I Feel Like An Unlovable And Unlucky Person

I do not believe anyone when they tell me they love me

hi, i feel alone and i want attention

...and love

...and kisses

...and maybe hugs

...and please stay with me until i fall asleep

Intro

Name: I have many names Cherry, Carmilla, and manessa

Gender:Cisgender

pronouns: she/her

Sexuality: Busexual currently taken I’m not into poly

Diagnosis: PTSD, Schizotypal personality disorder, Asd,ADHD (I DO NOT VALIDATE SELF DIAGNOSING AND NO ITS NOT VALID I DO NOT CARE)

hobbies: reading, making meditation music on YouTube, Roblox, watching history videos, music: goth, break core, bachata, cumbia, metal

I support Satanists and those into the occult, do not dm me about your abrahamic faiths I will block or troll you

all about me ahh post

introduction ahh post

let’s all love lain :)

Can someone recommend goth music especially female lead singers or solo female singers

I need psychosis friends

Me to my man

I was crying yesterday I’m tired of having schizotypal personality disorder, I’m tired of accusing people of stuff, I’m tired of being paranoid, I’m tired of thinking people are doing rituals on me, I’m tired of thinning entities are watching me

it feels good to burn your skin with hot water

in my schizotypal arc don’t approach me