It is such an ordeal to get pictures to icon for Nere--nevermind any other blog graphics/background themes I might want. The only method available to me at present for capture, download, and then editing is aggravatingly, excruciatingly slow. It makes me want to flip a table. Nobody except me loves this trashfire enough to have made icons or even screencaps for him, apparently.
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Me @ my playstation and playstation app:
I always forget what day it is and invariably find myself reminded to stay off the dash. š
changeĀ pronouns,Ā tensesĀ andĀ otherĀ detailsĀ asĀ deemedĀ necessary. &Ā pleaseĀ specifyĀ museĀ whenĀ sendingĀ toĀ aĀ mumu.
āToĀ dieĀ willĀ beĀ anĀ awfullyĀ bigĀ adventure.ā
āOneĀ doesĀ notĀ discoverĀ newĀ landsĀ withoutĀ consentingĀ toĀ loseĀ sightĀ ofĀ theĀ shoreĀ forĀ aĀ veryĀ longĀ time.ā
āNoĀ matterĀ myĀ origins,Ā thereĀ isĀ worthĀ inĀ whatĀ IĀ am.ā
āGoĀ toĀ theĀ edgeĀ ofĀ theĀ cliffĀ andĀ jumpĀ off.Ā BuildĀ yourĀ wingsĀ onĀ theĀ wayĀ down.ā
āYouĀ alwaysĀ haveĀ freeĀ willĀ toĀ chooseĀ yourĀ path.ā
āIfĀ youĀ don'tĀ takeĀ risks,Ā you'llĀ haveĀ aĀ wastedĀ soul.ā
āKeepĀ reading.Ā It'sĀ oneĀ ofĀ theĀ mostĀ marvellousĀ adventuresĀ thatĀ anyoneĀ canĀ have.ā
āAdventureĀ isĀ notĀ outsideĀ man;Ā itĀ isĀ within.ā
āThere'sĀ onlyĀ oneĀ placeĀ IĀ wantĀ toĀ go,Ā andĀ it'sĀ toĀ allĀ theĀ placesĀ I'veĀ neverĀ been.ā
āIĀ loveĀ toĀ sailĀ forbiddenĀ seas,Ā andĀ landĀ onĀ barbarousĀ coasts.ā
āLetĀ usĀ stepĀ intoĀ theĀ nightĀ andĀ pursueĀ thatĀ flightyĀ temptress,Ā adventure.ā
āTheĀ biggestĀ adventureĀ youĀ canĀ everĀ takeĀ isĀ toĀ liveĀ theĀ lifeĀ ofĀ yourĀ dreams.ā
āYouĀ shouldĀ enjoyĀ theĀ littleĀ detoursĀ toĀ theĀ fullest.Ā BecauseĀ that'sĀ whereĀ you'llĀ findĀ theĀ thingsĀ moreĀ importantĀ thanĀ whatĀ youĀ want.ā
āUntilĀ youĀ stepĀ intoĀ theĀ unknown,Ā youĀ donātĀ knowĀ whatĀ youāreĀ madeĀ of.ā
āOnlyĀ youĀ canĀ charterĀ theĀ courseĀ ofĀ yourĀ destiny.ā
āItāsĀ theĀ unknownĀ thatĀ drawsĀ people.ā
āWeĀ striveĀ forĀ harmony,Ā butĀ itĀ isĀ notĀ alwaysĀ realized.ā
āMayĀ yourĀ adventuresĀ bringĀ youĀ closerĀ together,Ā evenĀ asĀ theyĀ takeĀ youĀ farĀ awayĀ fromĀ home.ā
āInĀ wisdomĀ gatheredĀ overĀ time,Ā IĀ haveĀ foundĀ thatĀ everyĀ experienceĀ isĀ aĀ formĀ ofĀ exploration.ā
āFallĀ inĀ loveĀ withĀ someoneĀ whoĀ tastesĀ likeĀ adventureĀ butĀ looksĀ likeĀ theĀ calm,Ā beautifulĀ morningĀ afterĀ aĀ terribleĀ storm.ā
āI'mĀ anĀ adventurer,Ā lookingĀ forĀ treasure.ā
various things spoken in an adventuring party pt.3
a little assortment of quotes and sayings i've found doom scrolling through pinterest that i think an adventuring party would say during their never ending perilous adventures . please do not copy/repost or add to this list, thank you!
