This Is So Pretty

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Finally lesbians on the same picture

counseling crush

FANK U I CAMT SLEEP 😔✊💔

BACK ON MY BULLSHIT😽

EmiAri and Jeckemily British hcs??? 👀 (and childhood hcs! :3)

I love ur bullshirrrt!!!9]3<…39]~<4

Emiari

- “wanna escape iso w me?” X “no well get in trouble,”

- 97% x 43%

- Ari is friends w all of the teachers

- Ari was told to speak more at every parents evening since year 2

- Emily has beef with every single teacher besides one

- Emily was told she needed to be tested for ADHD at parents evening

- U coming in today x no

- Will both fight a year seven for a cheese panini

- “I didn’t sleep last night (12am)” x “same (running off no three redbulls and two monsters in the same plastic coke bottle shes had for four weeks)”

- Emily is literally known by everyone. Ari thinks it’s weird

- Emily will turn up outside of the school gates on a bmx in a Nike tracksuit during suspension to see ari

- Ari gets picked on less because everyone knows Emily will beat the shit out of them

- matching bracelets >.<

Jeckily

- “wanna escape iso w me” x already out of the door

- 90% x 43%

- Jecka has beef with a majority of her teachers

- Jecka is a burnt out gifted kid

- Emily distracts Jecka from doing her work

- Jecka abuses her toilet pass

- They both know everyone and have beef with a majority of people

- redbulls x monster

- The mugs they take…

- Are always invited to parties

- constant suspension x constant detention

Childhood

- Emily went to breakfast club

- She never did her homework

- was taken out to do extra maths and phonics

- Was allowed in the special room

- Ari was a “pleasure to teach”

- Jealous of the kids who got taken out for extra break time (Emily because she wasn’t allowed to have break with the other kids 💔)

- was always told to speak more

- always sat alone at lunch with her ham sandwich

- Jecka was really clever so she got a shit ton of rewards

- Thrived off of praise she got from teachers but never asked for help on work when she needed it

- Came to school half an hour early because being late gave her crippling anxiety

- Always won the running race on sports day

Sorry if theyre shit im dying rn (I have a cough and a tickly throat)

just a regular fye girl

born to be a wrist cutter, forced to be a thigh cutter 💔

Nicole except when she thinks about jecka having her life together better than her she wants to kill herself just a little bit more

Nicole trauma hcs??? 😽

Oh…..oh….. 💔

- Has been s3xually abused by her brother, which is a reason she avoids him so much + hatred for men stems from

- Her mums ex’s have been physically p, mentally, and verbally abusive, again fueling her hatred

- since she was only born to baby trap her dad, her mum didn’t care too much for her, meaning she was left to care for herself from a too young age. Her dad was extremely emotionally distant and threw himself head first into work, meaning she was issentially ignored (another reason why her brother was able to abuse her)

- When her parents divorced, her mum gave her one of the worst beatings because she couldn’t make her dad stay. Since it’s more likely for her mum to get custody either way in court, just for fun and some sort of ‘revenge’, she would make up the most vile accusations against her ex husband and Nicole would have to listen, and when she tried to deny no one believe her because she was too young.

- Would be locked in her room for days as punishment

- her mum is genuinly the most vile woman Nicole has ever had the displeasure of having a relation with. She is manipulative, Abusive, neglectful, an abler, a liar, and Nicole has never wanted to disappear more when around her.

- shes also a boy mum, meaning that when Nicole finally confided her in what her brother had been doing, she called Nicole a liar, an attention seeker and a cow for wanting to mess up her brothers future, even though she had witnessed it first hand. In her eyes, it was only a joke, and her son had the best life ahead of him, even though he was a ped0, future burnt to the ground by the time he was 12.

- At some point, between the stress of trying to make new friends every other week, stopping her brother from coming into her bedroom, keep up her grades, be nice, stay clean, be a good child, She crumbled and started acting up more hoping her mum would get her so ba she’d accidentally kill her. Because then, she wouldn’t be called “selfish” for taking the “easy way out”; her mum would be charged and out away for a while, maybe her brother would get caught, and her dad would have a peace of mind knowing he wouldn’t be harrassed anymore by his ex wife. She thought it would make everything better.

- She’s not actually a sociopath, but she does have a personality disorder, and ADHD. However instead of like, getting treated or therapy, her mum took it as an excuse to beat the shit out of Nicole because she saw said disorders as an excuse to act up. Her dad did try to get Nicole some sort of medication but her mum wouldn’t allow him to see Nicole so he could give it to her.

- Nicole is an empty shell of what could’ve been someone with a bright future.

- She sees herself as worthless. She lays there at night and knows that with the “casual” drug abuse, the smoking, the drinking, the SH, the attempts, the self-sabotaging and the not trying has fucked up her future. She’s “knows” she will end up in prison or dead in the future so she doesn’t see the point in trying because there’s no way to turn it around this late into her life.

- Since she sees herself as friendless, there’s nothing to do where they live, and she feels like she’s wasting everyone’s time for asking to go out - she bedrots. All of the time. To the point she had bugs under her matress creating fucking ecosystems. To the point there was mouldy food all over her room. To the point maggots had started forming on said food, and she couldnt do anything about it. She didn’t shower, laid in her own bodily fluids, had matted hair, and only when her friends at school realised that she hadn’t been to school in nearly two months without a text did they actually go and check (jecka, Ari, Emily). They were actually disgusted with the fact her mum let this happen.

😓😓 sorry Kay

disciplinary tattoos tmrw

Coloured wip form a while ago 😓