๐จ๐ธ๐พ๐ป ๐ฑ๐ฎ๐ช๐ป๐ฝ ๐ซ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฝ ๐ท๐ธ๐ฝ ๐ฏ๐ธ๐ป ๐ธ๐ท๐ฎ, ๐ซ๐พ๐ฝ ๐ฝ๐๐ธ
~~~ ๐๐ป ๐๐ต๐ถ๐ฐ๐ต ๐๐จ๐ ๐ฃ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฅ๐ค ๐๐๐๐๐ค ๐๐ ๐ฃ ๐ฅ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ค๐ฅ ๐๐๐ฆ๐๐๐ฅ๐๐ฃ ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ฆ๐๐๐ช.
Relationships: Recom! Miles Quaritch x Sully! Reader x Recom! Lyle Wainfleet
Warning: Polyamorous relationship. Angst. Enemies to Lovers. Slow burn. Falling in love. Redemption arc. Canon deaths (but not really). Romance. Smut. Jealousy. Threesome. Anal(both F & M receiving). Mention of suicide, self harm, depression, anxiety. PTSD. Feelings being revealed. Jake and Neytiri not being good parents to reader. Reader being a motherly figure to Spider.
(๐ผ๐NOT ON A SCHEDULE! DEALING WITH LIFE๐ผ๐)
Prologue: https://www.tumblr.com/adoreeenina/730437661322608640/i-wanna-be-yours-prologue
Chapter 1: https://www.tumblr.com/adoreeenina/730514148836966400/i-wanna-be-yours-ch-1
Chapter 2: https://www.tumblr.com/adoreeenina/730788062006755328/i-wanna-be-yours-ch-2
Chapter 3: https://www.tumblr.com/adoreeenina/731073519008563200/i-wanna-be-yours-ch-3
Chapter 4: https://www.tumblr.com/adoreeenina/731324689904959488/i-wanna-be-yours-ch-4
Chapter 5: https://www.tumblr.com/adoreeenina/731788277142749184/i-wanna-be-yours-ch-5
Chapter 6: https://www.tumblr.com/adoreeenina/732356439483514880/i-wanna-be-yours-ch-6
Chapter 7: https://www.tumblr.com/adoreeenina/733206892944474112/i-wanna-be-yours-ch-7
Chapter 8: https://www.tumblr.com/adoreeenina/733361718204481536/i-wanna-be-yours-ch-8
Chapter 9: https://www.tumblr.com/adoreeenina/733665109236432896/i-wanna-be-yours-ch-9
Chapter 10: https://www.tumblr.com/adoreeenina/734048119499735040/i-wanna-be-your-ch-10
Chapter 11: https://www.tumblr.com/adoreeenina/734949122571927552/i-wanna-be-yours-ch-11
Chapter 12: https://www.tumblr.com/adoreeenina/736206099243548672/i-wanna-be-yours-ch-12
Chapter 13:(in progress)
-TBC-
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warnings: violence, underage drinking, substance use, verbal abuse, jealousy, forbidden relationship, enemies to lovers, gaslighting manipulation, kidnapping, drugging
stuck in a situation she never dreamed of, Neriah Heyward blurs the line between Kook and Pogue; Rafe Cameron a witness.
inspired by the last day of summer
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โ๏ฝก ๐น๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฏ๐ป ๐บ๐ฐ๐ซ๐ฌ ๐ถ๐ญ ๐ด๐ ๐ต๐ฌ๐ช๐ฒโ๏ฝกห
๐ฉYouโre deep in your electives, honor classes and pre-prep exams and you managed to juggle all of that with a part time job.
And somehow, through it all, you have a singular one-night stand, and get pregnant.
With an IUD in.
Also, by a vampire.
Allegedly.๐ช
๐ช๐ฏ๐จ๐ท๐ป๐ฌ๐น ๐ฐ๐ต๐ซ๐ฌ๐ฟ (๐๐๐) ;เฌ
i. liability โฆ lorde
ii. spinnin โฆ madison beer
iii. hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have โ but I have it โฆ lana del rey
iv. decode โฆ paramore
v. moves โฆ suki waterhouse (mild nsfw, MDNI)
vi. we canโt be friends โฆ ariana grande
vii. (wait for your love) โฆ ariana grande
viii. jade โฆ lolo zouaรฏ
ix . sometimes โฆ faye webster
x. silver lining โฆ the neighbourhood
SECOND ARCH
xi. colour of the trap โฆ miles kane
xii. high and dry โฆ radio head (20%)
For overall warnings please pleasseee read the tags on AO3 แฏโ This is a poly fic!! minors dni because thatโll make you straight up ugly and grossโ
image used for the posters does not depict what reader should or could look like! im a poc dark skinned woman who just likes the pics แกฃ๐ญฉ
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Pairing-Elijah*Smoke*Moore x BlackOC
A/N-If you guys have any suggestions or advice I would love to hear it sine I donโt know how to write smexy scenes that good also I love comments so leave those other than that I hope you enjoy lovelies
Summary-Arna returns to the Mississippi Delta and, upon visiting the Smokestack Twins juke joint, captures the attention of a former lover who still harbors some resentment over her departure.
Itโs late. Past two zara walk past her sister zara and stack. The juke jointโs about emptied out except for the broken bottles, and the blues.
Arna walk in slowโheels clicking like clock hands on hardwood, time rewinding with every stepโand she doesnโt look around. She knows exactly where he is.
The top deck. Alone. Brooding like a storm waiting to remember how to rain.
Smokeโs eyes find Arna before she even reach him. And she feel it. Like heat on skin, like gravity sharpening.
Yeah, you know I see you over there (ooh-ooh)
Girl, you caught my eye (yeah)
He doesnโt smile. He just leans back, one hand on the railing, cigarette barely touched, jaw clenched under the brim of that fedora. The way he watches her walk is criminal. She stand beside him. And she knows what heโs thinking.
Love the way you put it on
Girl, you got my attention
All of my attention, yes
โYou always this dressed up when you come to haunt a man?โ Smoke asks, voice thick as bourbon and twice as warm.
He looked her up and down, slow. The dress clings to her like a secret. โOnly when the ghostโs still breathinโ.โ
He laughs, but thereโs no joy in it. Just gruffness. โYou got a mean way of cominโ back, girl.โ
Tight black linen, sheer
Perked up in brassiere
Yeah, you got me, uh-huh, uh-huh
Burninโ up in here
She tilts her head. He's sweating. โSeems like someone didn't forget me,โ Arna teases.
Two black five-inch heels
Dressinโ to kill โem here
I ainโt sweatinโ these women here
The essence is missinโ here
Smoke shifts forward. His voice drops. โYou think I ainโt tried to forget you? Had every reason to. But damn if you donโt walk in like the ending I never got.โ
Arna stayed silent. Letting him get it out.
So Iโm ready to disappear
Letโs just go, my dear (mm)
She leaned in close, just enough to pull him back in with scent alone. โThen disappear with me.โ
His fingers tap the edge of the glass in front of him, untouched. โYou still dangerous.โ
Arna smiled. โOnly to men who lie to themselves.โ
โCause the way you put it on
Make me wanna take it off you
Got me so amazed, in awe
I donโt wanna wait, no (I donโt wanna wait)
The tensionโs tight, like the air just before thunder. They both feel it. The weight of memory. The ache of almost.
Nah, come on
I donโt wanna wait, but youโre stayinโ for the champagne
2 a.m. is creepinโ up, you know how to keep me up
โStill drinkinโ that bootleg you claim aged you?โ She tease.
โI been aged,โ he mutters. โLiquor just tries to keep up.โ
She touch his hand. Not soft. Not slow. Like she meant it. His pulse jumps under your fingers.
No, it wonโt be easy, but Iโll be here, believe me, yes (yeah)
She turninโ me up, am I not tipsy-turvy enough?
Baby, my vision gettinโ blurry, huh
Smoke stares at her like heโs memorizing her again. Like heโs starving.
Blurry enough, but I can still see and Iโm certain, ah-ah, mm
The way you light it up in here
Dress shimmer like the chandelier
Diamonds in your ear
โI never looked at nobody like I look at you,โ he says, low. โYou knew that. Still left.โ
Arna look him dead in the eye. โMaybe I wanted you to come find me.โ
You makinโ one thing very clear
And baby, when you put it on
Thereโs no competition
They both lean in at once. Magnetized. Dizzy. So close you forget what holding back ever felt like.
I watch you make a entrance, baby
Yes, and you can tell by my description (you fit it well, and girl)
โI wonโt never fail to mention it,โ Smoke says, voice cracking like vinyl. โWhat we were. What we still are.โ
I wonโt never fail to mention (how you polish every detail)
Losinโ time, tryna go the distance
You got all my attention, baby
Iโm ready to disappear
Letโs just go, my dear
He offers a hand. She take it.
No one says where theyโre going. Doesnโt matter. They already left the world behind the moment she walked in.
โCause the way you put it on
Make me wanna take it off you
Got me so amazed, in awe
I donโt wanna wait, no (I donโt wanna wait)
The door swings shut behind them. The blues music fades.
Nah, come on
I donโt wanna wait, but youโre stayinโ for the champagne
2 a.m., itโs creepinโ up, you know how to keep me up
Arna donโt look back. Neither does smoke .
The motel room is dim and dusty, lit only by the neon beer sign flickering through the blinds. Arna barely make it through the door before Smoke has her pinned against itโhat hitting the floor, mouth crashing into hers with the force of everything unspoken between them.
โThought you were just here to haunt me,โ he mutters against her throat. โDidnโt know you came to surrender.โ
Her breath catches in her throat. โI didnโt come to surrender.โ
He chuckles darkly. โThen Iโma take it.โ
One hand snakes up her thigh, dragging her dress high, while the other wraps tight around her jawโnot rough, but firm. Claiming. He forces her head back just enough to look in her eyes.
โYou want my attention?โ he growls. โYou got it, baby. All of it.โ
He spins her around, palms flat to the wood, her body pressed to the door as his hips grind up behind her. She can feel himโhard, thick, hungryโand her knees almost give out, but he doesnโt let her drop.
โYou donโt get to run this time,โ he whispers into Zaraโs ear, voice low and gritty. โYou gonna take everything I give you, understand?โ
She nod, breathless.
โNo, baby. Say it.โ
โI understand.โ
โGood.โ
He tears the dress down her shoulders, letting it puddle around her heels. His fingers slide between her legs, slow at firstโthen deeper, wetter, coaxing breathy moans out of her until sheโs arching into him. But just when she start to beg, he pulls away.
