Was Walking Down The Hall Then I Saw And Tried To Look Away From Him And Pretend I Didnt See Him.....but

It's killing me how I love him so much yet I can't even talk with him properly.

I really wanna see him can the weekend and exam week please just be over already😭

Y’all please help me. What do you guys even talk about with your tc’s one on one (except asking them to explain a question etc.) I literally have so many opportunities to just go up to him and talk and I have so much I’m curious about but the problem is I don't have any idea what to talk about, I don't want to bother him and I’m so nervous & shy. Any suggestions? My messages are always open pls help someone in need 😭

It’s not certain which teacher will enter my class’ French lessons next year. What if it’s not him? Oh my gosh. I literally wouldn’t be able to take it. Please please please let him be my French teacher next year as well, this is one of my biggest wishes right now. There is a high chance that another teacher might enter therefore I’m really scared. I’d be devastated because I cherish every moment of his lessons.

It’s a bit concerning and bitter that I can picture myself a few years from now, on a plane on my way to move to France (my tc is French and teaches French) after graduating and just thinking about him on my way. Will the whole city remind me of him? Will I find a glimpse of him on the streets of France? Will I be able to forget him or will this longing always remain? Will I never see him again? :( I don’t even have his number or anything but there’s a while until I graduate and maybe I’ll ask sometime. It’s just so distressing for me.

I wish I could talk to him and ask him the millions of questions I have.

Me after not seeing him for 2 days 😍 (I don’t need help I need to see him)

I was checking my exam with my tc (which unfortunately didn't last very long since I made like two mistakes) and after we were done he just flashed me the cutest smile and said “the highest mark so far” LIKE SIR OMG NEXT TIME I’LL GET 100 CAUSE WOW OMG

No because having a tc did kinda mess me up in the head a little bit. Like why am I, a minor out here knowing damn well it’s wrong and illegal but deep down still hoping that he finds me pretty and feeding into my own delusions. Like dear me, please quit already 😭 I didn’t even have a thing for older men before I met my tc but my brain chemistry was altered the moment I met him, like wtf happened and why did it happen.

Someone Like You by Adele literally describes it. I know it’s impossible for us to happen but maybe one day I’ll find someone like him closer to my age.