Me When Someone Decides To Be Stupid Around Me But Im Restricting/fasting And My Blood Sugar Is Low

Having an ed and a deep rooted fear of wasting food suuuucks

do I eat and mentally suffer? or do I starve and physically suffer?

me in my own head trying to convince myself im not literally starving ravenous: like it’s there. it’s fine i guess. i dont know im kind of hungry but like i can deal with it.

I'm stuck between wanting to get better, wanting to be thin, and wanting to get so sick people get concerned.

Remember, starving is good. Eating is bad.

cozy 🩷

“if you really had an ed, you’d be skinny.”

ok time to ⭐️ve

Drinking water until you’re nauseous instead of eating >>>>> 💛

omfg idk who this is but this is triggering me sm 😭 new found motivation