โYou think you make the rules, but this? This is my show.โ
She hear the sound of his zipper sliding. Then the thick head of him presses between your thighs.
โOpen up for me,โ he murmurs, guiding her legs apart with a knee.
And thenโhe fills her. One deep, devastating stroke that steals her breath.
โDamn,โ he groans into your neck. โTighter than I remember.โ
He doesnโt give you time to adjustโhe sets a rhythm, deep and slow at first, each thrust deliberate, punishing in how good it feels. Her fingers claw at the door, but Smoke just presses harder into her, one hand tangling in her hair, yanking her head back so he can watch her face in the mirror across the room.
โYou see what you do to me?โ he pants. โYou see how wild you make me?โ
Each word is a thrust. Each thrust is a promise.
He bends her forward, one hand gripping her hip, the other slipping under her belly to stroke her clit while he pounds into her from behindโrougher now, relentless.
โYou wanted my attention,โ he growls. โNow you got me losinโ my damn mind.โ
Her moans are ragged, pleading. He knows sheโs close, and it makes him even rougher, more possessive. He presses his chest to her back and whispers in her ear.
โDonโt you dare come โtil I say so.โ
โYou hear that, baby?โhe whispers. โMy pussy's talkinโ to me, hm,โ he groaned.
The control in his voice makes her knees buckleโbut he holds her up, pushing her harder, deeper, until the burn turns to bliss.
Then, finallyโโgive it to me, baby.โ
And she fall apart, shaking, crying out his name as he thrusts once, twice, then groans against her neck as he follows her over the edge.
Silence. Only the sound of breathing, tangled and spent.
He kisses the side of her neck, soft now. โTold you I never forgot you.โ
She canโt speak. Can barely stand.
โNext time you leave,โ he whispers, โyou better take me with you.โ
Literally ๐ญ
when its a true Velaryon reader and not a Strong Velaryon๐๐พ
moment of silence and only reblog as a petition for this to be real cause we all need โem hair back. iโm still not over his first hair and dread locks and now this? my jaw is wide open just like my leg fr. AND LOOK AT THE FUCKING SLUTTIEST CROPTOP?? HELLO โ๏ธ
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one-shot
Remmick x fem!reader
summary: In the heat-choked hush of the Mississippi Delta, you answer a knock you swore would never come. Remmickโunaging, unholy, unforgettableโreturns to collect what was promised. What follows is not romance, but ritual. A slow, sensual surrender to a hunger older than the Trinity itself.
wc: 13.1k
a/n: Listen. I didnโt mean to simp for Vampire Jack OโConnellโbut here we are. I make no apologies for letting Remmick bite first and ask questions never. Thank you to my bestie Nat (@kayharrisons) for beta reading and hyping me up, without her this fic wouldn't exist, everyone say thank you Nat!
warnings: vampirism, southern gothic erotica, blood drinking as intimacy, canon-typical violence, explicit sexual content, oral sex (f!receiving), first time, bloodplay, biting, marking, monsterfucking (soft edition), religious imagery, devotion as obsession, gothic horror vibes, worship kink, consent affirmed, begging, dirty talk, gentle ruin, haunting eroticism, power imbalance, slow seduction, soul-binding, immortal x mortal, he wants to keep her forever, she lets him, fem!reader, second person pov, 1930s mississippi delta, house that breathes, you will be fed upon emotionally & literally
tags: @xhoneymoonx134
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Mississippi Delta, 1938
The heat hadnโt broken in days.
Not even after sunset, when the sky turned the color of old bruises and the crickets started singing like they were being paid to. It was the kind of heat that soaked into the floorboards, that crept beneath your thin cotton slip and clung to your back like sweat-slicked hands. The air was syrupy, heavy with magnolia and something murkierโsoil, maybe. River water. Something that made you itch beneath your skin.
Your cottage sat just outside the edge of town, past the schoolhouse where you spent your days sorting through ledgers and lesson plans that no one but you ever really seemed to care about. It was modestโtwo rooms and a porch, set back behind a crumbling white-picket fence and swallowed by trees that whispered in the dark. A little sanctuary tucked into the Delta, surrounded by cornfields, creeks, and ghosts.
The kind of place a person could disappear if they wanted to. The kind of place someone could find youโฆif they were patient enough.
You stood in front of the sink, rinsing out a chipped enamel cup, your hands moving automatically. The oil lamp on the kitchen table flickered with each breath of wind slipping through the cracks in the warped window frame. A cicada screamed in the distance, then another, and then the whole world was humming in chorus.
And beneath itโbeneath the cicadas, and the wind, and the nightbirdsโyou felt something shift.
A quiet. Too quiet.
You turned your head. Listened harder.
Nothing.
Not even the frogs.
Your hand paused in the dishwater. Fingers trembling just a little. It wasnโt like you to be spooked by the dark. Youโd grown up in it. Learned to make friends with shadows. Learned not to flinch when things moved just out of sight.
But this?
This was different.
It was as if the night was holding its breath.
And thenโ
Knock. Knock. Knock.
Not loud. Not frantic. But final.
Your body went stiff. The cup slipped beneath the water and bumped the side of the basin with a hollow clink.
No one ever came this far out after sundown. No one butโ
You shook your head, almost hard enough to rattle something loose.
No.
He was gone. That part of your life was buried.
You made sure of it.
Still, your bare feet moved toward the door like they werenโt yours. Soft against the creaky wood. Slow. You reached for the small revolver you kept in the drawer beside the door frame, thumbed the hammer back.
Another knock. This time, softer. Almost...polite.
Your hand rested on the knob.
The porch light had been dead for weeks, so you couldnโt see who was waiting on the other side. But the airโsomething in the airโtold you.
It was him.
You didnโt answer. Not right away.
You stood there with your palm flat against the rough wood, your forehead nearly touching it tooโeyes shut, breath shallow. The air on the other side didnโt stir like it shouldโve. No footfalls creaking the porch. No shuffle of boots on sun-bleached planks. Just stillness. Waiting.
And underneath your ribs, something began to ache. Something you hadnโt let yourself feel in years.
You didnโt know his name, not back then. You only knew his eyesโgold in the shadows. Red when caught in the light. Like a firelight in the dark. Like a blood red moon through stained-glass windows.
And his voice. Low. Dragging vowels like syrup. A Southern accent that didnโt come from any map youโd ever seenโolder than towns, older than state lines. A voice that had told you, seven years ago, with impossible calm:
"Youโll know when itโs time."
You knew. Your hands trembled against your sides. But you didnโt back away. Some part of you knew how useless running would be.
The knob beneath your hand felt cold. Too cold for Mississippi in August.
You turned it.
The door opened slow, hinges whining like they were trying to warn you. You stepped back instinctivelyโjust one stepโand then he was there.
Remmick.
Still tall, still lean in that devastating wayโlike his body was carved from something hard and mean, but shaped to tempt. He wore a crisp white shirt rolled to the elbows, suspenders hanging loose from his hips, and trousers that looked far too clean for a man who walked through the dirt. His hair was messy in that intentional way, brown and swept back like heโd been running hands through it all night. Stubble lined his sharp jaw, catching the lamplight just so.
But it was his face that rooted you to the floor. That hollowed out your breath.
Still young. Still wrong.
Not a wrinkle, not a scar. Not a mark of time. He hadnโt aged a day.
And his eyesโoh, God, his eyes.
They caught the lamp behind you and lit up red, bright and glinting, like the embers of a dying fire. Not human. Not even pretending.
"Hello, dove."
His voice curled into your bones like cigarette smoke. You didnโt answer. You couldnโt.
You hated how your body reacted.
Hated that you could still feel itโlike something old and molten stirring between your thighs, a flicker of the same heat youโd felt that night in the alley, back when you were too desperate to care what kind of creature answered your prayer.
He looked you over once. Not with hunger. With certainty. Like he already knew how this would end. Like he already owned you.
"You remember, donโt you?" he asked.
"I came to collect."
And your voiceโwhen it finally cameโwas little more than a whisper.
"You canโt be real."
That smile. That slight twitch at the corner of his mouth. Wolfish. Slow.
"You promised."
You wanted to shut the door. Slam it. Deadbolt it. But your hand didnโt move.
Remmick didnโt step forward, not yet. He stood just outside the threshold, framed by night and cypress trees and the distant flicker of heat lightning beyond the fields. The air around him pulsed with something oldโolder than the land, older than you, older than anything you could name.
He tilted his head the way animals do, watching you, letting the silence thicken like molasses between you.
"Still living out here all on your own," he murmured, gaze drifting over your shoulders, into the small, tidy kitchen behind you. "Hung your laundry on the line this morning. Blue dress, lace hem. Favorite one, ainโt it?"
Your stomach clenched. That dress hadnโt seen a neighborโs eye all week.
"You've been watching me," you said, your voice low, unsure if it was accusation or realization.
"Iโve been waiting," he said. "Not the same thing."
You swallowed hard. Your breath caught in your throat like a thorn. The wind shifted, and you caught the faintest trace of somethingโdried tobacco, smoke, rain-soaked dirt, and beneath it, the iron-sweet tinge of blood.
Not fresh. Not violent. Justโฆpresent. Like it lived in him.
"I paid my debt," you whispered.
"No, you survived it," he said, stepping up onto the first board of the porch. The wood didnโt creak beneath his weight. "And thatโs only half the bargain."
He still hadnโt crossed the threshold.
The stories came back to you, the ones whispered by old women with trembling hands and ash crosses pressed to their doorwaysโvampires couldnโt enter unless invited. But you hadnโt invited him, not this time.
"You donโt have permission," you said.
He smiled, eyes flashing red again.
"You gave it, seven years ago."
Your breath hitched.
"I was a girl," you said.
"You were desperate," he corrected. "And honest. Desperation makes people honest in ways they canโt be twice. You knew what you were offering me, even if you didnโt understand it. Your promise had teeth."
The wind pushed against your back, as if urging you forward.
Remmick stepped closer, just enough for the shadows to kiss the line of his throat, the hollow of his collarbone. His voice dropped, intimate nowโdragging across your skin like a fingertip behind the ear.
"You asked for a miracle. I gave it to you. And now Iโm here for whatโs mine."
Your heart thudded violently in your chest.
"I didnโt think youโd come."
"Thatโs the thing about monsters, dove." He leaned down, lips almost grazing the curve of your jaw. "We always do."
And thenโ
He stepped back.
The wind stopped.
