city and have some snacks, only for you to lose your marbles the second you spot a cat café on your way to the store. Of course Jake physically and emotionally couldn't say no to you, so you ended up sharing some cheesecake and each having your third coffee of the day all while two little kittens had gotten comfortable on each of your laps.

Most of the time you're just reminiscing about old times, Jake about his childhood and teenage years in Australia as well ss his summer vocations ins Korea, whereas you stick to the stories about visiting your relatives and your parents' villages, both of you cracking up each time when you realise just how similar your lives actually are.

Every now and then Jake catches himself staring at you for a little too long, quickly shifting his gaze to stop himself, whereas you just try your best not to get flustered each time you feel his gaze on you. There's just something about the way he looks at you with such softness and adoration, something you've been craving for so long and are actually getting to experience for once.

When the two of you sit down on the plastic chairs outside the little ramen place, Jake lets you know that this is probably gonna be the best you've ever had and for some reason his enthusiasm makes you giggle.

Of course after a few hours of only mentioning him every now and then, your conversation lands on Sim Seyun and this time Jaeyun makes sure to show you his pictures in chronological order, yet almost instinctively skipping the family picture taken on the day the youngest Sim had turned one hundred days.

You wordlessly watch the way Jake stops himself from skipping it before he zooms in on his parents, a soft sigh falling past his lips as he looks up at you with teary eyes.

"He looks so much like the perfect mixture of them, doesn't he?" His words are carefully chosen and heavy in meaning, the pain and love evident in his tone and the expression in his eyes, so all you can do is nod and hold back your tears to let him have this moment.

"He even has the same mole underneath his right eye as my mother", Jaeyun sighs and you don't say anything in response, just reach for his hand and intertwine your fingers with his to let him know you're there.

"And he laughs like my father, it's like every time I look at him I see pieces of them living on through him and that's why it's been so hard for me to just let go. It's definitely gotten easier but the older he gets, the more he resembles them."

Jake doesn't give his tears a chance to escape, gently pulls away his hand from yours and runs both of them over his face before he sighs and shoots you a tiny smile.

"But as much as that breaks my heart, I also can't help but love it. He's the reason I'm not afraid of forgetting them."

And as soon as those words leave his lips you've had enough.

A soft sob follows his words and sends an expression of worry over Jake's handsome face in an instant, making him get up from his chair and pull you into a tight hug.

"This is so embarrassing", you whisper and push your hand into his hair regardless of your emtional state, "I have to stop this or you're going to think I'm doing it on purpose."

Jake chuckles softly at your words, the weight disappearing off his heart as soon ss he hears your little giggle when he starts to wipe your tears away and heads back to sit down across from you once you've gotten ahold of yourself again.

"Don't worry, Baby", he sighs and from the way he smiles you can tell he doesn't even realise what he just said, whereas you're about to lose ever bit of composure you've been holding onto for the past few hours, "I know how empathetic you are and it's honestly one of my favorite things about you."

You feel your heart double in its size at his words and the sudden urge to kiss him overwhelms you, but you're more than aware that this is the lost inappropriate place to go for one so you just smile and nod at him gratefully.

After eating some of the best ramen you've ever had, you make your way back to the Airbnb with exhausted sighs, both of you just plopping onto the couch as soon as you take your shoes off and as if they sensed your return, you get a call from Jen, whereas Sunghoon's name appears on Jake's display.

You quickly give your best friend a rundown of today as you change into your pyjamas and go through your night time skin care routine, having to turn your volume down each time the crazy lady on the other side of the line starts screaming in response to your words.

It takes you a good twenty minutes before you come back to Jake facetiming Seyun, the little guy telling his brother about his exciting day at the zoo while actually acting out the animals' behavior and as soon as you come to sit quite close to the older Sim, you're met with the cutest smile.

This time you and Jake switch places and as you entertain your little best friend, the young parent makes his way to the bedroom and goes through his own routine, only to come back a few minutes later, dressed in the cutest little sweater and some nerdy glasses, hair messily falling into his freshly washed and moisturized face and with a bright smile you sit up to welcome him back.

However, as soon as your eyes watch the way Jaeyun gets to the kitchen, you're reminded of the conversation you've been meaning to have with him, regarding a certain someone who usually breaks the gentle and soft nature of the 21-year old.

