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Do you love Regulus Black or do you just love the idea that you can be as mean and awkward and judgmental as you want and the perfect person will fall in love with you as you are?

TW: kinda gory??

Watched Pet Sementary (1989) and decided to bring back my Zombiezai concept and give him a zombie cat :P

happy birthday dazai!!!

На самом деле я ни черта не знаю, что делать со своей жизнью

Dazai is cruel. Dazai is abusive. In some way Dazai haven't changed and won't change. Dazai is manipulative. Dazai is dangerous. Many of Dazai's actions are disgusting. His actions could be perceived as inhumane. But Dazai is a human being.

It's always about being human. In your own eyes. In the eyes of others.

Dazai doesn't consider himself non-human because of his cruel actions. It's nothing about his morals. After all, Dazai had dealt with so many cruel people. He knows evil is human. He thinks he's lacking something. Something that makes others move forward. A purpose in life. Isn't he just lost?

Dazai's character is portrayed as infallible but it's not truth. To make mistakes is the most human thing you can think of (next to peeing in the shower). His mistake is that he can't tell he already has meaning in his life: working for ADA, protecting his friends, protecting the world.

"Anything I would never want to lose is always lost. It is a given that everything that is worth wanting will be lost the moment I obtain it. There’s nothing worth pursuing at the cost of prolonging a life of suffering." – he's always ready to leave. Dazai tries not to get attached. He's always ready to lose everything. Doesn't it make him just a passive observer in his own life? From a manga reader's perspective, we know he has significance to the story but Dazai sees himself as nothing. He's able to catch the moment only when it's already a memory. Dazai may think of himself non-human because he only lives his life halfway. He plays chess – he moves the pieces but does not appear on the board.

So even if you're a genius, still you're nothing more than a sinfully stupid and cruel human being.

whats ur interpretation of fem! greek class and lesbian henrymilla ? they’d be even more evil if they were all evil😫

oh, they're all so very evil. i love a fem greek class were theyre all women and theyre all gay (except bunny but she's just closeted and her and henry were... tumultuous to say the least) i like my fem characters to look, almost essentially the same within reason, they're all a lot less tall.

they'd get away with the farmer way more easily, and they'd probably get to the bacchanal way more easily since they're all maenads.

henry (henrietta): virtually the same, classy butch lesbian

bunny: closeted and also secretly with her roommate marion (do NOT ask about it)

francine: pretty much the same, horrible taste in women

charlotte (charlie): also.. about the same. her and camilla are identical but don't actually appear so since charlie is more masc than camilla. she has a mullet <33333333

camilla: her and henry are sneaking around of course.

richard (richie): i forgot to give her a girl name but she's incredibly blessed to be surrounded by so many weird evil lesbians. she also has a mullet <3333333333

here is some art i drew of them a while back. perhaps ill do more.

some shitty soukokus

Do you love me, want me, hate me, baby, I don’t understand

imagine you have a boyfriend and your boyfriend is crazy and he blows up your car and disappears for four years and its like ok. whatever. it's over. and then he comes back and wants to get back together and do crazy shit like you used to together (when you were teenagers you killed a lot of people. normal activities) and then he gets himself put in prison (on purpose) to play mind game chess with a russian freak and he wants you to come break him out. but you can't break him out normal he INSISTS you have to glue vampire fangs on your canines and put in freaky contacts and pretend to shoot him point blank. through all of this he's got the biggest heart eyes in the world (including with a gun pointed at his forehead) and confesses his love twice. all of this happened to my good buddy nakahara chuuya