The night fell quiet again, like the world had paused just to watch what youโd do next.
"Iโll wait out here till youโre ready," he said, turning toward the swing on your porch and settling into it like he had all the time in the world. "But donโt make me knock twice. Wouldnโt be polite."
The swing groaned beneath him as it rocked gently, back and forth.
You stood there frozen in the doorway, one bare foot still inside the house, the other brushing the edge of the porch.
Youโd made a promise.
And he was here to keep it.
The door stayed open. Just enough for the night to reach inside.
You didnโt move.
Your body stood still but your mind wanderedโback to that night in the alley, to the smell of blood and piss and riverwater, your knees soaked in your brotherโs lifeblood as you screamed for help that never came. Except it did. It came in the shape of a man who didnโt breathe, didnโt blink, didnโt make promises the way mortals did.
It came in the shape of him.
You thought time would wash it away. That the years would smooth the edges of his voice in your memory, dull the sharpness of his presence. But now, with him just outside your door, it all returned like a fever dreamโhot, all-consuming, too real to outrun.
You turned away from the threshold, slowly, carefully, as if the floor might cave in under you. Your hands trembled as you reached for the oil lamp on the table, adjusting the flame lower until it flickered like a dying heartbeat.
The silence behind you dragged, deep and waiting. He didnโt speak again. Didnโt call for you.
He didnโt have to.
You moved through the house in slow circles. Touching things. Straightening them. Folding a dishcloth. Setting a book back on the shelf, even though youโd already read it twice. You tried to pretend you werenโt thinking about the man on your porch. But the heat of him pressed against the back of your mind like a hand.
You could feel him out there. Not just physicallyโbut in you, somehow. Like the air had shifted around his shape, and the longer he lingered, the more your body remembered what it had felt like to stand in front of something not quite human and still want.
You passed the mirror in the hallway and paused.
Your reflection looked undone. Not in the way your hair had fallen from its pin, or the flush across your cheeks, but deeperโlike something inside you had been cracked open. You touched your own throat, right where you imagined his mouth might go.
No bite.
Not yet.
But you swore you could feel phantom teeth.
You went back to the door, holding your breath, and looked at him through the screen.
He hadnโt moved. He sat on the swing, one leg stretched out, the other bent lazily beneath him, arms slung across the backrest like heโd always belonged there. A cigarette burned between two fingers, the tip flaring orange as he dragged from it. The scent of it hit youโrich, earthy, and somehow foreign, like something imported from a place no longer on the map.
He didnโt look at you right away.
Then, slowly, he did.
Red eyes caught yours.
He smiled, small and slow, like he was reading a page of you heโd already memorized.
"Thought youโd shut the door by now," he said.
"I should have," you answered.
"But you didnโt."
His voice curled into the quiet.
You stepped out onto the porch, barefoot, the boards warm beneath your soles. He didnโt move to greet you. He didnโt rise. He just watched you walk toward him like heโd been watching in dreams you never remembered having.
The swing groaned as you sat down beside him, a careful space between you.
His shoulder brushed yours.
You stared straight ahead, out into the night. A mist was beginning to rise off the distant fields. The moon hung low and orange like a wound in the sky.
Somewhere in the bayou, a whippoorwill called, long and mournful.
"How long have you been watching me?" you asked.
"Since before you knew to look."
"Why now?"
He turned toward you. His voice was velvet-wrapped iron.
"Because nowโฆyouโre ripe for the pickinโ.โ
You didnโt remember falling asleep.
One moment you were on the porch beside him, listening to the slow groan of the swing and the way the crickets held their breath when he exhaled, the next you were waking in your bed, the sheets tangled around your legs like they were trying to hold you down.
The house was too quiet.
No birdsong. No creak of the windmill out back. No rustle of the sycamores that scraped against your bedroom window on stormy nights.
Just stillness.
And scent.
It clung to the cotton of your nightdress. Tobacco smoke, sweat, rain. Him.
You sat up slowly, pressing your hand to your chest. Your heart thudded like it was trying to remember who it belonged to. The lamp beside your bed had burned down to a stub. A trickle of wax curled like a vein down the side of the glass.
Your mouth tasted like smoke and guilt. Your thighs ached in that low, humming wayโthough you couldnโt say why. Nothing had happened. Not really.
But something had changed.
You felt it under your skin, in the place where blood meets breath.
The floor was cool under your feet as you moved. You didnโt dress. Just pulled a robe over your slip and stepped into the hallway. The house felt heavier than usual, thick with the ghost of his presence. Every corner held a whisper. Every shadow a shape.
You opened the front door.
The porch was empty.
The swing still rocked gently, as if someone had only just stood up from it.
A folded piece of paper lay on the top step, weighted down by a smooth river stone.
You picked it up with trembling hands.
Come.
That was all it said. One word. But it rang through your bones like gospel. Like a vow.
You looked out across the field. A narrow dirt road stretched beyond the tree line, overgrown but clear. Youโd never dared follow it. That road didnโt belong to you.
It belonged to him.
And nowโฆso did you.
You didnโt bring anything with you.
Not a suitcase. Not a shawl. Not a Bible tucked under your arm for comfort.
Just yourself.
And the road.
The hem of your slip was already damp by the time you reached the edge of the field. Dew clung to your ankles like cold fingers, and the earth was soft beneath your feetโfresh from last nightโs storm, the kind that never really breaks the heat, only deepens it. The moon had gone down, but the sky was beginning to bruise with that blue-black ink that comes before sunrise. Everything smelled like wet grass, magnolia, and the faint rot of old wood.
The path curved, narrowing as it passed through trees that leaned in too close. Their branches kissed above you like they were whispering secrets into each otherโs leaves. Spanish moss hung like veils from the oaks, dripping silver in the fading dark. It made the world feel smaller. Quieter. As if you were walking into something sacredโor something doomed.
A crow cawed once in the distance. Sharp. Hollow. You didnโt flinch.
There was no sound of wheels. No car waiting. Just the road and the fog and the promise you'd made.
And then you saw it.
The house.
Tucked deep in the grove, half-swallowed by vines and time, it rose like a memory from the earth. A decaying plantation, left to rot in the wet belly of the Delta. Its bones were still beautifulโwhite columns streaked with black mildew, a grand porch that sagged like a mouth missing teeth, shuttered windows with iron latches rusted shut. Ivy grew up the sides like it was trying to strangle the place. Or maybe protect it.
You stood there at the edge of the clearing, breath caught in your throat.
Heโd brought you here.
Or maybe heโd always been here. Waiting. Dreaming of the moment youโd return to him without even knowing it.
A shape moved behind one of the upstairs curtains. Quick. Barely there.
You didnโt run.
Your bare foot found the first step.
It groaned like it recognized you.
The door was already open.
Not wideโjust enough for you to know it had been waiting.
And you stepped inside.
The air inside was colder.
Not the kind of cold that came from breeze or shadeโbut from stillness, from the absence of sun and time. A hush so thick it felt like you were walking underwater. Like the house had held its breath for decades and only now began to exhale.
Dust spiraled in the faint light seeping through fractured windows, casting soft halos through the dark. The wooden floor beneath your feet was warped and groaning, but clean. Not in any natural senseโthere was no broom that had touched these boards. No polish or soap.
But it had been kept.
The air didnโt smell like rot or mildew. It smelled like cedar. Like old leather. And deeper beneath that, like him.
He hadnโt lit any lamps.
Just the fireplace, burning low, glowing embers pulsing orange-red at the back of a cavernous hearth. The flame danced shadows across the faded wallpaper, peeling in long strips like dead skin. A high-backed chair faced the fire, velvet blackened from age, its silhouette looming like something alive.
You swallowed, lips dry, and stepped further in.
Your voice didnโt carry. It didnโt even try.
Remmick was nowhere in sight.
But he was here.
You could feel him in the walls, in the way the house seemed to lean closer with every step you took.
You passed through the parlor, past a dusty grand piano with one ivory key cracked down the middle. Past oil portraits too old to make out, their eyes blurred with time. Past a single vase of dried wildflowers, colorless now, but carefully arranged.
You paused in the doorway to the drawing room, your hand resting lightly on the frame.
A whisper of air moved behind you.
Thenโ
A hand.
Not grabbing. Not harsh. Just the light press of fingers against the small of your back, palm flat and warm through the thin cotton of your slip.
You froze.
He was behind you.
So close you could feel his breath at your neck. Not warm, not coldโjust present. Like wind through a crack in the door. Like the memory of a touch before it lands.
His voice was low, close to your ear.
"You came."
You didnโt answer.
"You always would have."
You wanted to say no. Wanted to deny it. But you stood there trembling under his hand, your heartbeat so loud you were sure he could hear it.
Maybe that was why he smiled.
He stepped around you slowly, letting his fingers graze the side of your waist as he moved. His eyes glinted red in the firelight, catching on you like a flame drawn to dry kindling.
He looked at you like he was already undressing you.
Not your clothesโyour will.
And it was already unraveling.
Youโd suspected he wasnโt born of this soil.
Not just because of the way he movedโlike he didnโt quite belong to gravityโbut because of the way he spoke. Like time hadnโt worn the edges off his words the way it had with everyone else. His voice curled around vowels like smoke curling through keyholes. Rich and low, but laced with something older. Something foreign. Something that made the hair at the nape of your neck rise when he spoke too softly, too close.
He didnโt speak like a man from the Delta.
He spoke like something older than it.
Older than the country. Maybe older than God.
Remmick stopped in front of you, lit only by firelight.
His eyes had dulled from red to something deeperโlike old garnet held to a candle. His shirt was open at the collar now, suspenders hanging slack, the buttons on his sleeves rolled to his elbows. His forearms were dusted with faint scars that looked like they had stories. His skin was pale in the glow, but not lifeless. He looked like marble warmed by touch.
He studied you for a long time.
You werenโt sure if it was your face he was reading, or something beneath it. Something you couldnโt hide.
"You look just like your mother," he said finally.
Your breath caught.
"You knew her?"
A soft smirk curled at the corner of his mouth.
"Iโve known a lot of people, dove. I just never forget the ones with your blood."
You didnโt ask what he meant. Not yet.
There was something heavy in his toneโsomething laced with memory that stretched back far further than it should. You had guessed, years ago, in the sleepless weeks after that alleyway miracle, that he was not new to this world. That his youth was a trick of the skin. A lie worn like a mask.
Youโd read every folklore book you could get your hands on. Every whisper of vampire lore scratched into the margins of ledgers, stuffed between church hymnals, scribbled on the backs of newspapers.