But you've went almost three whole days without telling him and it's been actually eating you alive, so there's absolutely no way you can hold it back any longer.

Jake comes back to sit next to you, taking your phone from you as he takes a sip from his water bottle and you feel yojr whole body tense up from the anxiety

You know he's not going to blame you, because you're not at fault but you're pretty sure his mood is going to drop and it won't be as easy to bring it back up.

"What's wrong?"

His sudden question surprises you, so you look at him with wide eyes at the realisation just how easy it is for him to read your body language.

"I have to tell you about something that happened the day you went to play soccer with the boys", you quickly reply and scoot away from him a little, slightly afraid he might not want you to be close to him once you've told him.

"Oh? Alright, go ahead", Jake quickly replies and turns his body to face you properly, not even missing a best to fiddle with his bottom lip and you absolutely hate how quick he's gotten anxious.

After thinking about how to say it, you decide to just go for it because there's barely a way to break this to him without any complications.

"Chan came to the coffee shop."

You pull away just a little more as your head fills with mental images of Jake being angry and upset to the point where your presence might become a bother and you can't help but feel the knot in your throat growing bigger.

Jake doesn't say anything for a good two minutes, then just throws his head back with a loud sigh and nods, his hand reaching for yours and before you can even overthink it, you hold your own up only for him to pull you onto his lap and bury his face in your neck.

The position is still something you have to get used to, despite spending most of the previous night's evening in exactly this one but different than the first time, you actually know what to do. You wrap your arms around his shoulders and caress the back of his neck, pushing your hand into his thick hair and massaging his scalp just how you know he likes it.

"I just don't know why he's so persistent" Jake whispers against your skin, his hot breath sending chills down your arms and you can't help but sigh.

"What did you tell him?" The young parent pulls away to look at you, the prettiest, softest and sweetest soul he's ever seem and the one who never fails to knock the air out of his lungs with just a single smile. He doesn't know why or how but there's just something so calming about you and everything surrounding you, it's like he's been looking for you his whole life and has finally gotten the chance to feel at absolute ease without a worry in the world. Every time he finds himself getting anxious, he thinks of you and takes a deep breath to find a way to handle everything.

Maybe that's why he doesn't break down as bad as he used to whenever his older brother is mentioned, but he still has to figure this one out since there's also a lot of denial and ignorance from his side.

"I told him it's not my place to hear him out or talk to him", you begin softly and caress his cheek, pushing the hair out of his face and adjusting his glasses, "and that I can't risk losing the two of you by talking to him. I also asked him to just please leave you alone and then left, it hurt me to know I'm looking at the guy who made you go through so much."

Jake feels the tension leave his body with each of your words; your response reassuing him of the trust he's put in you and allowing him to let go of every doubt he's had to suppress these past few weeks.

He never really doubted you as a person, but not knowing what his own brother is capable of doing has definitely had him on edge for a while, subconsciously.

"I really appreciate it", he whispers and lets his hand find your cheek, while his whole body reacts to the way you move further into his touch and wrap your fingers around his wrist.

"It's the least I can do, Jake", you reply calmly and let your eyes roam his handsome face, "you two really mean a lot to me and I wouldn't want to do anything which might have you question my loyalty."

All he does is nod in response, his big puppy eyes filled with adoration and something you haven't been able to pinpoint quite yet. However, the longer the two of you just look at each other, the heavier the air becomes and all of a sudden there's a shift in the whole atmosphere which has you holding your breath.

"Can I kiss you? It's been so long...", Jake whispers and moves his hand to the side of your neck, his thumb gently caressing your bottom lip, whereas his own is firmly tugged between his teeth to the point where they've swollen up again.

Again, you answer with nothing but a nod and look at him with needy eyes, the tension in between your legs slowly starting to become absolutely unbearable and the fact you're neatly seated in his lap doesn't make things easier at all.

Jake smiles with hooded eyes, the arousal taking over his body in a way he's never experienced it before and he feels the blood rushing all the way down to his cock from just the thought of kissing you. He knows you can feel him hardening underneath you and before shame or embarrassment can make an appearance, Jake just pulls you into a soft kiss.

Even though this isn't your first kiss with him, you still feel like the butterflies in your tummy are about to explode as he takes your bottom lip inbetween his own and sighs softly, making sure to savior and swallow every single one of your cute noises.

