God Hes So Hot And So Miserable

Homophobia (10/17)

he likes me too

he called me cute

and asked me to visit him at work

on the same fateful day

that my best friend's parents

forbade us from speaking

ever again.

Very homophobic that I'm not being kissed by a cute boy rn

“I love thinking and writing and researching stuff, going to the library and looking at microfilm. Environmental concerns are top on my list. If we don’t heal the earth, we’re gone” 

— River, 1988

yearn

he has ruined my life (he is everything to me)

i want to be in a relationship where when we're alone it's really calm and soft and cute but in public its bastard time™️ like babe go put on your most over the top batshit crazy outfit we're going to cause trouble and look sexy together

what if we sat together on the cool grass and looked up at the sunset i'm wearing your sweater to keep me warm, we both feel alive with the buzz of tension and the heat of something new, our hands edge closer and closer throughout the night but we dare not touch it would be too much

hes picking out a book at the library and he writes on a lil notecard the book number and hes just thumbing thru the shelves trying to find his book and u see his eyes light up when he picks out the right one

my life goal you ask? oh, its nothing...only to have a humble diner in a small town with an apartment upstairs where i live with my partner and our 2 cats and 1 dog, and i'm the head of the kitchen and bake fresh bread for our loyal customers and our employees are students in need of positive parental support...or something