Consider yourself a opp if you don’t have to have a stuffed animal in your arms in order to fall asleep
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What are some of your funniest memories from interacting with your headmates? - Entity
One of the funniest memories from interacting with my headmates would probably be that one time during therapy where some of us just started singing caramelldansen near front. We had to stop and compose ourselves for a moment as the current fronter was laughing their ass off, LOL. Thank you for the question!
generalized amnesia and emotional amnesia goes hard because oh yeah that extremely terrible thing happened and i don’t feel anything i felt while i was experiencing and oh this other thi- NERVOUS SYSTEM SHOWS UP
nah because what is up with being confident in your memory that you were sexually assaulted (and you still are being sexually harassed and groomed btw) but the perpetrator shows basic human courtesy once and now you’re the delusional lying fuck.
no because tell me why these stupid ass head motherfuckers are always the most active at the least important times. like they wont show up during actually important shit but when somebody thinks about what the weakest bone in the body is, FIFTEEN PEOPLE SUDDENLY APPEAR????
Just to throw this out there
it was not and is not your fault they groomed you (yes even if you were seeking it out.)
it was not and is not your fault they abused you (yes even if you weren’t the best person at the time.)
you are a survivor not an abuser sweetheart
if you ever need anything my DMs are open
and yes this is a post made half for ourselves be self indulgent <33
Rb if you were/are a gifted kid I wanna see how many of us ended up here
you aren't a bad person if your source is terrible.
you aren't a bad person if your source is an abuser.
you aren't a bad person if your source is a rapist.
you aren't a bad person if your source has a problematic creator.
you aren't a bad person if your source is anything, anything.
However, if you blame an introject for their source, tell them to kill themselves for it, treat them like their source when they tell you not too, push boundaries or persistently ask them questions, try and make it like they should be extremely ashamed and horrified 24/7 atwhere they introjected from. You are an asshole.
oh, so many.
the horrible memory, little recollection of anything more than a week ago, finding things we didn’t remember doing, the huge gender and sexual fluidity & dysmorphia, going from extremely anxious or depressed to calm, the internal dialogue and arguments, the intense fictionkinning and rapidly changing opinions. we mistook two alters for our left brain and right brain. plus more probably
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question 95: do you think there were "signs" of your plurality before you officially discovered it (if that applies to you)? what were they, if you dont mind sharing?
Syscourse is so stupid just leave other people the fuck alone and mind your own business.
- Flair
shoutout to the headmate who does things that their headmates can’t do anymore in their place because it’s too difficult or triggering for them. love you all out there. you do a lot of work for your system. <3
(they/them)disordered systemi don't care what you label yourself as, it's not my business. just keep the fucking discourse off this blog.
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