I Must Master Myself To Tangible Resistance Against Melancholy And Degeneration I Can Catch Whenever

this has been in my drafts for 10 years

I feel like the main reason Francis called Richard when anxious and sabotaged is because after he sees that hot chaotic though incredibly mundane man the only intrusive thought left in his mind is how much he wants to fuck him on the backseat

I’m sad but not in the way I’m crying 33 hours nonstop but melancholically sad because I realised that I’m in love with all of my friends and I don’t want them to leave high school and leave me alone in my last year

Lmao I forgot today is Monday and got puzzled when alarm rang at 7

I think if I will be too drunk I’ll eventually start talking about Chechen crisis

мы разные. мое отсутствие тебя не беспокоило, а твое — меня убивало.

feeling very sane and normal rn

Я чувствую себя так хуево

…help im still doinit

Kill me I am doing something that is so not related to my studies but I HAVE TO finish it