I’ve Been Feeling An Entity Watching Me For The Past Couple Of Weeks

Sometimes I’m ashamed of having schizotypal personality disorder because when I do research, I see loads of serial killers and I think to myself will I become like them? 

its not psychosis its divine knowledge this time

I just want cuddles

I’m probably going to be alone for the rest of my life I cannot trust people

I burned my arm with hot water today and it felt good

Idk why I do it

I’m so glad we’re not friends anymore You were a pest :)

I want to hold organs and squish them

I will connect with the gods from my culture then I will have a deeper understanding of the divine feminine and be closer to mother once that takes place I will sacrifice my blood for her :) mother will love me then maybe I can even be a high priestess for her :)

I’ll make a list of songs I feel relate to schizotypal personality disorder

I don’t want the season to end on a bad episode :)