It doesn't take much for your hands to find home in his thick hair, losing yourself in the feeling of his pretty lips capturing yours in just the right way.

You don't even know what you're body is doing in response to the feeling of his hands groping the flesh of your waist and your thighs, the sound of his deep grunts and needy breaths as well as the sight of his flushed cheeks and glossy eyes each time you pull back for air.

But Jake never gives you more than a moment.

"Closer", he whispers and finally presses you against his chest, hands tightening their grip on your hips as he slowly starts guiding your movements and elicits the sweetest sound he's ever heard from your throat.

"Fuck", the profanity is an instinctive response to the mixture of adrenaline and arousal rushing through his veins and the delicious feeling of your clothed cunt dragging along his hard cock.

He can feel how warm and wet you are; your pyjama shorts are barely any sort of barrier after all.

"J-Jake", you mumble against his plump lips and feel yourself falling deeper and deeper into the sweet haze of pleasure with every single one of your movements.

However, he doesn't respond right away. All he does is pull away and throw his head back with a loud moan, the pressure of his cock and the fact he's been dreaming about you in all these different states of pleasure is slowly but surely getting the best of him.

Jake feels drunk on you and the way you seem to know exactly what to do, despite being just as inexperienced as he is.

Maybe it's the fact nobody's ever gotten to do this to you that's driving him crazy or maybe the way his heartbeat goes from rapid to agonisingly slow to the point where he feels like passing out. Jaeyun doesn't know and there's absolutely nothing in him that feels the urge to find out.

All he knows is you're in his lap, humping his hard cock like it's the only thing on your mind and every time he subconsciously moves his hips to meet your cute little thrusts, he can tell just how far gone you are.

"You're so pretty", he suddenly whispers and pushes the hair out of your seeaty face, leaning back to have an even better look at you, just for his breath to hitch in his throat as soon as you start moving your hips in circles, applying the sweetest pressure on the tip of his cock.

"And you're doing so well." The words just leave his lips before his brain can overthink them and to his luck you seem to enjoy them: your grip in his hair tightening and the patch of your sweet juices soaking through your panties and shorts growing bigger and bigger with each word.

The air is heavy as your heavy breaths and needy noises meet each other.

"F-Fuck", Jake can't seem to hold himself back anymore snd he hates how it's only been a bit over a minute. But as if you could resd his mind, you push yourself against his chest and pull him into another sloppy kiss, sucking on his tongue and finally taking your own turn of bitting down on his plump bottom lip as you moan and whimper into his mouth.

"I'm close, Jae", you whisper and look up at him, a thin layer of sweat covering your face, eyes glossy and your voice hoarse from all the pleasure.

You've always been one to cum fast whenever you touched yourself but this is definitely new to you, too.

Yet, you can't blame yourself.

There's absolutely no way you could have resisted Jake's touches, his firm and sloppy kisses, the feeling of his tongue grazing yours, his tight grip on your hips, his rock hard cock applying just the right amount of pressure on your sensitive clit, his smell and especially the way he seems to genuinely enjoy it as much as you are.

"Yeah? Me too, Baby", he grunts and finally lets the hunger take over every pore in his body, thrusting his hips up to meet the movement of your hips and feeling lightheaded at the way your moans are becoming more and more high pitched.

"Please, I need it", his words are a plea, whereas his tone is demanding and sends you even deeper into your pleasure, "cum for me, Baby. Cum with me."

And like flipping a switch, you feel the knot in your core finally snap as the waves of your orgasm start breaking down on you in the sweetest way possible.

You quickly bury your face in his neck, moans snd whimpers, even lighthearted sobs falling past your lips as the sensation of your high spreads in your whole body.

Jake barely manages to take your face into his hands and press his lips against yours before he finally stumbles over the edge with a breathy whimper of your name and his eyes rolling into the back of his head. You make sure to kiss him throughout his high, your hips still moving against his cock and subconsciously pushing him into overstimulation.

"S-Stop", his voice is raspier and a little deeper than you've expected, a jolt of excitement rushing through you at the thought of being the reason behind this particular shift, "I'm still cumming."

You nod, yet refuse to listen to his words as you feel his cock twitch against your clothed, yet soaked cunt and his cum slowly seeping through the fabric of his boxers and sweats.

