Latest Posts by nostalgicghostzzz - Page 3

do I eat and mentally suffer? or do I starve and physically suffer?

I'm stuck between wanting to get better, wanting to be thin, and wanting to get so sick people get concerned.

why not me

ed tumblr is literally my double life. like my friends and family have no idea that i come on here to look for motivation to literally starve myself. i feel like hannah montana but with an eating disorder.

The fuck up thing is, when my ed is active, it doesn't make me depressed or sad or insane. It makes me the happiest I can be. I feel on top of the world. Like I can do and accomplish anything. Everything just falls into place and life is easier.

Fat lasts longer then flavor.

✨💗D r a c u l a u r a inspired th!nspo 💗✨

I want to start doing these type of posts because i love making moodboards and they distract me from eating (also romanticizing my ed is the only way i can live lol)

If u have requests please send them!!

* please block if triggered*

Being able to do calorie math and calculation in my head should classify as an employable skill

I want to say this again. Do not report a blog unless they are actually doing something super bad. You have no idea how much that blog could be helping someone. It may be their only place to vent. If you are upset by their content or worried for them message them. Actually talk to them instead of reporting them first because if their blog gets terminated it could make them worse

Seeing mukbang drama where normal people are like "Why would you accuse her of spitting up/ vomiting, who would eat all that just to throw it up?!"

Lol yeah who would do such a thing haha...

When you want to go home but home is a daydream in your mind and you can't travel there

some glam thin$po for my dark feminine side👑

how it feels to lose and gain the same weight over and over again

why should I get better? It's not me that's the problem, it's this absolute hellscape of a society that's made me the way I am and now they want me to change? fuck off

pepsi max and coke zero are elite drinks

me in my own head trying to convince myself im not literally starving ravenous: like it’s there. it’s fine i guess. i dont know im kind of hungry but like i can deal with it.

restricting is sm easier when ur actually sad

Tbh dealing with ana gives you some insane levels of food knowledge👀 Just think about how many food items you just know the cal and proteins of! Kinda cool isn’t it?🤍

Why even eat if you aren’t about to pass out?

Want to get better but want to get worse. Want people to know but don’t want them to find out.

You'll know I'm skinny when I start posting pictures of myself, until then assume I'm still fat

If I really had an eating disorder, not eating wouldn't be so damn hard 🚬