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okay DESI CBSE KIDS ASSEMBLE especially those giving boards exams, PLEASE tell me if I'm the only one who literally has no fucking motivation left to study anything or are we all on the same boat? I've been a pretty studious person my entire life but all the uncertainty around the exams and the fucked up number of cases in our country is giving me so much anxiety. while the thought of going to give the exams is scary, unjust internal marking and assessment is also kinda scary and the thought of postponement and dragging this whole thing on is the scariest. in conclusion I do not know what I want, all I know is I want this to be over .
“Everyone has the ability to hurt. It’s the choice that matters.”
— Dead Beautiful, Yvonne Woon
“There is a form of ancient Latin called Latinum Mortuorum, which can only be spoken in the past tense. You couldn’t say ‘I am alive’; only 'I was alive.’ It was spoken by children, often orphans. For them, the present, the future- these realms of time didn’t exist. Instead they spent their lives looking backward. In essence, living in the past.”
— Yvonne Woon, Dead Beautiful
Everyone says love hurts, but that is not true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt.
— Meša Selimović
You are your own worst enemy. It is your negative thoughts that hold you back, nothing else.
— Leon Brown
Gunshot
She kept staring at the other presence in the room. She received the same attention back. Tension was high between them, irritated by the uncalled company.
“I asked you to leave,” she said. There was no reply, just two set of eyes looking intently at each other. Eventually losing her calm, she said.
“I’m tired of you being with me all the time. My friends are worried but you never let me visit them. I don’t even feel like myself with you,” she screamed, chest heaving in anger and desperation. But this was needed; she needed to know the damage of being with her.
“Please, please I beg you. Please leave me alone,” she cried when her words were met with silence, yet again. But it smirked at her, those vicious human teeth between the red lips.
Collecting herself together, she walked towards her table and pulled out the pistol she kept for emergency situations.
"I begged you. I still am. You leave me no options," she said as she loaded the pistol and pointed at it. Only to find a similar one towards her. But she didn't falter. Her fingers were ready to pull the trigger any moment, looking for fear in the eyes of her enemy.
She found none.
But she had to do it. In order for her own sanity. She braced herself one more time.
And she shot herself.
prompt 1300
What other profession thrives on failure? I can’t fail as a teacher. I can’t fail as a doctor. But if I fail as an artist, I become a better artist.
–Junot Diaz
“Behind every exquisite thing that existed, there was something tragic.”
-Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray
For the moment I am really very, very tired of everything — more than tired.
— Friedrich Nietzsche
'The silent nights of winter,
Have heard more sad stories
Than any other.'
- Ris, @crystal-snow019
"They'll wait if they have faith"
- Ris, @crystal-snow019
Do you?
"Can you remember who you were, before the world told you who you should be?"
Lunas-worlds-blog
“Listen, are you breathing just a little, and calling it a life?”
-Mary Oliver
“I will show you something different from either Your shadow at morning striding behind you Or your shadow at evening rising to meet you; I will show you fear in a handful of dust”
-T.S. Eliot, The Waste Land
"When life gives you lemons, save it. You never know when you'll need it to throw at someone's face."
- Ris, @crystal-snow019
“Maybe there is a beast… maybe it's only us.”
-William Golding, Lord of the Flies
“Kids, fiction is the truth inside the lie, and the truth of fiction is simple enough:
the magic exists!
- Stephen King
If that ain't true.
self-care is spending 90% of your day absorbed in fictional worlds/characters to avoid thinking about or engaging with your very real problems
“I wish you could watch yourself laugh, cry, and move. You always miss everything that makes people love you. You frown into the mirror a million times because of your lopsided grin, but if you saw yourself gazing up with that same funny look, I swear you’d love yourself too.”
— tara love / you hate you for the same reasons i love you
“To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that’s all.”
-Oscar Wilde
Highs, lows and in betweens.
#pascalcampion
Damn!
Prompt #469
“I couldn’t watch you die.’
‘You should have closed your eyes.’
{Submitted by: crimson-knuckled-queen}
"Sometimes when you're worn down, day after day, relentlessly, with no reprieve for years piled on years, sometimes you lose everything but the ability to cry"
- This Song Will Save Your Life, Leila Sales
LGBT+ Books Recommendations
Carry On - Rainbow Rowell: m/m, fantasy
Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe - Benjamin Alire Sáenz: m/m, ya
Whatever - S.J. Goslee: m/m, ya
Boy Meets Boy - David Levithan: m/m, ya
More Than This - Patrick Ness: m/m, scifi
One of Us is Lying - Karen M. McMannus: m/m, ya-thriller
What If It´s Us - David Levithan & Becky Albertalli: m/m, ya
Simon Vs. the Homo Sapiens Agenda - Becky Albertalli: m/m, ya
Leah on the Offbeat - Becky Albertall: f/f, ya
We Are Okay - Nina LaCour: f/f, ya
Girls Made of Snow and Glass - Melissa Bashardoust: f/f, fantasy
Of Fire and Stars, Audrey Coulthurst: f/f, fantasy
Broken Things - Lauren Oliver: f/f, ya-thriller
That´s Not What Happened - Kody Keplinger: ace, ya
Without you...
You need to break sometimes, to grow even stronger.
You need to let go in life, to receive better things.
"She let out the tears of pain she was holding in for a long time...
And before she knew it, she was drowning in it."
- Ris, @crystal-snow019
"She placed a smile on her lips but she couldn't remove the tears in her eyes...
It didn't matter cause no one ever noticed."
- Ris @crystal-snow019
I was kissed by the moon a few times,
A lost guy in search of a little affection,
To be in such dire need of tenderness,
She lighted up my soul with a single kiss,
But wouldn’t leave the sky for me.
- DG