"No more, Baby", he begs gently and kisses your forehead completely out of breath, "way too sensitive. I've never finished this hard before." His confession has warmth blossoming in your chest because even if you've decided to not care about his past experience, you can't help but like the fact of being his first, too.

And once your thighs start aching from the way you've been tensing up for the past few minutes, you let yourself fall against his chest and give each other a good five minutes to catch your breathes.

"Fuck", Jake suddenly chuckles and runs a hair through his messy hair, finally adjusting his glasses and plscing both of his hands on your naked thighs.

"You sound too fucking good", he quickly explains and lets out another soft giggle, "just thinking about it is making me hard again."

"I can definitely return that one", you reply and sit up with a soft hiss the second you're aware of just how much your panties are stuck to the sensitive flesh of your soaked cunt, "I can't wait to hear more of that."

A row of laughters from the both of you fills the room rather quickly and you feel every bit of awkwardness and embarrassment vanish with each second.

After a few minutes of giggling and kissing each other, you both decide it's time to get changed and before you can even think about it, you follow Jake into the bedroom like a little puppy.

"Oh?"

You look at him with brows furrowed in confusion until you realise the reason behind your walk to the other room.

"Oh", you reply and smile sheepishly, "sorry, I got too excited."

"You're okay", Jake mumbles quickly and gives you a quick kiss before he reaches for his bag and pulls out a fresh pair of boxers and can't even begin to explain how glad he is about the second pair of sweats he decided to pack.

You patiently wait for him to return from the bedroom, the shirt he wore throughout the day neatly placed right next to where you're laying on the bed and without any shame you press the fabric against your nose and inhale Jake's calming scent.

You don't even realise how heavy your lids have gotten until that particular moment; the lack of sleep and tiredness from quite the eventful day finally catching up on you. And that's probably why Jake comes out of the bathroom to find you firmly asleep on one side of the bed, his shirt in your hands and your pretty lips pushed into an almost angry pout.

The young parent quickly reaches for the blanket and places it over your body, giving you one last kiss on the forehead before he straightens himself to make his way to the living room.

However, you seem to have comple different plans.

With a soft whine and slightly opened eyes, you reach for his hand and pull him back to you, turning to lay on your back and look up at him.

"I don't mind", you whisper, "I don't mind sleeping in the same bed, if you're comfortable." Of course the young parent doesn't even need a second to decide, just makes his way around to the other side and calmly slips underneath the blanket before he pulls you closer to his body and turns the world off.

And in that particular moment, Jake wonders if this is what home feels like.

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appointment fifty four.

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୧ *·˚ 《 You Look so Pretty on Camera 》 ── yjw smau

꒰ ❛synopsis❜ ꒱ stressed about his studies and school in general, one of jungwon's friends suggested to destress himself by watching some adult rated live streams. contemplating it's a dumb idea at first, he still gave it a chance. he then bumped into one of the most famous streamers named ‘lilackitty’ (you) and before he knew it, he instantly became a fan and has been dying to watch your lives after classes. what happens when jungwon realized that his favorite streamer actually attends the same school as him?

꒰ ❛pairing(s)❜ ꒱ student!jungwon x camgirl!reader (ft. enhypen members, ocs and other idols)

꒰ ❛genre❜ ꒱ smau, college au, crack, humor, some fluff ig?, etc

꒰ ❛warnings❜ ꒱ nsfw (MDNI), sarcastic jokes, slight kms jokes, profanities, friendly bullying, etc

꒰ ❛start date❜ ꒱ 12.4.2023

꒰ ❛schedule❜ ꒱ as long as i’m free

꒰ ❛a/n❜ ꒱ this is my first ever smau so i’m sorry in advance if it turns boring to you or not live to your expectations ㅠㅠ so pls bear w me and my slow writing </3♡

✧ PROFILES : babypuff girlz💖💙💚 / 6 baddies, 1 sheep / en-spies / penguin club cult

✧ CHAPTERS :

01. typical planning

02. fuck work

03. upcoming live

04. yoi or nah?

05. you look… pretty

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PROFILES 1 // tattoo artists 💯

IN WHICH heeseung, a well known rock band member, was unable to get a tattoo due to conflict between the concert date and his appointment so he decides to find another tattoo artist available for the day.

