Who Does Not? I NEED NAMES

People of the World:

The very first book crush I e'er had was Percy Jackson.

The very first fic I e'er wrote was about Percy Jackson. Its on wattpad, in Spanish, called the Daughter of Truth.

The very first time I did a playlist was for that fic.

So, my apologies, in advantage, for the creature I shall become on December 20th.

You can join me in the unhinged spiral or die in the way. Pick your favorite.

Thanks for your time.

What if we rewrite the stars... (Say you were meant to be mine); Chapter Eight.

For a blur of time, Esther finds herself back in the normal rhythm of her life.

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Where Esther has unwanted visitors in her house, which turn out to be the Fates.

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If I find one like that, im getting married.

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Sandman by Ed Sheeran is a whole freaking level. I have the idea that Morpheus would cry while hearing it cause it would remind him of Orpheus, since it says "honeybees and birds sing your song".

Fight me or cry with me, you're welcome.

Some thoughts, quotes and just things I had once that I considered are something worth knowing:

Also some of this are scattered on my writings.

When you are a child, the only thing you may have and that never leaves you are dreams. You dream, with reaching the stars, with walking among clouds, with travelling the world. When you grow up, you realize that stars are far away and are way bigger than you. That clouds are just air, and that the world is too big. Those dreams die. And you have to continue.

Sometimes you like loliness not because you truly do, but because when you needed not to be alone, you were, and you had to like it cause there was no choice.

A sword is not a sword without first passing through the blacksmith's hammer. Pain forges you.

"I am nobody, but thats my advantage. I am a blank space that I and only I can fullfil. I may be nobody, but I can make myself anybody. I can be the one that shows them wrong, I can be the one that rattle the world. I can be the one that defies, I can be the one that fights to be better. And just by that, I am someone. Someone that made something, and for that something I may remain. I may be remembered. And considered. And listened. I am nobody, but I can make myself someone. " —Me analizing THE scene (not the possession, the one when Lockwood practically begs Lucy to stay) of Ep 2 "Let go of Me" from Lockwood and Co. It is needed to say It came out at 3:00 am while I was planning to talk to Netflix.

The only dream I ever had (the only dream that I wrote that Esther from my Sandman fanfic has) is that I want to be able to sing "I Lived" by One Republic with all the right of the universe.

If I ever had an encouter with a celebrity I admire, I will not shout, or go crazy, or do something weird. I will just say hello and see what comes after that.

To dream is to defy, and to defy is to dream.

You're not crazy, you just dont manage to be as false as the mayority.

You may be tired, but please, do not give up. One day you'll look back and laugh, realizing that the pain, the tears, the loliness, all those things that made you bleed, had a purpose.

"Love belongs to Desire, and Desire is always cruel". Neil Gaiman, you are wrong. Love is described perfectly on the Bible, on 1 Corinthians 13.

Darkness is interesting, yet dangerous. Be aware of that, always.

You are something to treasure. Your mind, your body, your heart. Do not waste yourself.

Hebrews 11:1

Whatever that comes out of that great and dreamer mind of yours is something worth to know.

Laugh, cry, suffer, fly, dream, love, live. And do not dare to regret any of it.

Same sis. Same

Watching Bellarke edits from 2016 where we thought they would be canon and making myself cry>>>>>

People, I watched Elemental.

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Don't touch me, I'm soft.

*starts playing Steal The Show by Lauv and cries*

What if we rewrite the stars... (Say you were meant to be mine); Chapter Eleven.

"So, you're basically telling me that those three decrepit old women told you that you are an aberration to nature itself? "

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Or where Esther discovers that whoever said that Destiny is cruel, was kinda right.

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*cries uglily while wraps herself in her blanket, cries more and plays "Sandman" by Ed Sheeran*

hadestown (2019) // the sandman (2022-)

What if we rewrite the stars... (Say you were meant to be mine).

Type: Fanfic.

Rated: M.

Chapters: 13/?.

Tags: too many to count / as much as ao3 let me.

Part 1 of the series: “To dream is to defy, and to defy is to dream”.

Written by: defianceoftheendless

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What was the saying? Ah, yes, dreaming doesn't cost anything.

Well, what if it turned out that the concept of dreaming was much more than a concept? What if it was, in turn, a man behind glass, and there was once a girl who tried to set him free?

That girl's name was Esther Carrasco, and it turned out that dreaming cost her everything.

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Where a new entity, known as the Defiant of Destinies, emerges from the spilled blood of a dreamer.