Affectionate ā how terrible it is to love something that death can touch Ā ā ā i never craved attention until i tasted yours Ā ā ā i donāt want to have the worldās attention. Yours is enough. Ā ā ā you cant just touch my soul and leave Ā ā ā your hands are scarred from murder, and yet I trust them completely Ā ā
Questions ā you seem somewhat familiar. have i threatened you before? Ā ā ā why am I so fascinated by you? Ā ā ā you risked so much for me. why would you do such a thing? Ā ā ā itās time you start talking! what did you do?! Ā ā ā do you really think they were a tender flower you could trample upon? Ā ā
Banter ā i just like to argue with you cause itās funny. Ā ā ā unfortunately for everyone, i will keep doing whatever i want. Ā ā ā i think god is gonna have to kill me twice. Ā ā ā the next time i open up to someone is my autopsy Ā ā ā you walk a fine line between beautifully macabre and uncharacteristically psychotic, you know that? Ā ā
Tragedy ā i thought weād have more time Ā ā ā if i disappear, will you look for me? Ā ā ā let us live, since we must die Ā ā ā i cant live in a world where you dont exist Ā ā ā i talk to the gods, but the sky is empty. Ā ā
Fierce ā do not forget what i am. Ā ā ā this destruction will be your rebirth. Ā ā ā you are filled with poison but blessed with beauty and rage Ā ā ā when you are not fed love on a silver spoon, you learn to lick it off knives Ā ā ā you have no power over me. Ā ā
Antagonistic ā leave them at the bottom of the grave they dug for you. Ā ā ā and you call me a monster Ā ā ā being against evil doesnāt make you good. Ā ā ā so, tell me little one, do you want to punish those that have wronged you? Ā ā ā iām the friendliest evil person you will ever meet.Ā ā
BONUS
FROM THE HERO TO THE VILLAIN ā running doesnāt matter. Iāll hunt you down if i have to Ā ā ā no one wearing a crown comes in the name of peace Ā ā ā our bones are stained with sin, scorched from fire, broken by betrayal, soaked with blood, and yet we still keep fighting! Ā ā ā you want to kill me? fine. get in line.Ā Ā ā
FROM THE VILLAIN TO THE HERO ā iāve met scarecrows with more spine than you Ā ā ā can you hear the screams of the people? can you hear them serenading me as i ascend? their pain is my pleasure in the heavens. they worship me with their grief. and now so will you. Ā ā ā if bravery had a face, it certainly wouldnāt look like yours Ā ā ā my power knows no bounds, and your efforts to defy me are like whispers lost in a hurricane Ā ā ā oh, look at you, attempting greatness! pity itās just an attempt. Ā ā
True Soul Nere of Baldur's Gate III. Independent. Private. Selective. Roleplay/Writing Account. Written by Walden.
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"Ow, that hurts."
"I've had worse. Not much worse, admittedly, but."
"Get your hands off me!"
"Don't touch me!"
"Get it out of me!"
"Fuck, that stings."
"You just stabbed me! With a knife!"
"It just hurts a bit."
"I'll get over it, I just need to be a huge bitch first."
"My chest is killing me."
"S'just a bit of blood loss..."
"Oh, I bled through my shirt. Cool."
"How long did you think you could hide this?"
"Okay, never mind, this is agony."
"I've never felt anything this bad before."
"I think it's broken."
"I think you broke it."
"How could you do this to me?"
"I trusted you, like an idiot."
"Ow, fuck, ow."
"I think I'm gonna faint."
"Wheeeee... woozy..."
"It's just a minor, uh. Well. Concussion."
"Don't freak out. Don't freak out!"
"Can I trust you?"
"You can't tell anyone."
"... I fell out of a tree."
"It's fine, it's fine, it'll heal."
"Oh, that's dislocated, isn't it?"
"That's not meant to make that noise."
part 2 / ? .