.@.moon2yn: owner of the nanastar tattoo studio. she dropped out of college in order to pursue a career as a tattoo artist. while in college she was mastering her craft in her ex boyfriend's studio. after the pretty harsh breakup, she decided to start her own business. then, she decided to employ juyeon, the guy who designed her first ever tattoo. at the beginning there was only her and juyeon, but after giselle started working with them, everything started to feel just right for the three of them - just like it was written in the stars.

.@.youryeon: even tho he's working in yn's studio, he's still a college student. while trying his best to balance his work-studying lifestyle he still struggles to find someone to love. made a promise to yn, that no matter what happens, he will always have her back. overall a very devoted guy, not only to his family and friends but also to his work.

.@.aerigato: while in japan she was working for a manga publisher and her job included creating the manga posters. after the company announced that they might bankrupt soon, she decided to pack up her things and start looking for a new job. after some digging in the internet she found small tattoo business in seoul, south korea. she risked everything and decided to move there and try her luck with this occupation. due to her talent and charisma she was employed pretty quickly.

.@.patient127: well... definitely not yn!

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𝐇𝐘𝐏𝐄 𝐁𝐎𝐘 — 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐅𝐈𝐋𝐄𝐒

࿏ 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: 𝐒𝐢𝐦 𝐉𝐚𝐞𝐲𝐮𝐧 𝐱 𝐟𝐞𝐦!𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

࿏ 𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: 𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐥𝐞 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭!𝐀𝐔 (𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫), 𝐧𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐛𝐨𝐫𝐬/𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬!𝐀𝐔, 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐠𝐞!𝐀𝐔; 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭, 𝐟𝐥𝐮𝐟𝐟, (𝐟𝐮𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞) 𝐬𝐦𝐮𝐭

࿏ 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐬: 𝐀𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐢𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐢𝐦𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐛𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫, 𝐉𝐚𝐞𝐲𝐮𝐧 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐡𝐢𝐦𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐠𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐭 𝐝𝐨𝐨𝐫...

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coping mechanisms zero ⋮ yn & friends

OH, NIKI YOU’RE SO FINE! — PROFILES #ONE

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aerin’s notes ☆

winter’s nickname is miki here bc get it? MIn jeong KIm (kinda a stretch but it’s for plot’s sake so 😔💔)

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SYNOPSIS: park sunghoon experienced love at first sight when he first laid eyes on his friends older sister. a series of sunghoon desperately trying to do anything in his power to get the girl and yang jungwon cockblocking him for funsies.

TAGLIST (OPEN) @calijimenez @invusblog @astrae4

Exactly that's what I was thinking.

imagine pinning him against the wall and he’s desperately grinding on your thigh. running your hands up and down his body while you devour his neck and jawline. how fucked out he would look when he throws his head back when your fingers pass his nipples. hair all messy, his glasses crooked on his face, and sweat beading on his forehead. his hands gripping on to your waist as he ruts against your thigh with even more fervor. pretty whimpers and moans of your name escaping his flushed lips

lowkey hot take but sure jake can come off as subby but that man is a PURE switch in my mind. sometimes he begs for you just to touch him, and others he has his hands around your neck and you pinned agains the nearest surface because you were teasing him. one moment hes under you in tears, and the next hes buried deep into you and biting your neck with your underwear shoved in your mouth and his hand on your stomach or around your cock.

doctors orders! - sim jake

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tw mention of blood and injury!

doctors orders! - sim jake

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tysm for all ur help in getting those tiktoks removed <3 thanks to all ur help I can continue posting! ilyasm pls continue to help other creators by reporting reposts of their work and alerting them to it 🤍 also whats ur fav song on the new album! mines bills and chaconne <3

doctors orders! - sim jake

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࣪ ˖ ✿ ( enhypen ) : lockscreens

like / reblog if u save and use please

I'll jump on him

If Jake says tie me, bite me and kiss me who am I to decline 😞😞

doctors orders! - sim jake

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appointment one.

