When You Avoid Your Feelings, You Bury Your Passion

Try not to think of me when you are alone

Try not to think of me when she won’t do those things for you

Try not to think of me when you are tired of forcing your round psyche into her square hole

Try not to think of me when you realize you can’t find happiness pretending to be someone you’re not

Try not to think of me because I am trying not to think of you

Try not to think of me

No matter how hard I try Or the amount of willpower I manage to summon You will always be my weakness

It’s just nice to know once in a while you’re weak for me, too

The darkness in my head thick viscid pulling me under

I once thought you had come to banish the darkness It turns out you only came to snuff out my remaining light

I took the blame

And you were happy to let me

His possession wrapped around me like a warm coat, shielding me in a way it felt like only he could from my own frozen heart

11:11 and I'm wasting wishes on you again.

You think her kiss is magic One day you’ll learn it’s poison