Some said they aged. Slowly. Elegantly.
Others said they didnโt age at all. That they existed outside time. Beyond it.
You didnโt know how old Remmick was.
But something in your bones told you the truth.
Five hundred. Six hundred, maybe more.
A man who remembered empires. A man who had watched cities rise and burn. Who had danced in plague-slick ballrooms and kissed queens before they were beheaded. A man who had lived so long that names no longer mattered. Only debts. And blood.
And youโd given him both.
He stepped closer now, slow and deliberate.
"Yer heartโs gallopinโ like it thinks Iโm here to take it."
You flinched. Not because he was wrong. But because he was right.
"You said you didnโt want my blood," you whispered.
"I donโt." He tilted his head. "Not yet."
"Then what do you want?"
His smile didnโt reach his eyes.
"You."
He said it like it was a simple thing. Like the rain wanting the river. Like the grave wanting the body.
You swallowed hard.
"Why me?"
His gaze dragged down your frame, unhurried, like a man admiring a painting heโd stolen once and hidden from the world.
"Because you belong to me. You gave yourself freely. No bargainโs ever tasted so sweet."
Your throat tightened.
"I didnโt know what I was agreeing to."
"You did," he said, softly now, stepping close enough that his chest nearly brushed yours. "You knew. Your soul knew. Even if your head didnโt catch up."
You opened your mouth to protest, to say something, anything that would push back this slow suffocation of certaintyโ
But his hand came up to your jaw. Fingers feather-light. Not forcing. Just holding. Just there.
"And youโve been thinkinโ about me ever since," he said.
Not a question. A statement.
You didnโt answer.
He leaned in, his breath ghosting over your cheek, his voice a rasp against your ear.
"You dream of me, donโt you?"
Your hands trembled at your sides.
"I donโtโ"
"You wake wet. Ache in your belly. You donโt know why. But I do."
You let your eyes fall shut, shame burning behind them like fire.
"Fuckinโ knew it," he murmured, almost reverent. "You smell like want, dove. You always have.โ
His hand didnโt move. It just stayed there at your jaw, thumb ghosting slow along the hollow beneath your cheekbone. A touch so gentle it made your knees ache. Because it wasnโt the roughness that undid youโit was the restraint.
He couldโve taken.
He didnโt.
Not yet.
His gaze held yours, slow and unblinking, red still smoldering in the center of his irises like the dying core of a flame that refused to go out.
"Say it," he murmured.
Your lips parted, but nothing came.
"I can smell it," he said, voice low, rich as molasses. "Your shame. Your want. Youโve been livinโ like a nun with a beast inside her, and no one knows but me."
You hated how your breath stuttered. Hated more that your thighs pressed together when he said it.
"Why do you talk like that," you whispered, barely able to get the words out, "like you already know what Iโm feeling?"
His fingers slid down, grazing the side of your neck, stopping just before the pulse thudding there.
"Because I do."
"Thatโs not fair."
He smiled, slow and crooked, nothing kind in it.
"No, dove. It ainโt."
You hated him.
You hated how beautiful he was in this light, sleeves rolled, veins prominent in his arms, shirt hanging open just enough to show the faint line of a scar that trailed beneath his collarbone. A body shaped by time, not by vanity. Not perfect. Just true. Like someone carved him for a purpose and let the flaws stay because they made him real.
He looked like sin and the sermon that came after.
Remmick moved closer. You didnโt retreat.
His hand flattened over your sternum now, right above your heartbeat, the warmth of him pressing through the cotton of your slip like it meant to seep in. He leaned down, mouth near yours, not kissing, just breathing.
"You gave yourself to me once," he said. "Iโm only here to collect the rest."
"You saved my brother."
"I saved you. You just didnโt know it yet."
A shiver rippled down your spine.
His hand moved lower, skimming the curve of your ribs, hovering just at the soft flare of your waist. You could feel the heat rolling off him like smoke from a coalbed. His body didnโt radiate warmth the way a manโs shouldโbut something older. Wilder. Like the earthโs own breath in summer. Like the hush of a storm right before it split the sky.
"And if I tell you no?" you asked, barely more than a breath.
His eyes flicked to yours, unreadable.
"Iโll wait."
You werenโt expecting that.
He smiled again, this time softer, almost cruel in its patience.
"Iโve waited centuries for sweeter things than you. But that donโt mean I wonโt keep my hands on you โtil you change your mind."
"You think I will?"
"You already have."
Your chest rose sharply, breath stung with heat.
"You think this is love?"
He laughed, low and dangerous, the sound curling around your ribs.
"No," he said. "This is hunger. Love comes later."
Then his mouth brushed your jawโnot a kiss, just the graze of lips against skinโand every nerve in your body arched to meet it.
Your knees buckled, barely.
He caught your waist in one hand, steadying you with maddening ease.
"Iโm gonna ruin you," he whispered against your throat, his nose dragging lightly along your skin. "But Iโll be so gentle the first time youโll beg me to do it again."
And God help youโ
You wanted him to.
The house didnโt sleep.
Not the way houses were meant to.
It breathed.
The walls exhaled heat and memory, the floors creaked even when no one stepped, and somewhere in the rafters above your room, something paced slowly back and forth, back and forth, like a beast too restless to settle. The kind of place built with its own pulse.
Youโd spent the rest of the nightโif you could call it thatโin a room that wasnโt yours, wearing nothing but a cotton shift and your silence. You hadnโt asked for anything. He hadnโt offered.
The room was spare but not cruel. A basin with a water pitcher. A four-poster bed draped in a netting veil to keep out the bugsโor the ghosts. The mattress was soft. The sheets smelled faintly of cedar, firewood, and something else you didnโt recognize.
Him.
You didnโt undress. You lay on top of the blanket, fingers threaded together over your belly, the thrum of your heartbeat like a second mouth behind your ribs.
Your door had no lock. Just a handle that squeaked if turned. And you hated how many times your eyes flicked toward it. Waiting. Wanting.
But he never came.
And somehow, that was worse.
Morning broke soft and gray through the slatted shutters. The sun didnโt quite reach the corners of the room, and the light that filtered in was the color of dust and river fog.
When you finally stepped out barefoot into the hall, the house was already awake.
There was a scent in the airโcoffee. Burned sugar. The faintest curl of cinnamon. Something sizzling in a skillet somewhere.
You followed it.
The kitchen was enormous, all brick hearth and cast iron and a long scarred table in the center with mismatched chairs pushed in unevenly. A window hung open, letting in a breath of swamp air that rustled the lace curtain and kissed your ankles.
Remmick stood at the stove with his back to you, sleeves still rolled to the elbow, suspenders crossed low over his back. His shirt was half-unbuttoned and clung to his sides with the cling of heat and skin. He moved like he didnโt hear you enter.
You knew he had.
He reached for the pan with a towel over his palm and flipped something in the cast iron with a deft flick of the wrist.
"Hope you like sweet," he said, voice thick with morning. "Ainโt got much else."
You didnโt speak. Just stood there in the doorway like a ghost heโd conjured and forgotten about.
He turned.
God help you.
Even like this, barefoot, collar open, hair mussed from sleep or maybe just timeโhe looked unreal. Like a sin someone had tried to scrub out of scripture but couldnโt quite forget.
"Sleep alright?" he asked.
You gave a small nod.
He looked at you a moment longer. Thenโ
"Sit down, dove."
You moved toward the table.
His voice followed you, lazy but pointed.
"Thatโs the wrong chair."
You paused.
He nodded to one at the head of the tableโold, high-backed, carved with curling vines and symbols you didnโt recognize.
"That oneโs yours now."
You hesitated, then lowered yourself into it slowly. The wood groaned under your weight. The air in the kitchen felt thicker now, tighter.
He brought the plate to you himself.
Two slices of skillet cornbread, golden and glistening with syrup. A few wild strawberries sliced and sugared. A smear of butter melting slow at the center like a pulse.
He set the plate in front of you with a quiet care that felt almost obscene.
"You ainโt gotta eat," he said, leaning against the table beside your chair. "But I like watchinโ you do it."
You picked up the fork.
His eyes stayed on your mouth.
The cornbread was still warm.
Steam curled from it like breath from parted lips. The syrup pooled thick at the edges, dripping off the edge of your fork in slow, amber ribbons. It stuck to your fingers when you touched it. Sweet. Sticky. Sensual.
You brought the first bite to your mouth, slow.
Remmick didnโt speak. He didnโt need to. His eyes tracked the motion like a starving man watching someone elseโs feast.
The bite landed soft on your tongueโgolden crisp on the outside, warm and tender in the middle, butter melting into every pore. It was perfect. Unreasonably so. And somehow you hated that even more. Because nothing about this shouldโve tasted good. Not with him watching you like that. Not with your body still humming from the memory of his voice against your skin.
But you swallowed.
And he smiled.
"Good girl," he murmured.
You froze. The fork paused just above the plate.
"You donโt get to say things like that," you whispered.
"Why not?"
Your fingers tightened around the handle.
"Because it sounds like you earned it."
He chuckled, low and easy. A slow roll of thunder in his chest.
"Think I did. Think I earned every fuckinโ word after dragginโ you out that night and lettinโ you walk away without layinโ a hand on you."
You looked up sharply, heat crawling up your neck.
"You shouldnโt have touched me."
"I didnโt," he said. "But I wanted to. Still do."
Your breath caught.
His knuckles brushed the edge of your plate, slow, casual, like he had all the time in the world to make you squirm.
"And I know you want me to," he added, voice low enough that it coiled under your ribs and settled somewhere molten in your belly.
You pushed the plate away.
He didnโt flinch. Just reached forward and dragged it back in front of you like you hadnโt moved it at all.
"You eat," he said, gentler now. "You need it. House takes more from you than it gives."
You glanced around the kitchen, suddenly uneasy.
"You talk about it like itโs alive."
He gave a slow nod.
"It is. In a way."
"How?"
He looked down at your plate, then back at you.
"Youโll see."
You pushed another bite past your lips, slower this time, aware of the weight of his gaze with every chew, every swallow. You didnโt know why you obeyed. Maybe it was easier than defying him. Maybe it was because some part of you wanted him to keep watching.
When the plate was clean, he reached out and caught your wrist before you could stand.
Not hard. Not even firm. Justโฆinevitable.
"You full?" he asked, his voice all smoke and sin.
You nodded.
His eyes darkened.
"Then Iโll have my taste next."
Your breath lodged sharp in your throat.
