Heyall Its Sorta A Downer Day Today (species Dysphoria,general Depression,etc) Xdd

HELLO I JUST CAME BACK FROM FLORIDA CUZ EARLY BIRTHDAY AND A VISIT TO GRAMPS!!!

i am now +1 sad elephant richer (fr tho zoo miami is horrible dont go there if u wanna be sad it aint no sunshine and rainbows its just sunshine and animals who need a break)

i also got my first sunburnt which is suprising cuz ive been so fuggin pale my whole life :')

me boutta get some snacks from the pantry since im fuggin craving and starving for cookies

MY MA RANDOMLY TALKING TO ME IN THE DARK (shh i know its a mule deer) FR THO LIKE WHY U GOTTA DO THAT IT WAS A JUMPSCARE IRL BASICALLY T_T

cookies were a success anyways ma just wanted me to sleep teehee

after 1 day of being over at a friends and gone off of tumblr this happened-

I GUESS UHH HAVE SPECIAL SOMETHING AKA RANDOM PHOTOS OF MY DOGS:

bonus photo of echo being caught in the act of stealing my greenbean while i was camping on the sofa

IM RE-READING SOME OF THE WARRIOR GRAPHIC NOVELS I HAVE AND THERES SO MUCH DETAIL THAT NOBODY PUTS IN LIKE GAMES AND RPS????

LIKE RIVERCLAN WEAVES REEDS AS DENS- THATS SO SMART!!! also u can see them with some sorta colorful thing, im not sure if its shells or seaglass as windows but its pretty XD in winds of change- the moonpool has like places the starclan cats can sit on like the concil they are and a tiny waterfall that i think is so cool :D in graystripes adventure-husker has like a fookin bowlcut and i just think thats kinda goofy so ig cats have wigs = confirmed XD AND RIGHT BEFORE THE PAGE TO WARRIORS RETURN MY SORTA AU IS ACTUALLY CONFIRMED!! THUNDERCLAN LIVED IN A BLOCKED OFF SECTION OF THE GORGE AND NOT JUST A RANDOM HOLE!! (not sure if its actually the big gorge but HEYY ITS CLOSE ENOUGH) the yellow-striped cat (i forgot his name xd) in ravenpaws path has a lazy eye! also its seen in barleys dream/memory that hoot and jumper are the ones who attacked violet!

bonus things for those books too! graystipe asks barley and ravenpaw for directions when he passed them so ravenpaw is prob still there to this day! its confirmed that they can de-root and move bushes to where they like! one of mintys and willies kits is named sniff which i love AND IN THE SAME BOOK- MITZ'S SON IS NAMED FRITZ! :')

anyways i only have like a small amount of the manga books (ravenpaws path, skyclan and the stranger, a shadow in riverclan and graystipes adventure) so if theres any other stuff plz tell me,id love to know :D

i may or may not be questioning a whole new ahh religion like how are poeple this dumb but like not dumb because human survival instincts i just dont feel human as a whole but like not in a nonhuman way i just cant explain the major crowd herding happening right now and nobody noticing exept me

idk man its hard for me to put it into words

anyways have a lil speculative dude meant for changing gravity lolol

"I may still be prey,but i have grown these horns for a reason" Antlers, friend, not horns. Please take no offense, js there is a big difference.

YEE!-i wouldve done antlers, but it just sounds better with the word 'horns' XDD

might as well be a bison /j💀

UR SO TALENTED N LOVLEY BUT THIS IS ALSO SUCH A COOL DESIGN AND IDEA!! im surprised it isnt an offshoot of canon leafwings cuz this would be such a cool ability- especially since sandwings are the only tribe have cool tail things rn XDD

made an oc with em-beetle the sassy young prince >:D (AA IDK HOW MUCH I CHANGED BOUT THE TRIBE SORRY IF I DID SMTHIN WRONG 💀)

I HAVE SO MANY FANTRIBE IDEAS IDK WHERE TO GET STARTED SO ILL SHARE THEM WITH YALL

betta fish seawing?? JELLY FISH SEAWING???? raptor-like bodies (or just bipedal lolol) dodo dragons >:) season changer? SUGAR GLIDER WINGS sorta mantis-like arms? bird legs ehehe stained glass wings?? microraptor-like wings/feathers FLOWER TAIL >:D elephant-like tusks? cuthulu-like face tentacles lolol no eyes (but with like big ears,whiskers or echolocation so they can 'see') able to puff up like a frog manta ray-like wings POUQUIPINE SPIKES ONG I WOULD LOVE TO SEE THIS tree branch horns/tail weird shrimp ahh big/wildcat-like? cougar,snow leopard,cheetah,etc p l a t y p u s some sorta antelope? mayeb a warthog A WHOLE TRIBE BUT EVERYONE IS A DIFF DOMESTIC/WILD DOG >:D

lolol im just naming animals now so why not just name random stuff that inspires me: beavers walrus penguin manatee lobster hummingbird tapir anteater mountain goat rabbit fox lionfish barn owl xeric shrubland redwood forest boreal forest overgrown cliffs coastal cliffs

aint gonna lie i thought i would have more deer plushies (GAUAHAHAAA ITS ALL XMAS FAULT WHY DO DEER HAVE TO BE XMASSY AND NOT JUST DEER >:()

dont mind the bison i just wanted to include him cuz he was my only one of that species n close enough to an elk for me lolol

also like what is up with no plushies being female deer??? they pretty cool too and fawns need a momma :((

I WANT UUUUU TO GET A PLUSHIE OF YOUR KINTYPE/MOST SIMILAR TO YOUR KINTYPE (TRUST ME U WONT REGRET IT)

guhhhh how tf do u draw an elk hoof pointing

I WENT TO KWITES INSTA FOR THE FIRST TIME (WHY DIDNT I BEFORE-) AND IM LITTERALLY THE ENTIRE WIKI FOR GENDER ENVY BECAUSE ??? BUT LIKE I JUST IDK I CANT DISCRIBE IT IDK AIUKBJDLAS ,MNSJDBHUWVYAIGF DVKHJWMNDABHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

anyways might do a face reveal because i feel slay and very masc cuz somebody in public 2 days ago (A TOTAL STRANGER!!) saw a nametag i wrote on (it was like an event idk school shi) that said 'any name any/all' (my most common prefs) AND CALLED ME CARL LIKE- I LOVED IT??? WHY?????? (LMAO THE NAME THO- STILL LOVED IT) AM I GENDERFLUID WHAT IS GOING ON I WANT TO BE A GUY BUT ALSO A GIRL AND KEEP MY COOL EPIC HOT GIRL BODY BUT I JUST WANNA BE GUY AND SEEN AS GUY IDFK

KWITE GIVES ME SO MUCH HOPE THO THAT ITS POSSIBLE LIKE TYSM(??) I LOVE U MATE IF UR READING THIS /LITTERALLY THE MOST POSITIVE TONETEXT EVER POSSIBLE

YALL NEED TO SEE A PEDETES RN THEY ARE LIKE JERBOAS BUT SO MUCH CUTER AND MORE RABBITY IDK HOW TO DISCRIBE THIS WEIRD AHH GOOB BUT I LOVE THEM SM *shoves the pedetes in your face x100* they also known as the springhare cuz kangaroo leg thingi >:D

theres also like no documentaries on them which should be a crime cuz i wanna listen all about them and see how they act T_T