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🧸 masterlist 🧸

txt

soobin

- nsfw alphabet

yeonjun

- nsfw alphabet

- heaven and back

beomgyu

- nsfw alphabet

- sorry

- nothing’s gonna hurt you, baby

- precious

- just for me

- lullaby

- game

- march 13th, 2001

taehyun

- nsfw alphabet

hueningkai

- nsfw alphabet

reactions/headcanons/mtls

- txt’s reaction to hearing you moan their name

enhypen

heeseung

-nsfw alphabet

- take care

- baby

- anything for you

- cherry , cherry part 2 , cherry part 3 , cherry epilogue

jay

- nsfw alphabet

- obsessive

jake

- nsfw alphabet

- ride

sunghoon

- nsfw alphabet

- star-crossed

- star-crossed (part 2)

reactions/headcanons/mtls

- how the hyung line would react to you liking overstimulation

- how the hyung line would react to receiving body worship

- how the hyung line would react to you teasing them while they’re driving

- how the hyung line would react to you sucking their nipples

- the hyung line: biting, scratching, slapping, choking

- the hyung line: groaning, whining, moaning, panting

- mtl likely to use sex toys

ateez

hongjoong

- nsfw alphabet

seonghwa

- nsfw alphabet

yeosang

- nsfw alphabet

yunho

- nsfw alphabet

- 10:42

san

- nsfw alphabet

- advice

mingi

- nsfw alphabet

- sweet

- home

wooyoung

- nsfw alphabet

jongho

- nsfw alphabet

reactions/headcanons/mtls

- atz’s reaction to cumming too quick

- atz’s reaction to you accidentally sending them nudes

- atz’s reaction to you sucking their thumb

- atz’s reaction to fucking their s/o raw

- atz’s reaction to a needy/clingy s/o

- what type of nudes atz would take

- where atz would leave hickeys

- atz + dirty talking

star-crossed (part 2)

pairing: prince!sunghoon/fem!reader

warnings: smut, fluff, a bit of angst (nothing too bad), use of the pull-out method (which does NOT work, do not try it at home), finger-sucking, kind of cockwarming ?, sunghoon is depressed for a little bit

word count: 8.5k

a/n: thank you guys so much for all the love on part 1 :’) i have absolutely loved writing this story and i hope you guys like the ending <3

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star-crossed

pairing: prince!sunghoon/fem!reader

warnings: plot with lots of fluff and eventual smut, lots of greek mythology references, mutual loss of virginity, fingering, unsafe sex, lovemaking, this gets sad towards the end

word count: 6.8k

a/n: i poured my soul into this if you reblog i will kiss you on the mouth

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doctors orders! - sim jake

synopsis. jake was a little concerned by how often you were sat in his waiting room, but he couldn't deny how he searched his appointment list each morning hoping to see your name

pairing. jake x female reader

genre. social media au, fluff, comedy, angst in later chapters, smut for sure

characters. enhypen, chaeryeong and yeji of itzy, wonwoo and mingyu of seventeen

warnings. lots of swearing (it's me so...), very suggestive themes involving jake, smut in later chapters, mentions of character family death

start date. tba

end date. tba

taglist. send an ask to join the taglist! blog must show you are 18+ perma taglist will already be tagged!

profiles.

appointment one:

🤍new tag game🤍

show off your favorite albums!

rules:

1. go to this link and search your 4 favorite albums

2. screenshot and crop your final image

3. upload the image in a reblog here

4. tag 5 friends (or strangers, whatever floats your boat)

tagging: @feltednettles @jaehunnyy @hyuckmov @sehunniepot @theonlysoph (and anyone else who wants to participate!!! if this flops I’ll cry)

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50 - loving you has always been easy

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(before you read: thanku for all the love and support on this smau, it was a long ride but all my lovely readers make it so worthwhile 💌 I hope you enjoyed reading this au as much as I enjoyed making it, this will hold such a special place in my heart forever,,, I love you all so much!!! I hope to see you all soon in my next smau)

"Where are you taking me Jay?" You laughed softly as he tugged you along the beach, it was nearing evening time now and the sky was a dark shade of blue.

Jay had picked you up from work that afternoon, telling you he wanted to take you somewhere. However, his usual chirpy demeanor was no where to be found when he greeted you. He was quiet, the nerves were getting to him all of a sudden and it showed.

He'd spent all day with the boys preparing, Heeseung and Jake had managed to come along for a few hours to help as well as Taehyun and Beomgyu. The only one who kept you busy at work was Niki, who was there to keep you distracted so that you wouldn't realise exactly how long the other four were on their lunch break for.

