I need to be underweight by Christmas or I will have a mental breakdown and nothing would bring me back at this point.
hungry? stop and think about the number on the scale going down... now imagine it going up and up and up, its not worth the momentary pleasure.
I love fasting and restricting for long periods because then when it’s time to eat for a fun night with my friends there’s no guilt. I’m not a pig, it’s a special exception for a fun night. And I’m skinny enough that everyone can see that.
i always feel like the fattest in the room, doesn’t matter what size i am
pepsi max and coke zero are elite drinks
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✨Ana girlies when fall motivation finally hits ✨
Literally my gw
St*rve when you are alone
Eat when you are with people
✨ No one will suspect a thing ✨
Seeing mukbang drama where normal people are like "Why would you accuse her of spitting up/ vomiting, who would eat all that just to throw it up?!"
Lol yeah who would do such a thing haha...
TW: eating disorder (Ana) / she-her / SW: 81kg GW: 50KG CW: _ H: 155CM / vent and rant stuff / expect rblgs of my interests
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