Me When I Don't Feel Pretty If I Don't Have Cuts On My Arms

Girl I went on this Omegle app thing with my mate and everyone called her stunning while I got called chopped, Michael Jackson and a land whale……. 😭

So anyway

Jeckole headcanons 😓😓

NOOO. YOU'RE PRETTY AF I'VE SEEN YA FACE BABES?? 🩷 (on your old acc sadlyy)

Okay sureeee!

Nicole is clingy af so 24/7 she's with Jecka, and she just doesn't show it in public, just in private

Jecka is the only one who lets Nicole call her Jessica... and she has permission too <3

Nicole is the type of girl to keep drugs on her when Jecka forgets or some shit

Jecka is Lesbian while Nicole is Bisexual

As kids they would ALWAYS play dress up with their mother's clothes n shit

Nicole is pretty much experienced in fighting so if she sees a pervert tryna spit game at Jecka, she'll beat their ass <3

IM SO SORRY IF THESE AREN'T LONG LIKE MY EMILY AND JECKA ONES😭😭 FUCK I PULLED AN ALL NIGHTER

I hate him so fucking much img imgknreoivneoidnv idk what I’ve done why did I do that

TRUST BRO TRSUT THERE WILL BE MORE 🤞

@st4rlight-kayz okay so YK how I was lwk infatuated for like an hour about British co09?? Because (I will never get over this) MY FUCKASS ACCOUNT GOT TERMINATED FOR SOMETHING I DIDINT EVEN DOOOO ⛓️⛓️😔🖤👩‍🎤 im going to doMORE headcanons.. 👅

Anyway

Nicole

Year 10

Her attendance is 72.1%

Uniform consists of: untucked, creased grey-white shirt with the top button undone, fat tie, jumper, rolled up way too high skirt, socks and adidas trainers

In iso 3/5 days a week and basically an after school almost every day 💔

Has no bag, and is surviving off of floor loot.

Pushes past everyone in the corridors and doesn’t give a fuck

Always skipping with jecka

Emily gave her a stick n poke heart on her hand

Always eating in lessons (stolen from a year 7 or ari)

Constantly safeguarded

Picked history, art, music and photography for GSCE (along with English, maths and science)

Middle set for science, bottom set for maths and English

Jecka

Year 10

Attendance is 89.2%

Uniform consists of: tailored blazer, tailored shirt, top button undone, FAT tie, rolled way too high skirt, knee high socks, slip on shoes.

Skips lessons she isn’t taking for GCSE

In iso 2/5 days and lots of detentions 💔

Has a somewhat nice handbag, and most of her equipment (Nicole and Emily r stealing her highlighters 💔)

Asthmatics worst nightmare - always spraying something

Always brushing her hair

Best friends with her french teacher

Always has drama

Constantly safeguarded

Picked triple science, higher french, history and psychology for GCSE

Top set for everything

Emily

year 10

Attendance is 54.3%

If she is at school, shes in iso or on a flexible time table, or skipping.

Uniform consists of: untucked shirt with no top button, no tie, no jumper, no blazer, knee high socks and nike trainers

No bag, also surviving off of floor loot and Ari.

Fights all the time

Shoving year 7’s, 8’s, and 9’s down the stairs and hallways so she can get to the canteen first 💔

Has a toilet pass

Stick n poke heart on her hand from Nicole

Constantly safeguarded

Picked Geography, Art, food tech and PE for GSCE

Bottom set for everything

Ari

Year 10

Attendance is 95%

Uniform consists of: blazer, shirt, medium tie, skirt JUST above her knees, knee high socks and Mary Jane’s

Has an actual bag with loads of charms on it from Megan or Kelly (does get bullied by Nicole, Jecka and Emily for it)

Had a villain arc in year 8

Nicole normally bully’s her into buying lunch for her.

Actually on okay terms with jecka, they just don’t speak a lot

Often chosen to be new kids partners to show them around

Got safeguarded once and never recovered because they were so bad 💔

Picked Geography, art, music and drama for GSCE

In top set for English and maths, middle set for science

Nicole and Jecka are in a talking stage, and like .. that close to dating.

Ari has a FAT crush on Emily but still hasn’t recovered from Nicole, and Emily is too busy scamming year 7’s with empty vapes

Kylar with shove jeffery down the stairs and start crashing out when he gets screamed at WHATSAHSK I DIDNT WVEN DO ANYTHINGJNDJCN??!?

Megan and hunter are like THE couple atm but Megan hasn’t realised her crush on Kelly yet

Kelly is friends with everyone and their mums and always has a face full of makeup

Jeffery has never been late for a lesson before and has 100% attendance

Hunter got beat up by a year 8

Karen is getting nearly £20 a week for doing everyone’s homework, and is friends with the dinner ladies.

Emily and Nicole have beef with the safeguarding leader, and made a hate page about her on TikTok

SLT tremble when they see Nicole, Jecka and Emily enter the school gates 💔

Lolol

Top set/ bottom set is basically how well you do in your core subjects (English, maths, and science), so top set would be for the people who do well and excel/are good at the subject, middle set is for the people who are good at it, but struggle with some aspects, and bottom set is for the people who struggle in it (roughly). I think most people irl would say it’s top set for the clever people, middle set for the okay people and bottom set for the stupid people.

