mcu + improvised scenes
Koichi is a Real Fan ™
‘i don’t want normal, and easy, and simple, i want… i want painful, difficult, devastating, life-changing, extraordinary love.’ (insp.)
Futaba: Makoto, there’s a shadow on your left! Not you, the other one!
Makoto Niijima: Ren, I don’t think you thought this team formation through…
Makoto Yuki: Yeah, this is bound to get confusing.
Ren: Relax, it’ll be fine, right Yusuke?
Yusuke & Yosuke: Yeah.
Ren: Ok, I think I’m beginning to see your point.
After over four years of development and a significant amount of setbacks including an actual fire, Backstage Pass is officially released!
Some things in this game: - Four dateable guys - Three secret routes - 80+ CGs - A changeable wardrobe for the heroine that reflects in the gameplay - Voiced Cast (English) - Animated OP and ED - Cupcakes - Lots of true industry stories - A couple untrue industry stories
Play as makeup artist Sian Goodin as she balances work, school, and relationships. Or doesn’t. It’s up to you! Backstage Pass is currently available for Windows, Mac, and Linux.
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all the king’s men Working on this was kind of like mourning, but my heart still hurts a lot.
…MERRY CHRISTMAS? 8’D;;;;;;;;;;;
Art by JUNNY
one time i was hanging out with these two friends of mine, women i admire very much, and we reached this twilight zone moment where we realized that each of us had, at one point:
dated a man who treated us very badly
and for whom we made many sacrifices
and who we defended to our friends
because we needed to be supportive
of his “genius”
yes, he treated us badly but he was so smart and talented that maybe it was unfair to expect him to play by society’s rules, we told ourselves
and it felt kind of embarrassing to demand something as gauche as kindness (ugh) or maturity
from a “genius”
we lived in fear of being The Nagging Girlfriend/Wife Who Doesn’t Understand Her Man’s Unique Vision.
you know, the woman from the first half of any biopic about a great man. the first wife, the one he divorces before act two.
instead we dreamed of being The Good, Supportive Girlfriend/Wife Who Knows Sometimes You Must Make Compromises.
you know, the woman from the later half of any biopic about a great man. the second or sometimes third wife, depending on how long he lived or how many affairs he had.
it was genuinely chilling, because the longer we talked, the more it felt like all three of us had been handed the same invisible and very detailed script. we are all extremely liberal feminists and yet we’d still bought the whole narrative hook line and sinker, and i don’t think any of us fully realized how fucked up it was until we heard it from each other’s mouths.
i should note, maybe, that these two friends of mine are two of the most brilliant, talented, competent people i know. they were, in both cases, just as brilliant as the boy they sacrificed for. also they were, in both cases, capable of maintaining this brilliance while still tending to their own needs like an adult and treating the people around them with a fundamental level of respect.
so in case it helps anyone out there right now, struggling white knuckled to last into the second half of an imagined Great Man biopic: there is no level of intelligence or skill high enough to exempt a man (or a woman or anyone anywhere else on the gender spectrum) from the basic requirements of human decency. i don’t care if he is moving shit around with the power of his mind like matilda, he still has to say “please” and “thank you” and consider the feelings of the people around him. if he cannot or will not do these things, he is not a genius, he is a baby. AT BEST.
also, you are not the love interest of this movie. you are the fucking protagonist.
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Koichi’s view of the world is so utterly warped–and if you had a hard time understanding that before, seeing it through his eyes might help enlighten you. It’s not just his views on marriage that are “different,” it’s his entire worldview that is so horribly skewed.
As usual, the pacing isn’t the best–some parts feel a little rushed, especially since his main route is the longest (of the PoVs that have been released) and yet his point of view for it is crammed into 6 chapters. But that doesn’t mean it’s not worth playing.
I recommend this to people who are Koichi fans already, or who want to try to understand him better. If you really don’t like this character, you probably won’t like this route.
Imagine being raised as the only child in a household where your father openly cheats on your mother. At first you feel angry and betrayed because you’re forced to idly watch one of the people you love the most suffering at the hands of one of the people that is supposed to love them the most. What’s worse is that no one ever talks about it, it’s the elephant in the room that no one will acknowledge.
Eventually you bottle up those feelings because after years, you have come to accept that this is normal. Marriage is just a social contract of convenience. It’s a partnership for mutual benefit, but it doesn’t have anything to do with love. After all, you’ve never seen a marriage with love in it because the only one you have been exposed to is your parents’ marriage.
“She must have been raised in a caring environment.” This is one of the first things Koichi comments on when he meets MC and subsequently decides to marry her. It’s almost spoken like a monotone observation, and yet it’s the fundamental basis for the misunderstandings between them.
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