All the boys had spent the last few weeks planning and preparing this day, checking the weather forecast for when it would be warm and calm, making the decorations, preparing food for the two of you. Jungwon had even made sure you wore a cute outfit to work that day, insisting on styling you into something a little bit too fancy for work.

If you'd been paying attention then you'd probably have noticed something was up. But your mind was too occupied with the sales of your new hybrid multivitamins that you didn't even register the weird behaviour of everyone around you.

"Just a little further," he mumbled, bottom lip tucked between his teeth. His fingers were intertwined with yours, the little box in his pocket was burning a hole.

You turned a corner, seeing a setup of pillows, lights and decorations tucked away in the spot you and Jay had been to before. It was beautiful, the little makeshift seating area was cozy and there was already plates of snacks and drinks waiting for the two of you.

"Did you do all this?" You asked softly, eyes wide as you took it all in. You remembered coming here before, kissing Jay for the first time, how times had changed since then.

"I had a little help," he said shyly. He knew the boys were all hiding nearby, as soon as you'd left work everyone had made their way to the spot, taking their positions behind any bushes or trees they could find.

Heeseung was sitting behind the nearest tree, his phone out ready to film when he needed to. He wouldn't miss this moment for the world, he could feel a tear in his eye already.

"This is so beautiful Jay," you said, turning to face him. "What's this all for? It's not an anniversary or anything, is it?"

Jay shook his head, a nervous smile on his lips. He took both of your hands in his, the two of you standing underneath the fairy lights that were your only source of illumination now that the sun had gone down. Heeseung hit record on his phone.

"I love you Y/N," Jay started, taking a shaky breath. "I have for the longest time now, even before I said it to you. You've done so much for me, you came into my life and turned it upside down in the best way possible."

He caught your gaze, eyes showing so much sincerity that you felt like crying, "I never knew what love was until you came along, I never knew how amazing it could be. You taught me how to be myself, how to love myself and who I am, you showed me that it was ok to be me. And for that I'm so incredibly grateful, you have no idea how much impact you have had on me."

"Jay," you mumbled, a tear slipping down your cheek. "I love you so much, I did all that because I love you. You don't ever have to thank me for it."

"I know," he replied, smiling at you. One hand came up to cup your cheek and wipe away the tear. "You're so selfless when it comes to love, you give without expecting anything in return. That's why you're such an amazing person through and through. Falling in love with you was the easiest thing I've ever done."

He dropped your hands, stepping back slightly as you watched him with wide eyes, "you showed me how much more I was worth, you changed my life for the better. There will never be anyone else like you, you're truly one of a kind. And you're it for me, I can't imagine doing this with anyone else. I don't want to do this with anyone else, I want to live my life fully with you by my side."

Jay dug the box out of his pocket, dropping to one knee in front of you and holding it open. He watched as the penny dropped in your mind, your eyes automatically tearing up at the sight. Your hand flew to your mouth to cover the gasp that sounded, Jay's smile never once leaving his lips.

"So I'm asking you, Y/N, will you do me the honour of marrying me? So that we can spend forever with each other, so that I can continue loving you for as long as we live?"

He didn't even need to ask, because before he'd even asked the question you'd dropped to your knees and wrapped your arms around him, "of course I will. I'll marry you Jay, I'll spend forever with you."

Jay held you in his arms, pressing his lips to yours as if to seal that promise. He felt the tears run down your cheeks and onto his own, but he didn't really care. His mind was still reeling as he pulled away, slipping the ring onto your finger finally.

"Let's fucking go!" Jake screamed from somewhere in the distance, prompting the two of you to snap your heads over in their direction. All the boys came out of their hiding spots, cheering for the two of you as a wide smile broke out onto your face.

"Were they all in on this?" You asked Jay quietly, admiring the ring that sat so prettily on your finger. Jay took your hand in his, kissing it gently.

"They helped me plan this all, they bought my vision to light," Jay replied. His gaze kept falling down to your hand, loving the way the ring looked on you, "Heeseung filmed the whole thing too, I'm sure he'll use it to blackmail us one day."

"That sounds about right," you laughed softly, finally standing up and pulling Jay with you. He wrapped you up in his arms, pressing a few light kisses to your lips. "I love you Jay, I can't imagine doing this with anyone else."

He visibly relaxed, his own smile mirroring yours, "I love you too Y/N, you're my forever."