GCSE’s are the subjects you pick to do tests on in year 10 and 11 (year 10 you do mocks, and year 11 is the real thing). Idk what it stands for so you might wanna loook it up if it would help.

Yeye I hope thats helps,jbskvjb

@st4rlight-kayz okay so YK how I was lwk infatuated for like an hour about British co09?? Because (I will never get over this) MY FUCKASS ACCOUNT GOT TERMINATED FOR SOMETHING I DIDINT EVEN DOOOO ⛓️⛓️😔🖤👩‍🎤 im going to doMORE headcanons.. 👅

Anyway

Nicole

Year 10

Her attendance is 72.1%

Uniform consists of: untucked, creased grey-white shirt with the top button undone, fat tie, jumper, rolled up way too high skirt, socks and adidas trainers

In iso 3/5 days a week and basically an after school almost every day 💔

Has no bag, and is surviving off of floor loot.

Pushes past everyone in the corridors and doesn’t give a fuck

Always skipping with jecka

Emily gave her a stick n poke heart on her hand

Always eating in lessons (stolen from a year 7 or ari)

Constantly safeguarded

Picked history, art, music and photography for GSCE (along with English, maths and science)

Middle set for science, bottom set for maths and English

Jecka

Year 10

Attendance is 89.2%

Uniform consists of: tailored blazer, tailored shirt, top button undone, FAT tie, rolled way too high skirt, knee high socks, slip on shoes.

Skips lessons she isn’t taking for GCSE

In iso 2/5 days and lots of detentions 💔

Has a somewhat nice handbag, and most of her equipment (Nicole and Emily r stealing her highlighters 💔)

Asthmatics worst nightmare - always spraying something

Always brushing her hair

Best friends with her french teacher

Always has drama

Constantly safeguarded

Picked triple science, higher french, history and psychology for GCSE

Top set for everything

Emily

year 10

Attendance is 54.3%

If she is at school, shes in iso or on a flexible time table, or skipping.

Uniform consists of: untucked shirt with no top button, no tie, no jumper, no blazer, knee high socks and nike trainers

No bag, also surviving off of floor loot and Ari.

Fights all the time

Shoving year 7’s, 8’s, and 9’s down the stairs and hallways so she can get to the canteen first 💔

Has a toilet pass

Stick n poke heart on her hand from Nicole

Constantly safeguarded

Picked Geography, Art, food tech and PE for GSCE

Bottom set for everything

Ari

Year 10

Attendance is 95%

Uniform consists of: blazer, shirt, medium tie, skirt JUST above her knees, knee high socks and Mary Jane’s

Has an actual bag with loads of charms on it from Megan or Kelly (does get bullied by Nicole, Jecka and Emily for it)

Had a villain arc in year 8

Nicole normally bully’s her into buying lunch for her.

Actually on okay terms with jecka, they just don’t speak a lot

Often chosen to be new kids partners to show them around

Got safeguarded once and never recovered because they were so bad 💔

Picked Geography, art, music and drama for GSCE

In top set for English and maths, middle set for science

Nicole and Jecka are in a talking stage, and like .. that close to dating.

Ari has a FAT crush on Emily but still hasn’t recovered from Nicole, and Emily is too busy scamming year 7’s with empty vapes

Kylar with shove jeffery down the stairs and start crashing out when he gets screamed at WHATSAHSK I DIDNT WVEN DO ANYTHINGJNDJCN??!?

Megan and hunter are like THE couple atm but Megan hasn’t realised her crush on Kelly yet

Kelly is friends with everyone and their mums and always has a face full of makeup

Jeffery has never been late for a lesson before and has 100% attendance

Hunter got beat up by a year 8

Karen is getting nearly £20 a week for doing everyone’s homework, and is friends with the dinner ladies.

Emily and Nicole have beef with the safeguarding leader, and made a hate page about her on TikTok

SLT tremble when they see Nicole, Jecka and Emily enter the school gates 💔

Wip :p

Now what if I just died

STOP JECKA JS SUXH A CUTIE I LOVE HER SO MUCH IM GOING TO DRAW HER AS A KID SM ONCE I FIND FHE MOTIVATION + NICOLE AND EMILY

Sighhh idk what im drawing but next im doing Nicole and Emily w their mums 💔

Jecka’s mums name is Ellie, and her dads name is Adam.

She’s emotionally distant but does spend SOME time with her daughter.

They tried a lot of times to have kids, having five miscarriages before finally having Jecka, but by that time Ellie has somewhat given up and had already started doing heroin.

She has a hate-love relationship with her husband

Shouts a lot, mainly at her husband but a lot at jecka to.

Has chronic migraines.

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Oiay well im crashingout rn bc I think my friends HATE MEEE 💔💔😔 ik it’s horrible and I don’t wanna go in tmr but I want my Easter egg 😼

Anyway

I want your most gut wrentchingly sad Emily OR jecka headcanons. And no bs like their hamster died when they were 4, but worse 👩🏿‍🦰

OKAYYY ERM..