He said it like it meant nothing. Like asking for your pulse was no more intimate than asking for your hand. But there was a glint in his eyeโred barely flickering now, but still thereโand it told you everything.
He was done pretending.
You didnโt move. Not right away.
His fingers were still wrapped around your wrist, light but unyielding, the pad of his thumb grazing the fragile skin where your pulse drummed loud and frantic. Like it wanted to leap out of your veins and spill into his mouth.
You swallowed hard.
"You said you didnโt want blood."
"I donโt."
"Then what do you want?"
"You."
You watched him now, trying to make sense of what you wanted.
And what terrified you was thisโ
You didnโt want to run.
You wanted to know how it would feel.
To give something he couldnโt take without permission.
To see if your body could handle the worship of a mouth like his.
Remmickโs other hand came up slow, brushing hair from your cheek, his knuckles rough and reverent.
"You said I smelled like want," you whispered.
"You do."
"What do you smell like?"
He leaned in, mouth near your throat again, his nose dragging along your skin, slow, as if he were drawing in the scent of your soul.
"Rot. Hunger. Regret," he said. "Old things that donโt die right."
You shivered.
"And still I want you," you breathed.
He pulled back just enough to look you in the eyes.
"Thatโs the worst part, ainโt it?"
You didnโt answer.
Because he was right.
His hand slid down to your elbow, then lower, tracing the curve of your waist through the thin fabric. His touch was warm now, or maybe your body had just given up trying to tell the difference between threat and thrill.
He guided you up from the chair.
Didnโt yank. Didnโt drag.
Just stood and took your hand like a dance was beginning.
"Come with me," he said.
"Where?"
"Somewhere I can kneel."
Your heart stuttered.
He led you through the house, down the long hallway past doorways that watched like eyes. The floor groaned underfoot, the air thickening around your shoulders as he brought you deeper into the homeโs belly. You passed portraits whose paint had faded to shadows, velvet drapes drawn tight, mirrors that refused to hold your reflection quite right.
The door at the end of the hall was already open.
Inside, the room was dark.
Just one candle lit, flickering low in a glass jar, its light catching the edges of something silver beside the bed. An old bowl. A cloth. A pair of gloves, yellowed from time.
A ritual.
Not violent.
Intimate.
Remmick turned toward you, his face bare in the soft light. He looked younger. More human. And somehow more dangerous for it.
"Sit," he said.
You sat.
He knelt.
And then his hands found your knees.
His hands rested on your knees like they belonged there. Not demanding. Not prying. Just there. Anchored. Reverent.
The candlelight licked up his jaw, catching in the hollows of his cheeks, the deep shadow beneath his throat. He didnโt look like a man. He looked like a story told by firelightโhalf-worshipped, half-feared. A sinner in the shape of a saint. Or maybe the other way around.
His thumbs made a slow pass over the inside of your thighs, just above the knee. Barely pressure. Barely touch. The kind of contact that made your breath feel too loud in your chest.
"Yer too quiet," he murmured.
"I donโt know what to say," you whispered back.
His gaze lifted, locking with yours, and in that moment the whole room seemed to still.
"Ya ainโt gotta say a damn thing," he said. "You just need to stay right there and let me show ya what I mean when I say I donโt want yer blood."
Your lips parted, but no sound came.
He leaned in, slow as honey in the heat, until his mouth hovered just above your knee. Then lower. His breath ghosted over your skin, warm and maddening.
You didnโt realize you were holding your breath until he pressed a single kiss just above the bone.
Your lungs stuttered.
His lips trailed higher.
Another kiss.
Then another.
Each one higher than the last, until your legs opened on instinct, until you felt the hem of your slip being eased upward by hands that moved with worshipful patience. Like he wasnโt just undressing youโhe was peeling back a veil. Unwrapping something sacred.
"You ever had someone kneel for ya?" he asked, voice rough now. Thicker.
You shook your head.
He smiled like he already knew the answer.
"Good. Let me be the first."
He kissed the inside of your thigh like it meant something. Like you meant something. Like your skin wasnโt just skin, but a prayer he intended to answer with his mouth.
The air was too hot. Your thoughts slid loose from the edges of your mind. All you could do was breathe and feel.
He looked up at you once more, red eyes burning low, and saidโ
"You gave yerself to me. Let me taste what I already own."
And then he bowed his head, mouth meeting the softest part of you, and the rest of the world disappeared.
His mouth touched you like heโd been dreaming of it for years. Like heโd earned it.
No rush. No hunger. Just that first velvet press of his lips against the tender center of you, reverent and slow, like a kiss to a wound or a confession. He moaned, low and guttural, into your skinโand the sound of it vibrated up through your spine.
He parted you with his thumbs, just enough to taste you deeper. His tongue slipped between folds already slick and aching, and he groaned again, this time with something like gratitude.
"Sweet as I fuckinโ knew youโd be," he rasped, voice hot against your core.
Your hands gripped the edge of the chair. Wood bit into your palms. Your head tipped back, eyes fluttering shut as your thighs trembled around his shoulders.
He didnโt stop.
He licked you with patience, with purpose, like he was reading scripture written between your legsโeach flick of his tongue slow and deliberate, every pass perfectly placed, building pressure inside you with maddening precision.
And all the while, he watched you.
When your head dropped forward, you found him staring up at you. Red eyes glowing low, heavy-lidded, mouth glistening, jaw tense with restraint. He looked ruined by the taste of you.
"Look at me," he said. "Wanna see you fall apart on my tongue."
Your breath hitched, hips rocking forward on instinct, chasing his mouth. He growled low and deep in his chest, gripping your thighs tighter.
"Thatโs it, dove," he murmured. "Donโt run from it. Give it to me."
He flattened his tongue and dragged it slow, then circled the swollen peak of your clit with the tip, teasing you to the edge and pulling back just before it broke.
You whined. Desperate.
He smirked against your cunt.
"You want it?" he asked, voice thick. "Say it."
Your lips barely formed the wordโ"Please."
He hummed in approval.
Then he devoured you.
No more teasing. No more pacing. Just his mouth fully locked on you, tongue relentless now, lips sealing around your clit while two fingers slid into you with that obscene, perfect pressure that made your body jolt.
You cried out, gasping, your thighs tightening around his head as the world tipped sideways.
"Thatโs it," he groaned, curling his fingers just right. "Cum fโr me, girl. Let me taste whatโs mine."
And when it hitโ
It hit like a fever. Like lightning. Like your soul cracked in half and bled straight into his mouth.
You broke with a cry, hips bucking, your fingers tangled in his hair as wave after wave crashed through you.
He didnโt stop. Not until your thighs twitched and your breath came in ragged little sobs, not until your body went limp in his hands.
Then, finallyโfinallyโhe pulled back.
His lips were wet. His eyes were feral. And he looked at you like a man whoโd just fed.
"Youโre fuckinโ divine," he whispered. "And I ainโt even started ruininโ you yet."
The room pulsed with quiet. The candle flickered low, flame swaying as if it too had held its breath through your unraveling.
Your body felt boneless. Glazed in sweat. Your pulse echoed everywhereโin your wrists, your throat, between your legs where heโd buried his mouth like a man sent to worship. You werenโt sure how long it had been since youโd spoken. Since youโd breathed without shaking.
Remmick still knelt.
His hands were on your thighs, thumbs drawing idle circles into your skin like he couldnโt bear to stop touching you. His head was bowed slightly, but his eyes were on youโwatchful, reverent, hungry in a way that had nothing to do with the softness between your legs and everything to do with something older. Something darker.
He looked drunk on you.
You opened your mouth to speak, but your voice caught on the edge of a sigh.
He beat you to it.
"Reckon you know whatโs cominโ next," he murmured.
You didnโt answer.
He rose from his knees in one slow, unhurried motion. There was a heaviness to him now, a tension rolling just beneath his skin, like a dam about to split. He reached up with one hand and wiped the corner of his mouth with the back of itโthen licked the taste from his thumb like it was honey off the comb.
You watched, breath held tight in your chest.
He stepped closer. You stayed seated, knees still parted, your slip pushed up indecently high, but you didnโt fix it. Didnโt move at all. The heat between your legs hadnโt faded. If anything, it curled deeper now, thicker, laced with something close to fear but not quite.
He stopped in front of you.
Tilted his head slightly.
"Howโs yer heart?"
You blinked.
"Itโsโฆfast," you whispered.
He smiled slow. Not mocking. Not soft either.
"Good. I want it fast."
Your throat tightened.
"Why?"
He leaned in, hands bracing on either side of your chair, body boxing you in without touching.
"โCause I want yer blood screaminโ for me when I take it."
Your breath caught somewhere between your ribs.
He didnโt touch you yetโdidnโt need to. The weight of his body, caging you in without a single finger laid, made your skin flush from your chest to your knees. Every inch of you throbbed with awareness. Of him. Of your own pulse. Of the air cooling the places heโd worshiped with his mouth not moments before.
You swallowed.
"You said youโd wait," you whispered.
He nodded once, slowly, his eyes never leaving yours.
"I did. And I have. But yer bodyโs already begginโ for me. Ainโt it?"
You hated that he was right. That he could feel it somehow. Not just see the tremble in your thighs or the way your lips parted when he leaned closerโbut that he could feel it in the air, like scent, like vibration.
You lifted your chin, barely.
"Iโm not scared."
He chuckled low, and it rumbled through your bones.
"Good. But I donโt need ya scared, dove. I need ya open."
He raised one hand then, slow as scripture, and brushed his knuckles along the column of your throat. Just a whisper of contact, a ghostโs touch. Your head tilted for him without thinking, baring your neck.
"Right here," he murmured. "Right where it beats loudest. Thatโs where I wanna taste ya."
You shivered.
He bent down, mouth near your pulse. His breath was warm, slow, drawn in like he was savoring you already.
"I ainโt gonna hurt ya," he said. "Not unless you want it."
Your fingers twisted in your lap.
"Will itโ" you started, but the question got tangled.
He smiled against your skin.
"Will it feel good?"
You said nothing.
"You already know."
You did.
Because everything with him did. Every word. Every look. Every touch. It wasnโt right. It wasnโt holy. But it was real. It lived under your skin like rot and root and ruin.
You nodded once.
"Then take it."
Remmick stilled.
And then his lips pressed to your throat. Not with hunger. With reverence. Like a blessing.
"Thatโs my girl," he breathed.
And then he bit.
It wasnโt pain.
It was pressure, first.
A deep, aching pull that bloomed just beneath the skin, right where his mouth latched onto you. His lips sealed tight around your throat, and thenโsharpness. Two points sinking in like teeth through silk. Like sin through flesh.
