GUYS IDK HOW U FEEL ABOUT THIS I MADE A CO09 DISC SERVER 💔

Hey! 😊

I hope you're doing well.

II’m reaching out with something really close to my heart. A dear friend and his family are going through an incredibly hard time.

They urgently need support, and even the smallest act of kindness — a share or donation — could make a life changing difference.

This is about compassion, about standing by each other when it matters most. 💛

Thank you so much for taking a moment to care 🙏

@adamallii87

Im sorry im too young to donate 💔 but guysss!!!!!!!!!!!!

"So what the fuck are we gonna do now?"

"Kill ourselves?"

"I mean I guess, but how?"

"I should've fucking drowned myself in that tub..."

Can somebody please hear me out on this.

I am a god, Jecka

"unpopular opinion but class of 09 is actually really problematic!!!!" thats the fuckinf point.????

Im never actually going to fit in

ARICOLE??????💔💔

I was losing my shit in that last ask but do you think Jecka listens to Ayesha Ericota... cuz her and Jecka serve cunt😼

Maybe in the future cus ayesha wasn’t that popular in 2009 🙏😼

Ignore how shitty it is I did it in like 20 mins but this is roughly about how I would go abt it.

I think a lot of things depend on artstyle (hair, eyes etc) but I thought maybe another view point on it might help? Like w capturing their personalities if u get what I mean

kinda finished my co09 fan-art, but can sum1 tell me what I should add, like if I should change their facial expressions to fit them more or smth.

also please help can sum1 tell me if Kelly looks like kelly

also I might color this in.

( I swear if my girlfriend sees this I'm gonna crash out, (I'm not weird I swear!!!)

Tumblr won’t let me respond to the ask but I love a good parent au, I’m a sucker for it so this is so exciting for me @myl0v3l1f3

Nicole has several panic attacks during the process of them becoming parents (I think they would adopt bc I just don’t think either of them would wanna be pregnant but it’s definitely smth to explore). Her and Jecka are like mid 30s at this point and they’re a lot more stable but they obviously have bad days. Jecka is trying to comfort her and remind her that they aren’t their parents and it’s a process but Nicole is convinced she’ll just fuck them up.

After a really long therapy session she decides to actually do something about it and buys a fuck tom of parenting books and spends the majority of her time researching childhood trauma and how to keep their home safe and welcoming for a foster child.

It was Jecka’s idea to begin to foster kids and she was beginning to get worried bc with Nicole’s anxiety, she’s been really hands off with the whole process but after Nicole’s new passion for it, it unlocks something in her and she finds herself loving Nicole in a whole new way. They’ve been together for over ten years and they’re ride or dies but now she’s seeing Nicole as a leader for their soon to be family and it’s a really beautiful time for them.

They’re both extremely anxious when they actually begin to foster children, these twins come to them. It’s a big and girl around 7 years old and they’re very quiet so Nicole thinks she’s doing something wrong bc she hyped herself up for this great experience but she thinks the kids hate her. She’s still welcoming and trying her best but her insecurities are starting to get the best of her. Until one day Jecka comes home after picking them up from school and the boy brings her a drawing and she fully starts sobbing bc it’s a small reinforcement that she’s doing a good job and they’re starting to feel comfortable. Nicole frames it and everything, she’s so happy and she refuses to hide it. As they get older she’ll make jokes like “I’m his favorite” and Jecka just rolls her eyes

Jecka is a mountain of anxiety and she’s done a lot of work to manage it and not project it onto the kids. She still has anger issues and sometimes when the kids are being kids but it overwhelms her, her hands start to shake and she goes to her room crying bc she thinks that means she’s just like her dad. Nicole is rubbing her back and reminding her that Jecka has never put her hands on them and she never would. Being angry doesn’t mean she’s violent and after she calms down

I’m going to make ONE little hc about if one of them got pregnant bc I read a fic about them dealing with a teen pregnancy and it was funny. This is basically a shit post but I had to include it. After Nicole gets Youtube famous, Jecka traps her so she can secure her bag and she likes Nicole anyway so why not. They’re terrible parents and Jecka is “excited” to have a baby bc the idea of having someone love her unconditionally is exciting but then actual motherhood is a nightmare. Nicole doesn’t know what the hell she’s doing and they’re starting end up turning into a family vlog channel to make more money but then once the kid is like 8 they stop bc they can see unhealthy habits forming and they actually love their child.

Some happier moments are Nicole actually enjoying a house full of kids when they’re fostering multiple kids. Her house was always loud growing up bc of her parents yelling and then her numerous stepdads but there’s a weird comfort in the chaos bc it’s familiar. She also really enjoys the routine of driving to school, pick ups, packing lunches. She likes to be needed and she’s happy that she’s able to provide a stable home with her partner

i love when he vents to me in long paragraphs so i can send even longer ones back telling him how amazing he is and how he has so much potential and hes so smart and handsome and amazinf and clever and my bestest friend and i love him so much hes my shayla hes my everything i dont want him to die ever hes my world idc how fucked up he is in the head or how much he might hurt me becayse at the end of the day all that matters is that he's venting to me and i get to be the one who comforts him ❤