Big Post-ish

Idk what ti call this :3

:3

YO!

it's low key been a Lil while. But i want you all to know I somewhat have therapy!! 😃 can we get a "yippee" or a "yay" for me?? LOL Anyway I don't actually have a therapist (tho I need one) but i decided to (well not me I was somewhat forced) write about my day from know on! It's alright I guess but I'm a bit TO honest in there... yeah send help... anyway I'm not even supposed to he in my phone rn! I'm supposed to be asleep 👁👄👁 (I have school at 6:00) it's currently 10:24 am? Epic the musical X dandy world will ve out soon I'm just a but lazy and tired and oh god how my body's begging me to sleep rn!! Ugh I'm tired so bye for now (I'm probably gonna stay up a Lil more tho.. just to torture me 😗💅✨️)

Love you all! Bye ❤️❤️

hi (Vent)

hello again. It's been a while ig. I'm awake at 11:20 on a school night. I'm not feeling tired rn but effects will take place later on in the day I suppose. I really don't know how to feel about my life rn. I promise everyone these great things and that I'll make everyone's life easier in my family but I dint know anymore. High school is not too far anymore and the clocks ticking. What do I wanna be? I wanna be rich but let's be realistic thats unlikely at lest for me. I'll try to at least keep the promise of getting out Dandys world x ETM. I'm doing my best here but it seems that isn't enough. I feel like shit and don't know weather I should go to bed or not. Idk tho. It probably doesn't matter either my body will fail to function during the day ir I'll give in eventually and fall asleep but who knows. I might be gone a while again though schools hitting like it's raining bricks

Bye for now. I don't know when I'll talk again

I suck at animations XD

Its kinda cute tho

welp... here goes a long ass ramble...

so 1st things 1st... WHY TF DID NOBODY TELL ME CONNIE AND LOONEY GOT SKINS!?!??! I brought them both instantly... HEHEHEHE... anyway! I haven't been sleeping again 👁👄👁 so that's lovely also... oop- should I even say this? I feel like it'll give me away... uhm.. imma just say my pookie left early today 😭😭 I was so sad but they had a doctors appointment sooooooooooo... you keep you kneecaps for now pookie!! Anyways the rest if the day was hella depressing like I had no energy after I found out they left. Is that bad? When I got picked up from school today all I did was complain and complain about how they left early. Honestly I'm so fucking tired but I don't wanna sleep soooooooooo like... yeah! I think I'm a little obsessed with my friend and that's a bad thing yk why?? My hyper fixations are super bad for fictional characters so imagine a real life person... who I can talk to and physically poke at!?? I had an idea that was he'll nasty now that I think about it I'm not gonna say it because... reasons but I need to find another distraction or calm tf down. I don't wanna do anything stupid that might get me in trouble and I mean like... with the fucking law. Fuck....I miss them. My uncle was all like "if they found out-.." IF THEY FIND OUT?? HA! NAH! I'm gonna make absolute SURE! they never find out HEHEHEHEHE although I've been slipping up recently and things might click for them here and irl soooooo. I might be cooked? I don't really think it'll click for them tho they keep getting bricks thrown at them from school so thier too busy to notice (I think) I'm honestly worried for them bc they've been posting some like crazy shit... it makes me worry bc they don't tell me this shit irl so how tf am I supposed to bring it up?? Yk what's crazy?? I think I'm in love. FUCK THAT SHIT THO!! I'm never falling in love yk why (not with my friend btw!!) Because that shit is just extra stress tho I'd like to be loved (I'd describe how but it'd sound chessy...) BUT NUH UH! NOPE NOT FOR AT LEAST 3 MORE YEARS!!

Okay that's enough for now. I've got 100+ fictional men and women to stay loyal to 🥰🥰

Anyway story about this photo <3 see that rodger? Yep! Nicest rodger I've ever met! We had a full lobby then it was just us two after a while we kept talking over chat and were wishing each other luck as we were both on 1 heart he ended up dying that same round :[ but found a Medkit and told me we're ti find it. I think he found it after they were killed. I died a couple floors later :3

Anyway slay baddies :3]💅💅✨️✨️

TW!! Vent

y'know what? I'm so tired of myself. Why can't I be normal and girly like my mom wants me to be? Why do I have to have weird interest? Why am I so mentally unstable!? Why can't I get my grades up? Why can't I change myself? Why can't I see the toxicity!? Why do I have to me so sensitive? Why can't they stop fighting!? Why won't the yelling stop? Why am i jealous? Why aren't I happy? Why can't I take care of myself!? IM SUPPOSED TO GO TO HIGH SCHOOL AFTER THIS FUCKING SCHOOL YEAR!!!! I'm never going to make it as a fucking animator if I can't pull my shit together. Sometimes I really wonder why I try with myself? My mom she's a good mom she takes care of us and is changing jobs to be with us more but still I feel unloved and unwanted. It doesn't help that my brothers constantly bully me. It's so weird all of this. It's so easy to get ride of by just ending it all. But I've tried so many times and I've never been able to. I am afraid death but that's not what I think about when I try. I think of my friends. What would they think? Would they blame themselves? Would they miss me? Would they cry? Why would they cry? I feel so bad all the time and it all really hurts. I know I shouldn't be rambling on about this on here. I should seek therapy but I can never reach out for help. They'd contact my mom and then things would get even worse for me. I really miss my friends thier the only good thing I have right now.

Thank you for reading if you did. Have a good day! :]

Vee!!

I didn't take pictures of the run I found her in. But I was super happy. (I'd basically turned my wallpaper and homescren to vee Pictures and didreverse psychology basically saying "Scew Vee! I want Sprout!!"

We love our king Dandy! <3 (sometimes)

Uh oh....

Yay!!

Uh oh... I died...

Somewhere In chat thiers a conversation with me and a Poppy asking how to do her mastery:3 I was low key happy

M'kay imma eat my food now bye!!!

Urm guys.... Im doing a thing...

Help.... I really wanted to do one

Urm

These are just random ones with no story

Okay so I had said I was Afk (I wasn't) bc I had 1 heart and I'm a litte selfish >:3. Then Teagen came and my reflexes kicked in and I started running even though she wasn't chasing me. After she stopped Shelly was like : I thought you were afk.. and I was like : I just came back. (I did spend a good amount of time not moving) but I guess they knew I was lying because they were like : Nah you just wanted me to work huh? Then I said : Sure whatever you say :3. I died later so karma got me. But I was really funny and ti that Shelly I'm sorry for being selfish!! I really do appreciate you! <3 no hard feelings???

GUYS THIS ISN'T FUNNY!!!!!

I guess that's it for now bye bye! (BTW I think my brother gave up on the goob mask. And also Au stuff is gonna some out soon. Promise sorry that I keep holing it off)

Don't forget to slay!!! <3 💅💅🎀🎀