ā iām also worried about me, but i somehow seem to be worried about you more. ā ā you put the stars to shame. letās sit here a little while - i want to drink you in. ā ā iād tell you not to get in trouble, but i suspect it will find you whether you like it or not. ā ā well, this seems as good a time as any for me to stop babbling on. ā ā i justā¦.need some airā¦clear my head. ā ā itās been a long time since i shed a tear. i donāt even know how long. ā ā i had a feeling youād show up. itās sort of our thing. like itās fate or something. ā ā i do appreciate your enthusiasm, but let's try to restrain ourselves a little. ā ā if that was an attempt at flirting, i should let you know i prefer the strong, silent type. ā ā no matter how far you come, youāre still on the road to ruin. ā ā i thought you a hunter. wrong. youāre prey - small. snivelling. pathetic. ā ā and what am i owed? what about the injustices iāve suffered - am i not entitled to anything? ā ā i canāt help but feel the strangest twinge of disgust as i look upon you. ā ā i trust that you will continue to remember who is really on your side. ā ā better a short life built on truth than immortality woven of lies. ā ā i wonāt make excuses. i canāt make amends. but i want to help, if youāll let me. ā ā gods, itās horrifyingā¦and a touch fascinating. ā ā there are many names for you --- and all of them inspire dread. ā ā destiny is at your door; wonāt you at least twitch the curtain? ā ā the gravest crimes committed in this world are committed for love. a hunger crueller than bloodlust. ā ā youāve got a backbone, and the makings of a leader. ā ā revenge sounds so sweet until youāve taken it. then all you have isā¦no one left to blame. ā ā some mistakes canāt be resolved with an apology. some mistakes, you have to carry with you, forever. ā ā youāre plotting something, arenāt you? come on then - out with it. ā ā this is not good, if i may state the obvious. ā ā think of all weāve been through just to get to this moment. that wasnāt luck. that was us. ā ā feel like i should laugh but iām just too godsdamned tired. ā ā there is something i lostā¦no, had taken from me. i want it all back. ā ā careful - youāre in very real danger of hurting my feelings. ā ā one thing iāve learned - real saviours never label themselves as such. ā ā less thinking of bad thoughts, and more breaking of bad bones. ā ā i rather like interfering. itās kind of my thing. ā ā evil is evil, even if it once was innocent. ā ā you know, i've been catching myself smiling more lately. i think that's your fault.. ā ā oh, iām no innocent. but evil? you tell me. ā ā i still want to believe youāre better than that. but even i am having my doubts. ā ā i canāt afford to lose my nerve. safer to just not think, and keep forging ahead. ā ā when all this is over, will you stay with me? for good? ā ā this is not good, if i may state the obvious. ā ā is there a reason you're always such an utter drip? do you have some sort of condition? honestly, it's like you hate good news. ā ā all of natureās beauty pales in comparison to you. ā ā i canāt save you from yourself. it hurts terribly, but i canāt. ā ā if i seem suddenly flush with hope and soft feeling, you have only yourself to blame. ā ā is there good and evil within us all? ā
ā iāve been watching you fight. your skills are improving. ā ā you know, for all the sense of dread and horror seeping through this place, i really feel quite at home here. ā ā and you? youāre wholly without vice or sin or the occasional lapse in judgement? ā ā i wager you donāt even know how extraordinary you truly are. but i do. ā ā one might say youāre paragon of luck. iāll be there when it runs out. ā ā i've always had a soft spot for the confident onesā¦they always disappoint though. ā ā i concealed nothing from you. i simply left out the details that were not pertinent. ā ā youāre an odd friend. but, i suppose, a friend still. ā ā i wonāt let you do this. i wonāt let you win. ā ā you are my puppet. make no mistake. without me, you have no value. ā ā well, this seems like a lovely little spot. the sense of impending doom aside. ā ā whoever your enemies are, they have good reason to fear you. ā ā this place is astonishing, a bardās tale made real. ā ā i may not regret my actions, but i do regret that they were necessary. ā ā experience has taught me that no matter how bleak things look, thereās always hope. ā ā if this adventure has taught me anything, itās that there are things in this world more valuable than power. ā ā a wise man learns from his mistakes, and strives not to repeat them. ā ā no more hiding things from me. agreed? ā ā my friend. my companion. i adore you. ā ā your face is sour. by all means leave, if i am so distasteful. ā ā careful, itās dark around here. would be a terrible shame to lose you forever. ā ā you startled me. iā¦i was miles away. ā ā you have to know who i was. you have to know who i really am. ā ā nothing special, of course. youāre only the first person who i truly care for. ā ā youāve got a backbone, and the makings of a leader. ā ā anything you ask, iāll answer as honestly as i can. ā
"you're the writer, you control how the story goes" no not really. i wrote the first sentence and then my characters said "WE WILL TAKE IT FROM HERE" and promptly swerved into an electrical fence.
Requested by anon!
"God, my head hurts."
"There's a vice around my skull."
"It feels like someone's sitting on my face. Not in a fun way."
"It's too bright in here, I need to lay down."
"I feel sick and dizzy, I'm sorry."
"Everything is spinning, I feel like I'm going to throw up."
"You cannot imagine how bad this feels."
"Of course I'm squinting, it's so bright in here."
"It's not just a headache, it's awful."
"Imagine a rope made of ice cubes tightening around your brain."
"It hurts so bad."
"Yes, I'm crying! I'm sorry! It hurts!"
"Can you hold me so I can't see anything?"
"Can you bring me a blanket?"
"I can't stand up, I'm too dizzy..."
"You look really pale, are you sure you're okay?"
"Alright, hey, let me - cover your eyes -"
"I'm going to turn the light on, is that okay..?"
"Lay down here, alright, just - rest."
"I never realised that it felt this bad..."
"This is what happens when you refuse to take care of yourself."
"Whoa, hey - okay - okay, let's get you lying down."
"You can't keep pushing through this."
"You barely look like you can stand."
"You're allowed to take a break, you know..."
āPick your battles. Pick⦠pick fewer battles than that. Put some back. Thatās too many.ā
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The question⦠now that I'm back on BG3 again⦠do I also bring back my Gortash. š¤