You gasped.
Not from fear. Not even from the sting. But from the rush.
Heat burst behind your eyes, white and sudden and dizzying. Your hands flew to his shoulders, clinging, grounding, anchoring you to something real while your mind drifted into something elseโsomething otherworldly.
The pull came next.
A steady rhythm, slow and patient, like he was sipping you instead of drinking. Like he had all the time in the world. You could feel it, the way your blood left you in waves, not violent, not greedyโjustโฆintimate. Like giving. Like surrender.
He groaned low against your neck, the sound vibrating through your bones.
"Fuck, you taste like sunlight," he rasped against your skin, voice thick with hunger and awe. "Like everythinโ warm I thought Iโd forgotten."
Your head tipped further, offering him more.
You didnโt know when your legs opened wider, or when your hips rocked forward just to feel more of him. But his body shifted instinctively, meeting yours with a growl, his hand gripping your thigh now, possessive and unrelenting.
Your pulse faltered. Not from weakness, but from pleasure. From the unbearable knowing that he was inside you now, in the most ancient way. That your body had opened to him, and your blood had welcomed him.
Your moan was breathless.
"Remmickโ"
He shushed you, mouth never leaving your throat.
"Donโt speak, dove. Just feel."
And you did.
You felt every lick. Every pull. Every sacred claim. You felt his tongue soothe where his fangs pierced, his hand slide higher along your thigh, his knee pushing between your legs until your breath stuttered out of you in something like a sob.
It was too much. It was not enough.
And when he finally pulled back, slow and reluctant, your blood on his lips like a mark, like a vow, he stared at you like you were holy.
Like he hadnโt fed on you.
Like heโd prayed.
The room was quiet, but your body wasnโt.
You felt every beat of your heart echo in the hollow where his mouth had been. A slow, reverent throb that pulsed through your neck, your chest, your thighs. It was like something had been lit beneath your skin, and now it smoldered thereโglowing, aching, changed.
Remmickโs breath was uneven. His lips were stained red, parted just slightly, his jaw slack with something like awe. The burn of your blood still shimmered in his eyes, brighter now. Alive.
He looked undone.
And yet his hands were steady as he reached up, cupped your jaw in both palms, and tilted your face toward him. His thumb swept across your cheekbone like you might vanish if he didnโt touch you just right.
"You alright?" he asked, voice quieter now, roughened at the edges like a match just struck.
You nodded, though your limbs still trembled.
"I feelโฆ" you swallowed, the word too small for what bloomed in your chest, "โฆwarm."
He laughed, soft and almost bitter, and leaned his forehead against yours.
"You should. Youโre inside me now. Every drop of you."
The words rooted somewhere deep. You didnโt flinch. Didnโt pull away. You could still feel the heat of his mouth, the bite, the pleasure that followed. It wasnโt just lust. It wasnโt just surrender. It was something older. Something binding.
"Does it hurt?" you asked, your fingers brushing the side of his neck, the line of his collarbone slick with sweat.
He looked at you like youโd asked the wrong question.
"Hurt?" he echoed. "Dove, itโs ecstasy."
You stared at him.
"You mean for you?"
He shook his head once.
"For us."
Then he pulled back just enough to look at youโreally look. His gaze swept your features like he was committing them to memory. As if this moment, this very breath, was something sacred. His fingers moved to your throat again, this time to the place just above the bite, and he pressed lightly.
"Youโll bruise here," he said. "Wonโt fade for a while."
"Will it heal?"
"Eventually."
"Do you want it to?"
His mouth curved, slow and wicked.
"No," he said. "I want the world to see whatโs mine."
And before you could replyโbefore the heat in your belly could cool or your mind could gather itselfโhe kissed you.
Not soft.
Not careful.
His mouth claimed you like heโd already been inside you a thousand times and wanted to do it a thousand more. He kissed you like a man starving. Like a creature whoโd gone too long without flesh, and now that he had it, he wasnโt letting go.
You tasted your own blood on his tongue.
And it tasted like forever.
The house knew.
It breathed deeper now. Its wood swelled, its walls sighed, its floorboards creaked in time with your heartbeatโas though it had taken you in too, accepted your offering, and now it wanted to keep you just like he did. Not as a guest. Not as a lover.
As a belonging.
Remmick hadnโt let you go.
Not when the kiss ended. Not when your blood slowed in his mouth. Not when your knees gave and your body folded forward into him. His arms had caught you like he knew the shape of your collapse. Like heโd been waiting for it. Like heโd never let you fall anywhere but into him.
He carried you now, one arm beneath your legs, the other braced around your back, his chest solid against yours.
"Donโt reckon youโre walkinโ after all that," he muttered, gaze fixed ahead, voice gone syrup-slow and thick with something possessive.
You didnโt argue. You couldnโt.
Your head rested against the place where his heart shouldโve beat. But it was quiet there. Not lifelessโjust other.
He carried you past rooms you hadnโt seen. A library, long abandoned, lined with crooked books and a grandfather clock that had no hands. A parlor soaked in velvet and silence. A door nailed shut from the outside, something heavy breathing behind it.
You didnโt ask.
He didnโt explain.
The room he took you to was nothing like the others.
It wasnโt grand.
It was personal.
The windows here were narrow and high, soft light slanting through the dusty glass in thin gold ribbons. The bed was simple but large, the sheets dark, the frame iron-wrought and worn smooth by time. A single cross hung above the headboardโbut it had been turned upside down.
He set you down like you were breakable. Sat you on the edge of the bed, knelt once more to remove the slip still clinging to your body, inch by inch, as if undressing you were a sacrament.
"Yโever wonder why I picked you?" he asked, voice low as the hush between thunderclaps.
Your breath stilled.
"I thought it was the blood."
He shook his head, his hands pausing at your hips.
"Nah, dove. Bloodโs blood. Yours sings, sure. But it ainโt why I chose."
He looked up then, red eyes gleaming in the half-light.
"You remind me of the last thing I ever loved before I died."
The words landed like a stone in still water.
They rippled outward. Slow. Wide. Deep.
You stared at him, breath shallow, your skin bare under his hands, your throat still warm from where heโd fed. The room held its silence like breath behind gritted teeth. Outside, somewhere beyond the high windows, something moved through the treesโbranches bending, wind pushing low and humid across the landโbut in here, it was only the two of you.
Only his voice.
Only your blood between his teeth.
"Whatโฆwhat was she like?" you asked.
His thumbs drew circles at your hips, but his eyes drifted, not unfocusedโjust distant. Remembering.
"She had a mouth like yours. Sharp. Didnโt know when to shut it. Always speakinโ when she shouldโve stayed quiet." A smile ghosted across his lips. "God, I loved that. I loved that she ainโt feared me even when she shouldโve."
He exhaled through his nose, slow.
"But she didnโt get to finish beinโ mine."
Your brows pulled.
"What happened to her?"
He looked back at you then, and the heat in his gaze returnedโnot hunger, not even desire, but something deeper. Possessive. Terrifying in its tenderness.
"They tore her from me. Burned her in a chapel. Said she was a witch on accountโa what Iโd given her."
Your heart dropped into your stomach.
"Remmickโ"
"She didnโt scream," he said, voice rough. "Didnโt cry. Just looked at me like she knew Iโd find her again. And I have."
You froze.
His hands slid higher, up your ribs, his palms reverent.
"I donโt believe in fate. Not really. But youโ" he leaned in, lips brushing your jaw, voice low like a spell, "you make me wanna believe in things I ainโt allowed to have."
You whispered against the curl of his mouth.
"And what do you think I am?"
He kissed the hinge of your jaw.
"My penance," he said. "And my reward."
You shivered.
"You said you saved me."
He nodded.
"I did."
"Why?"
He pulled back just enough to meet your eyes, and his voice dropped to a near whisper.
"โCause I ainโt lettinโ another thing I love burn."
You didnโt realize you were crying until he touched your face.
Not with hunger, not with heat, but with the kind of softness that had no business living in a man like him. His thumb caught a tear on your cheek like heโd been waiting for it, like it meant something sacred.
"You ainโt her," he murmured. "But you feel like the same song in a different key."
His voice cracked a little at the edges, not enough to ruin the shape of it, just enough to prove that something in him still bled.
You reached up, fingers trembling, and cupped the side of his neck. The skin there was warmer now. Still inhuman, still not quite alive, but it held your heat like it didnโt want to give it back. You felt the ridges of old scars beneath your palm. The echo of stories not told.
"I donโt know what Iโm becoming," you said.
He leaned into your hand, eyes half-lidded.
"Youโre becominโ mine."
Then he kissed you againโnot like before. Not full of fire. But slow, like he had all the time in the world to learn the shape of your mouth. His lips moved over yours with a kind of tenderness that made your bones ache. A kind of reverence that said this is where I end and begin again.
When he pulled back, your breath followed him.
The room shifted.
You felt it. Like the house had exhaled too.
"Lie down," he said, voice softer than it had ever been. "Let me hold what I almost lost."
You obeyed.
You lay back against the sheets that smelled like him, like dust and dark and something unnameable. The iron bed creaked softly beneath you, and the candlelight trembled with the movement. He undressed with quiet purpose, shirt sliding from his shoulders, buttons undone by slow fingers, trousers falling away to bare the sharp planes of his body.
And when he climbed over you, it wasnโt to take.
It was to be taken.
Remmick hovered above you, breath warm at your lips, hands braced on either side of your head. He looked down at you like he was staring through time. Like you were something he'd pulled from the fire and decided to keep even if it burned him too.
Youโre mine, he whispered, but didnโt say it aloud.
He didnโt have to.
His body said it.
His mouth said it.
And when he finally eased inside you, slow and steady, filling you inch by trembling inchโyour soul said it too.
His body hovered just above yours, every inch of him trembling with a control you didnโt quite understandโuntil you looked into his eyes.
That red glow was dimmer now. No less powerful, but softened by something raw. Something reverent.
Not hunger.
Not lust.
Not even possession.
Devotion.
The kind that didnโt speak. The kind that buried itself in the bones and never left.
His hand slid down the side of your face, tracing the curve of your cheek, then the line of your jaw, calloused fingers lingering in the hollow of your throat where your heartbeat thudded wild and uneven.
"Still fast," he murmured, half to himself.
"Youโre heavy," you whispered, not in protest, but in awe. Every breath you took was filled with him.
He smirked, the corner of his mouth twitching in that crooked, wicked way of his.
