The hyperfixation demons are fixating
Oh nooo I just can't stop myseeelff 👁️🫦👁️
Uhh.... This is fanart of @idlingmoons ' OC, Sundowner. I can't art, please ignore.
Alts cuz I couldn't decide which eye shape looked better on which:
I keep noticing more and more things that are wrong with this. And I understand why you avoid drawing him, Moon. The fucking prongs killed me. (I also didn't realize that his smile is static so that's why there's two versions.)
This was also originally on paper:
Drawn on ibisPaint X, with my finger, for five and a half hours. I might be able to give a time lapse if anyone wants that....
No im actually concerned abt how you know when I need to drink water bc I forgot to refill the water bottle in my room and i tried to drink from it like 10 minutes ago
I had this on my wall to remind me to drink water and I just deadass register what I wrote
MY MARBLE HORNETS HCS (featuring no trauma!)
•Alex and Tim are trans men. One has top surgery while the other does not
•Alex had/ still has bad acne
•Brian goes for morning runs, keeping himself active is good for his mental health and keeps him motivated
•Jay has social anxiety and autism
•Tim actually likes to read a lot, being on his phone does almost nothing for him unless its to text his friends
•Their friendgroup is affectionate towards eachother because they’re just that comfortable. Brian is the one who initiates the most and he’s 100% a playful tease saying that they’re ‘falling in love’ with him. They are. This only makes them love him more
•Tim is someone who likes soft lighting, so string lights or lamps in a dark room over big bright lights anyday
•Jay has a caffeine problem, he tried coffee one day and it just stuck. Same goes for Alex with monster
•ALEX WAS A SCENE KID AT SOME POINT‼️
•They all do prank wars on one another, it CAN get annoying but its still fun and only lasts a day
•Playing with Tims hair is like his sleep switch, he’s passed tf out once someones fingers are scratching his scalp
•Brians favourite flavour of icecream is something like green apple, he’s always bummed that a lot of places don’t have it
•Jay has a specific routine he has to follow every night and morning, disrupting said routine can be upsetting for him (its the autism).
•THEY GO TO PRIDE PARADES WHEN THEY CAN
•They’ve all had that classic idea of “lets all live together someday” knowing damn well being in the same house together for even a week, would be hell. Dorms are just fine.
•Sleepovers consist of some of the best memories!
•Alex and Amy only lasted a total of 2 months
•Tim occasionally goes on hikes
•They took a beach trip once and buried Brian in the sand like a mermaid
•Jay for some reason is always cold whilst Tim is warm
•They borrow eachothers clothes whether its for comfort or warmth or even if they just wanna wear it
•Bran helps give Alex his T shots whilst Jay helps Tim and tbh they do switch depending on who’s with them at the time
•They have a conjoined playlist so that way they cant really fight over who has the aux in the car, they only listen to the joined one as a group
•Alex is much more affectionate when he’s sleepy and his words become loose since he’s so tired. He’ll compliment someone whilst half asleep and deny it the next day
•Jay doesn’t like sweet things often, they make him feel sick, but salty things he enjoys
•They’ve all shared a bed at least once, it was not comfortable in the slightest given they were spread out on ONE bed. They’d passed out watching something at a sleepover
•Tim is prone to nosebleeds
•Brian has this scent of like..a warm summer day and no one knows what the actual scent is
•Jay keeps a hanging polaroid line on his wall, they’re all dated and everything
Thats it for now, none of these are even that serious lmaoo just for fun :3 (bro my brain finna explode with these)
Being autistic and also a Hyperpop/breakcore/ect enjoyer is really funny bc the sounds of being outside in the real world are often so tiring to me but if I wanna unwind and have a good time I will listen to the the most unnatural noises conjured up by evil computers and specifically designed to make your head explode. awesome
Wait no you actually need to listen to the mind electric with the bass turned up.
It’s like
hrrggkkk the sound waves will damage my ears yes, but I think if I I turn them up more I might start levitating so… for science I shall play it at MAX VOLUME.
Please don’t actually play it on max volume. I have a headache now.
I am. actually going to lose it /pos THE. FUCKING
The "you claim to relish entropy/stuck detiorating endlessly, helplessly" bit in the bidding with the switching sides of the headphones is making me so normal. I am so. so normal about this
The vacuum just ate a cat toy and now it’s rattling and I really don’t know what to do bc it’s loud and annoying and I’m gonna try to get it out
I honestly love vacuuming because like noice canceling headphones blasting music and nice repetitive motions? Yes. The best combination to torment the little people in my brain.