Emily

Emily saw a gun commercial at the age of 6, when she saw the actor pulling the trigger... she was absolutely traumatized– but she wanted to try it on herself (holy shit) and after sneaking into her dad's bedroom later that night, she found his pistol and aimed for her head, it didn't go off the first time– but the second time was.. yeah.

She did have a crush on Nicole but when she witnessed what kind of a bitch she was with Ari, e.g, choking her in public, she was terrified of Nicole, since then? Emily has been avoiding her and secretly dated Jecka behind her back. (Should I make a fic about this?)

Emily hasn't recovered from that gun incident, everytime she sees one, she ends up freaking the fuck out– Jecka and Ari have to comfort her everytime she has a panic attack.

Emily lashes out on Nicole when she sees her with Ari because of 2 reasons. 1). She hates when Nicole puts her (Ari) hands on her but she doesn't do shit about it because she can't fight. 2). Ari had a crush on Emily but after Nicole convinced her that she was an affectionate partner– She kissed her immediately and Nicole pushed her off.

Emily has attachment issues, she has to be by Jecka or Ari 24/7 because she has nightmares because of.. (hint: the first hc)

Emily tried to commit arson to Nicole's house twice. That's how much she can't fucking stand Nicole, she wants her to die, after abusing, and torturing Ari anyways.

Jecka

Jecka can't keep up with Nicole's bullshit, after trying to keep her accountable multiple times, she gives up.

Jecka has also seen Nicole's abusive actions and tries to befriend Ari so she can convince her to break up with Nicole.

Jecka does have PTSD from Nicole threatening to beat the shit out of her– That's why she's always wearing hoodies so she doesn't get exposed to her peers or sent to therapy.

Emily and Jecka actually have a great friendship, passing Adderall and Xanax to each other during classes is a way they cope with the memories of Nicole.

Jecka often started wearing blue because of Emily. Nicole used to wear blue but, holy shit– that would trigger her as well.

Jecka has teamed up with Em multiple times to fuck up Nicole's life, her image and everything. They even brought her her dad's suicide and she ended up crying in the bathroom later that day, they laughed at her. (Payback for fucking with Ari <3)

IF THESE AREN'T GUT-WRENCHING ENOUGH IM SORRYY😭😭 Poor Emily tho😔

"So what the fuck are we gonna do now?"

"Kill ourselves?"

"I mean I guess, but how?"

"I should've fucking drowned myself in that tub..."

Can somebody please hear me out on this.

👅👅👅 ur my favorite person

I like to think Nicole's dad was somewhat an meh parent, who did the basics but nothing more, so Nicole sqw him as lazy mostly, so that combined with her pedo brother gave Nicole the view that men are lazy pedophilic pricks (the pricks part comes from her mum's ex husband's 👅)

Tumblr's being stupid ugly weird and won't let me respond but yes!! 'Twas my birthday thank you @myl0v3l1f3

I haven't had many sad Nicole headcanon ideas but I have a lot of opinions about her and her dad so l'll use those.

Even after everything, Nicole doesn’t hate her dad. She always craved his love and validation. So through her grief, she feels like a loser when she reminisces on the actual good times with him when she was a little kid. After what he did she fully decided that he was an asshole no matter what. When she has bad depression days, her mind drifts to when he would play his favorite cassette tapes in the car when he'd pick her up from school, or the few times she can remember him putting one of her drawings on the fridge.

This, mixed with her brother obviously being a predator shaped her views about all men which led to her trying her best to ruin every relationship her mom has been in and taking advantage to other boys/ men in her life. I don’t think this is much of a hot take as one of her core principles is “all men are evil and boys will just grow up to be evil so what’s the point in treating them like people?” I don’t think it’s right but it’s not hard to see why she sees the world that way, I just like analyzing her as a character.

When she was a younger kid (maybe that preteen phase), she had a stepdad that was truly a decent guy. He tried to get to know her and would take her out to eat when her mom was being extra mean. She still didn’t like him because she didn’t want some guy trying to be her dad when she still had one, he just lived a town over it’s not like he was dead. She was pretty averse to the guy being nice to her but she eventually began to open up just enough to let him hug her. Unfortunately a few weeks later, him and her mom got divorced and they had to move again.

She gets really angry when she feels even a little sad about her dad and it doesn't get better until she's an adult and she finally goes to therapy.

I don't like Nicole's mom but Nicole has a bad habit of saying she's gonna off herself "like dad" when they get in screaming matches and for those moments, her mom has a piece of clarity like "Oh wow my daughter needs help." but then they just go back to their cycle of not speaking and arguing.

Her dad began to push her away shortly after him and her mom got divorced and she never got a clear answer as to why. When she would ask her mom “Why doesn’t dad like me!” her moms bitterness would show through with her just saying “He’s a broke loser. Don’t worry about what he thinks” which didn’t make her feel all that much better.

This was gonna be way shorter but now I’m on a roll so I’m gonna write a thing analyzing Nicole’s relationship with/ view on men so thank you for giving me more brain worms.