"Ainโt even layinโ on you yet."
You didnโt laugh. Couldnโt. Your body was stretched too tight, strung out with anticipation and need. Every inch of you burned.
He leaned down then, not to kiss you, but to breathe you in. His nose skimmed your cheek, the edge of your ear, the curve of your throat already marked by his bite. His hands traced your ribs, the sides of your waist, slow and steady, like he was trying to learn you by touch alone.
"Youโre shakin'," he whispered, voice low, thick with something close to worship.
"So are you."
A pause.
Then softerโtruthfully,
"Yeah."
He kissed the inside of your wrist, then the space between your breasts, then lower stillโhis lips reverent as they moved over your belly, your hipbone, the softest parts of you.
"You ever had someone take their time with you?" he asked, mouth against your skin.
You didnโt speak.
"Didnโt think so," he muttered. "Shame."
His hand slid between your thighs, spreading you againโnot rushed, not greedy, just gentle. Like he knew heโd already had the taste of you and now he wanted the feel.
"Tell me if itโs too much," he said.
"It already is."
He looked up at you then, his face half-shadowed, half-lit, and something flickered in his eyes.
"Good."
His cock brushed against your entrance, hot and heavy, and you nearly arched off the bed at the first contact. Not even inside. Just there. Teasing. Pressed to the slick mess he'd made of you earlier with his mouth.
He groaned deep.
"Fuck, you feel like sin."
You reached for him, pulled him down by the back of his neck until your mouths were inches apart.
"Then sin with me."
He didnโt hesitate.
He began to press inโslow. Devastatingly slow. The head of his cock stretching you open with a care that felt like madness. His hands gripped your hips as if holding himself back took more strength than killing ever had.
He moved in inch by inch, his breath hitched, jaw tight, sweat beginning to bead at his temple.
"Shitโya takinโ me so good, dove. Just like that."
You moaned. Your fingers dug into his back. You were full of him and not even halfway there.
"Remmickโ"
"I gotcha," he whispered. "Ainโt gonna let you break."
But he was already breaking you. Gently. Thoroughly. Beautifully.
He filled you like heโd been made for the task.
No sharp thrusts. No hurried rhythm. Just the unbearable slowness of it. The stretch. The burn. The drag of his cock as he sank deeper, deeper, deeper into you until there was nothing left untouched. Until your body stopped bracing and started opening.
You clung to himโhands fisted in the fabric of his shirt that still clung to his back, damp with sweat. He hadnโt even undressed all the way. There was something obscene about it, something holy, tooโthe way he kept his shirt on like this wasnโt about bareness, it was about belonging.
"Thatโs it," he rasped against your throat. "There she is."
Your moan was caught between breath and prayer.
He buried himself to the hilt.
And stillโhe didnโt move.
His hips pressed flush to yours, his breath shaky against your skin as he held himself there, nestled so deep inside you it felt like youโd never known emptiness before now. Like everything that came before this moment had just been the ache of waiting to be filled.
"You feel that?" he whispered, voice thick, almost reverent. "Where I am inside ya?"
You nodded. Couldnโt find your voice.
His lips brushed the shell of your ear.
"Ainโt no leavinโ now. Iโll always be in ya. Even when I ainโt."
You whimpered.
Not from pain. From how true it felt.
He moved thenโbarely. Just a slow roll of his hips, a gentle retreat and return. It was enough to make your breath hitch, your body arch, your legs wrap tighter around him without thinking.
"Thatโs right, dove. Let me in. Let me have it."
You didnโt even know what it was anymore.
Your body?
Your blood?
Your soul?
Youโd already given them all.
And still, he took more.
But not cruelly.
Like a man kissing the mouth of a well after years of thirst. Like a thief who knew how to make you feel grateful for the stealing.
He found a rhythm that made the air vanish from your lungs.
Slow. Deep. Measured. His hips grinding just right, dragging his cock against every place inside you that had never known such touch. Every stroke sang with heat. Every breath he took turned your name into something more than a sound.
"Fuck, I could stay in you forever," he groaned. "Like this. Warm. Tight. Mine."
You dug your nails into his shoulders, legs trembling.
"Please," you whispered, though you didnโt know what you were asking for.
He did.
"Beg me," he said, dragging his mouth down your neck, over the bite heโd left. "Beg me to make you come with my cock in you."
"Remmickโ"
"Say it."
You were already gone. Already shaking. Already his.
"Make me come," you breathed. "PleaseโGod, pleaseโ"
His smile was sinful.
And then he fucked you.
His rhythm shiftedโno longer slow, no longer sacred.
It was worship in the way fire worships a forest. The kind that devours. The kind that remakes.
Remmick braced a hand behind your thigh, hitching your leg higher as he thrust harder, deeper, dragging guttural sounds from his chest that you felt before you heard. The bed groaned beneath you, iron frame clanging soft against the wall in time with his hips. But it was your body that made the noise that filled the roomโthe gasps, the breaking sighs, the high whimper of his name torn raw from your throat.
He kissed your jaw, your collarbone, your shoulder, not like he was trying to be sweet but like he needed to taste every inch he claimed.
"You feel me in your belly yet?" he growled, words hot against your skin.
You nodded frantically, tears pricking the corners of your eyes from the sheer force of sensation.
"Say it," he panted, each thrust brutal and beautiful.
"Yesโyes, I feel you, Remmick, Iโ"
"You gonna come fโr me like a good girl?"
"Yes."
"Say my fuckinโ name when you do."
His hand slid between your bodies, finding your clit like heโd owned it in another life, and the moment his fingers circled that aching bundle of nerves, your vision went white.
Your body seized around him.
The sound you made was raw, wrecked, something no one but him should ever hear.
He kept fucking you through it, hissing curses through his teeth, chasing his own high with the rhythm of a man whoโd waited centuries for the perfect fit.
And then he broke.
With your name groaned low and reverent in your ear, he came deep inside you, hips stuttering, breath ragged, body shuddering with the force of it. You felt every throb of his cock inside you, every spill of heat, every ounce of him taking root.
For a long, suspended moment, he didnโt move.
Only the sound of your breaths tangled together.
Your sweat mixing.
Your bodies still joined.
"Thatโs it," he whispered hoarsely, pressing his forehead to yours. "Thatโs how I know youโre mine."
The house exhaled around you.
The candle sputtered in its jar, flame dancing low and crooked, like even it had been made breathless by what it had witnessed. Somewhere in the walls, the wood groanedโsettling. Sighing. Accepting.
You didnโt move. Couldnโt.
Your body was a temple razed and rebuilt in a single night, still pulsing with the memory of his mouth, his weight, the stretch of him inside you like a secret only your bones would remember. Every nerve hummed low and soft beneath your skin, like your blood hadnโt figured out how to move without his rhythm guiding it.
Remmick stayed inside you.
His body was heavy atop yours, but not crushing. His head tucked into the curve of your neck, the same place heโd bitten, the same place heโd worshipped like it held some holy truth. His breath came slow and ragged, the rise and fall of his chest matching yours as if your lungs had struck the same pace without meaning to.
"Donโt move yet," he muttered, voice wrecked and hoarse. "Wanna stay here just a minute longer."
You let your hand drift through his hair, damp with sweat, curls sticking to his forehead. You carded through them lazily, mind blank, heart full.
He pressed a kiss to your throat. Then another, just above your collarbone.
"You still with me?" he asked, quieter now.
You nodded.
"Good," he murmured. "Didnโt mean to fuck the soul outta ya. Justโฆcouldnโt help it."
You let out the softest laugh, and he smiled into your skin.
His hand slid down your side, tracing the curve of your waist, your hip, the spot where your thigh met his. His fingers moved slowly, not with lust, but with a kind of quiet awe.
"Yโknow what you feel like?" he whispered.
"What?"
"Home."
The word struck something inside you. Something tender. Something deep.
He lifted his head then, just enough to look down at you. His eyes had faded from red to something darker, something richerโgarnet in low light. The kind of color only seen in blood and wine and promises too old to be remembered by name.
"You still think this is just hunger?" he asked.
You blinked at him, dazed.
"It was never just hunger," he said. "Not with you."
The silence between you was warm now.
Not empty. Not tense. Just quiet, the kind that comes after thunder, when the stormโs rolled through and the trees are still deciding whether to stand or kneel.
You felt it in your limbsโheavy, humming, holy. The afterglow of something you didnโt have language for.
Remmick hadnโt moved far.
He still blanketed your body like a second skin, one arm braced beneath your shoulders, the other tracing idle shapes across your hip as if he were still mapping the terrain of you. His cock, softening but still nestled inside, pulsed faintly with the last of what heโd given you.
And he had given you something. Not just release. Not just blood. Something older. Something that whispered now in the place between your ribs.
You turned your head to look at him.
His gaze was already on you.
"What happens now?" you asked, barely above a whisper.
He didnโt answer right away.
Instead, he ran the back of his fingers along your cheekbone, down the side of your neck, pausing over the place where his mark had already begun to bruise.
"You askinโ what happens tonight," he murmured, "or what happens after?"
You blinked slowly. "Both."
He let out a breath through his nose, the sound tired but not cold.
"Tonight, Iโll hold you. Long as youโll let me. Wonโt leave this bed unless you beg me to. Might even make ya cry again, if you keep lookinโ at me like that."
You flushed, and he smiled.
"As for afterโฆ"
He looked past you then, toward the ceiling, like the truth was written in the beams.
"Ainโt never planned that far. Not with anyone. Just fed. Fucked. Moved on."
"But not with me."
His eyes snapped back to yours. Serious now.
"No, dove. Not with you."
You swallowed the knot rising in your throat.
"Why?"
His jaw flexed, tongue darting briefly across his lower lip before he answered.
"โCause I been alone too long. Lived too long. Thought I was too far gone to want anythinโ that didnโt bleed beneath me."
He leaned closer, forehead resting against yours, his next words no louder than a ghostโs sigh.
"But youโyou made me want somethinโ tender. Somethinโ breakable."
"That doesnโt make sense."
"Donโt gotta. Nothinโ about you ever has. And yet here you are."
You let your eyes drift shut, just for a moment, and whispered into the stillness between your mouths.
"So I stay?"
He didnโt hesitate.
"You stay."
The candle had burned low.
Its glow flickered long shadows across the wallsโyour bodies painted in gold and blood-tinged bronze, limbs tangled in sheets that still clung with sweat and want. The house had quieted again, the way an animal settles when it knows its master is content. Outside, the wind threaded through the trees in soft moans, like the Delta herself was eavesdropping.
Neither of you spoke for a while. You didnโt need to.
Your fingers traced lazy patterns across Remmickโs chestโover his scars, the slope of muscle, the faint rise and fall beneath your palm. You still half-expected no heartbeat, but it was there, slow and stubborn, like heโd stolen it back just for you.
He watched you. One arm draped across your waist, his thumb stroking your bare back like you might fade if he stopped.
"You still ainโt askinโ the question you really wanna ask," he said, voice rough from silence and sleep.
You paused.
"What question is that?"
He tipped his head toward you, resting his chin on his knuckles.
"You wanna know if I turned you."
Your heart gave a traitorous flutter.
"And did you?"
He shook his head.
"Nah. Not yet."
"Why not?"
His fingers stilled. Then resumed.
"โCause you ainโt asked me to."
You looked up at him sharply.
"Would you?"
A long beat passed. Then he nodded once.
"If it was you askinโ. If it was real."
Your breath caught.
"And if I donโt?"
His gaze didnโt waver.
"Then Iโll stay with you. โTil youโre old. โTil your hands shake and your bones ache and your eyes stop lookinโ at me like Iโm the only thing that ever made you feel alive."
Your throat tightened.
"That sounds awful."
He smiled, slow and aching.
"It sounds human."
You looked at him for a long time. At the man who had killed, who had bled you, who had tasted every part of youโbody and soulโand still asked nothing unless you gave it.
"Would it hurt?"
His hand slid up, fingers curling beneath your jaw, tilting your face to his.
"Itโd hurt," he said. "But not more than beinโ without you would."
The quiet stretched long and low.
His words hung in the space between your mouths like smokeโsomething sweet and terrible, something tasted before it was fully breathed in.
Your chest rose and fell against his slowly, and for a long time, you said nothing. You just listened. To the house settling around you. To the wind curling past the windows. To the steady thrum of blood still echoing faintly in your ears.
And beneath it allโ
You heard memory.
It came soft at first. A shape, not a sound. The slick thud of your knees hitting the alley pavement. The scream you didnโt recognize as your own. Your brotherโs blood, warm and fast, pumping between your fingers like water from a broken pipe. His mouth slack. His eyes wide.
You remembered screaming to the sky. Not to God.
Just up.
Because you knew Heโd stopped listening.
And thenโ
He came.
Out of nothing. Out of dark.
You remembered the slow scrape of his boots on the gravel. The silhouette of him under the weak yellow glow of a flickering streetlamp. You remembered the quiet way he spoke.
"You want him to live?"
You didnโt answer with words. You just nodded, crying so hard you couldnโt breathe. And heโd kneltโright there in the bloodโand laid his hand flat against your brotherโs chest.
You never saw what he did. Only saw your brotherโs eyes flutter. Only heard his breath return, sudden and wet.
And then he looked at you.
Not your brother.
Remmick.
He looked at you like heโd already taken something.
And he had.
Now, years later, lying in the hush of his house, your body still joined to his, you could still feel that moment thrumming beneath your skin. The moment when everything shifted. When your life became borrowed.
You looked up at him now, breathing steady, lips parted like a prayer just barely forming.
"Iโve already given you everything."
He shook his head.
"Not this."
He pressed two fingers to your chest, right over your heart.
"This is still yours."
"And you want it?"
He didnโt smile. Didnโt look away.
"I want it to keep beatinโ. Forever. With mine."
You stared at him.
You thought about that alley. About your brotherโs eyes opening again.
About how no one else came.
And you made your choice.
"Then take it."
Remmick stilled.
"Donโt say it unless you mean it, dove."
"I do."
His voice was barely more than a breath.
"You sure?"
You reached up, touched his face, fingers tracing the sharp line of his jaw.
"Iโve never been more sure of anything in my life."
His eyes shimmeredโdeep red now, alive with something wild and tender.
"Then Iโll make you eternal," he whispered. "And Iโll never let the world take you from me."
He didnโt rush.
Not now. Not with this.
Remmick looked at you like you were something rareโsomething holyโlike he couldnโt believe youโd said it, even as your voice still echoed between the walls.
Then he moved.
Not with hunger. Not with heat.
With purpose.
He sat up, kneeling beside you on the bed, and pulled the sheet slowly down your body. His eyes drank you in again, but this time there was no heat in them. Just reverence. As if you were the altar, and he the sinner whoโd finally been granted absolution.
"You sure you want this?" he asked one last time, voice soft, like the hush of water in a cathedral.
You nodded, throat tight.
"I want forever."
His jaw clenched. A tremble passed through him like heโd heard those words in another life and lost them before they were ever his.
He leaned down.
His hand cupped the back of your head, the other settled flat on your chest, palm over your heart.
"Close your eyes, dove."
You did.
And thenโ
You felt him.
His breath. His lips. The soft, cool press of his mouth against your neck. But he didnโt bite.
Not yet.
He kissed the mark heโd already left. Then higher. Then lower. Slow. Measured. Your body melted beneath him, your hands curling into the sheets.
And thenโ
A whisper against your skin.
"Iโll be gentle. But youโll remember this forever."
And he sank his fangs in.
It wasnโt like the first time.
It wasnโt lust.
It wasnโt climax.
It was rebirth.
Pain bloomed sharp and brightโbut only for a heartbeat. Then the warmth flooded in. Then the cold. Then the ache. Your pulse stuttered once, then surged. It was like drowning and being pulled to the surface at once. Like everything youโd ever been burned away and something older moved in to take its place.
He held you as it happened.
Cradled you like something delicate.
His mouth sealed over the wound, drinking slow, but not to feed. To anchor you. To tether you to him.
You felt yourself go limp. The world turned strange. Light and dark bled into each other. Your breath faded. Your heartbeat fluttered like wings against glass.
And thenโ
It stopped.
Silence.
Stillness.
And in the space where your heart had once beatโฆ
You heard his.
Thenโ
Your eyes opened.
The world looked different.
Sharper.
Brighter.
Every shadow deeper. Every color richer. The candlelight burned gold-red and alive. The scent of the night air was so thick it choked youโsmoke, soil, blood, him.
Remmick hovered above you, lips stained crimson, breathing hard like heโd just returned from war.
And when he looked at youโ
You saw yourself reflected in his eyes.
He smiled.
"Welcome home, darlinโ."
Pairing: Daemon Targaryen x Reader
When the chaos erupted, Daemon did not let the opportunity slip from his grasp and abducted you, the daughter of the Sea Snake.
A/N: Thank you for 100 followers!
fanfiction | House of the Dragon
One may know the Rogue Prince to be a persistent man. He is a Targaryen Prince, a Dragon, what he desires will be his regardless of the cost. When he sought your hand, your father, Lord Corlys, opposed it and forbade him to wed you. The refusal left him embittered and wrathful, incensed by his audacity. Before his departure, he spoke one sentence that would unsettle Rhaenys and Corlys; a vow to seize you from their grasp should they prove unwilling. Your mother clutched you tighter, and your father silently dreaded the vow.
During the royal wedding of Laenor and Rhaenyra, Rhaenys and Corlys remained vigilant throughout the entire ceremony, unable to shake off the sense of foreboding, especially when Daemon appeared at the ceremony uninvited, smiling proudly like a child. Your mother's grip on your hand tightened resolutely as she observed the prince smirking at her and her husband before taking his seat.
Corlys shifted in his seat as he leaned towards you, whispering firmly and sternly, "You must not engage with him even if he asks you to dance, do not accept anything from him. Maintain your distance." Your eyes met his, nodding in understanding. You had no desire to provoke your father or disappoint your mother, so you complied with their wishes.
Throughout the dinner, Daemon never ceased gazing at you. His eyes held mischief and potential peril. You swallowed nervously as you speared the meat on your plate. Your parents glanced at you cautiously, and you could even see Corlys glaring at the prince from a distance with admonishing eyes, yet the prince merely smiled and winked at you when you glanced at him.
Choosing to disregard his flirtatious advances, you turned towards Rhaenyra and your brother. They did not appear truly happy, more solemn, with silent discontent evident. The atmosphere was tense, lacking in joy.
As the dancing commenced, you remained seated. Then you turned to your father, "May I?" You inquired, and Corlys promptly responded, "You mustn't. The Prince is always waiting for you to slip up." Naturally, he was concerned; he could not bear to lose his daughter. It was Laena who interjected with a smile. "Father, do not worry, she will be with me. I will keep a watchful eye on her." Despite this reassurance, Corlys remained wary and reluctantly allowed you to go with your sister.
Descending the stairs and joining the others in the dance, they glided across the floor like graceful swans. You recognized a few of them: Harwin Strong, Jason Lannister, and a few others. It was then that you felt an arm encircle your waist, none other than Daemon Targaryen. You swallowed nervously.
He smirked at you. Despite having aged, he remained strikingly handsome, prompting both men and women to kneel before him. "You are as beautiful as ever," he complimented as he twirled you. A faint smile graced your lips, though your eyes revealed caution. "Thank you, Prince Daemon." The way his name rolled off your tongue made his smirk widen. You prayed for your parents to come and whisk you away.
However, Daemon had other intentions as his hand ventured lower. "Your parents are fools for denying us the chance to wed. I could adorn you in ways no lord ever could. I could indulge in you endlessly without boredom," he whispered seductively. His silver-tongue was renowned. You could sense your parents' watchful gaze.
"You are gracious, my prince. Unfortunately, I must return to my parents," you informed him, fabricating an excuse swiftly as you attempted to flee but were hindered by the chaos erupting around you. Screams pierced the air as panic ensued, and amidst the commotion, you heard bones shatter and recognized the cries of a familiar man, Ser Joffrey. Searching for your brother amidst the chaos, you heard his shouts and a loud crash. The cacophony of voices melded into one, and Daemon seized the opportunity by hoisting you over his shoulder and navigating through the tumultuous crowd.
Amidst the throng of people pushing and jostling in their attempt to flee the scene, it was challenging to spot you. Daemon capitalized on the confusion and departed from the Red Keep with you. Despite your struggles and resistance, he carried you atop his dragon. And on dragonback, he spirited you away to Essos swiftly when there were no witnesses.
While your parents scanned the crowd anxiously in search of you, Rhaenys fretted and feared that harm had befallen you. Corlys turned towards Viserys, his voice thunderous with anger. "My daughterโfind my daughter!" he bellowed as Viserys finally grasped that his brother had likely abducted you amidst the chaos. The color drained from Corlys and Rhaenys's faces, consumed by dread.
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