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See?? See??? This is why I love you. This is why you're my lovely spouse. How can there be someone with such a wonderful brain as you????? Who else reads pretty much everything I do??? Hm???? Perfect pretty Dove,, too great too awesome 😔😔 /ht /pos

Have you read any other zerg novels?? Although I don't constantly read them, I've still read quite a few lmao. Unfortunately, most of the ones i do find are in transmigration/system books so they only last only a few chapters :((

Not to brag or anything, but I started reading at 4 chapters 😎😎 BUT I AGREE– HES SO CUTE AND DELECTABLE I WANNA EAT HIM UP AND KISS AND BITE AND— HAHAAAA IM JUST SO EXCITED OTHERS ARE DROWNING IN NOVELS AHFHSKDNSL– ur taste in books are perfect. Novel updates and Chrysathemum Garden are my main book libraries lol

MWAH MWAH MWAH NO YOU!!! i love you so much, panna cotta😭😭😭 im going to squish you to death. you're just a cotta of culture,,, so literate, so cultivated. perfect little dessert. /lovingly /maybe im really good to eat you/t

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I have a few thoughts, but I think you've already seen them</3 I don't really read zergs either, I like horror more, - especially with all the flow and world hopping, - but like,,, sometimes zergs are good<3 maybe you will enjoy After Transmigrating Into a Zerg BL Novel (i think you saw that one before, but I love concept of "shou-chasing-gong"<///3)

*angey Pikachu face* ah- hoW CAN YOU??? after our life together, how can you do that??? do that to me??? gatekeep something like that??? gatekeep such a precious lovely BABYGIRL??? i just- I can't *gasp* i can't believe... *more dramatic gasp* I thought, I thought we were a family... we have writebabies... we made a promise to keep the family together for their sake... and then such a stab in the back... my panna cotta is a gatekeeper... i just. i just. *even more dramatic gasp* SHOCKED *CHOMP ON YOU*

panna cotta, I adore him. he's just. he's too much. I want to eat him. he's so sweet :(((( as far as I understand, the author wants to convince us now that he was a tyrant, and if he really was one, it's just. bomb. he's too good for this world. I want to gnaw him like, you know, dogs gnaw those sugar bones. I would have chewed him.

SO UNDERSTANDABLE boo I just- 😔😔😔 guilty & charged. I eat crumbs, I sit all the time. you know, this is the present of all children who loved to read in childhood, but grew up and started reading questionable things😔 maybe we're doomed cotta /j /nsrs /playful

i have some, actually!!!... i hope at least 1% would be something new for you... /t

My Favorite Manly Husband [here, but I read at wattpad guilty], The Only Favourite Ugly Husband [here; i prefer manly husband more, but that one also good<3], After the Disabled God of War Became My Concubine [here; not read fully, but first chapters was good], Became an Infinite Game Beauty NPC [here; I ADORE MC I dropped and returned and dropped and returned and finally I continue to read it because it was just too good], Devil Venerable Also Wants to Know [here; i just... i can't express myself... not read fully, but just.... mc and ml just...... 11/10], Don’t Be a Kept Man [here; it's like a few stories together, angst-y, as far as I remember you love angst so], Got Dropped into a Ghost Story, Still Gotta Work [here; not like heavy heavy horror, but im into scp and horror, so,,,,], Heroic Death System & Quickly Wear the Face of the Devil [i think you yourself know about that novels, so,,, not like 11/10, but i enjoyed them<333], I Became a God in a Horror Game [here; both mc and author are genius, i adore Bai Liu], Life as a Love Interest in an Obsessive Romance Novel [here; i enjoy mc and ml so much!!!], Pregnant Tentacle Gong Goes to Which Department? [here; I ENJOYED SO MUCH it's just soooo goooood im guilty but i love their dynamic and mc & ml💔], Raising Little Monster [here; I complained about that novel before, but it's quite enjoyable, although, so I plan to return to it, although I'm still quite disappointed with mc], The Blackened Villain Needs Me To Coax Him Again [Quick Transmigration] [here; like,,,, not really deep or something, but I enjoyed little system<3], The Reader and Protagonist Definitely Have to Be in True Love [here; if ykyk]

i also have some more but i will end here because i ramble too much😔 anyway!!! i hope at least one thing of that list was unknown for you shush /t /hj /pos

Wait i just realized I technically don't need to put on anon rn🧍

you are, little prince of twigs<3 i think i will make pinned post a little more pretty and will work on works 24/7, but closer to January, where I have a few days off. what about you - do you have a winter break?

I'm sorry, my love!!! I've been thinking about you for weeks before going to bed /srs /guilty 😔😔😔, but during a day I've been thinking about how to solve all the problems - and I've finally almost solved everything, so I'm now ready to return to much higher things in the pyramid of needs, like communicating with you and, of course, writing<3

I've gone smarter and just ignore them. unfortunately, we still have one subject where we can't help but be a team, but I'm toxic + they're irresponsible, so they don't go to university anymore, even in pairs to strict teachers "because of work", and we don't correspond, but even then I directly ignore all of them complaining and whining and pretending not to notice<3 I'm not a healthy person anymore, so I might or might not ruin their reputation a little<333 /hj /lh

YOU TOO??? my poor little cotta😭 you are DEFINITELY not deserve that inadequate kind of people :((( im so sorry, babyboo, its one of the worst experiences in the world.

do you want to talk more about that experience or them? tbh, im sometimes whining a lot about my situations, since it makes me feel better, so if you want to talk about them - or anything at all!!! - I'm always here!!! I thrive on drama and love listening to my sweet ones' complaints<3

I'm!!! Don't worry, I just- I let the situation go. I'm just the kind of person who doesn't like to redo things often, so I told them to do everything themselves without notifying me (otherwise they don't do a damn thing, but at the same time complain that I talk to them like they're subordinates, and are constantly unhappy with something), but I went smarter; since I only need to get "good" (I have an exam in this subject next year, this one just needs to score a minimum of points), I scored additional points from going to the teacher's games (like a brain ring) + I will write a scientific article with a friend that practically guarantees me "good"<3 so I have already so far I planned everything, but when I wrote to you, I was in absolute panic because my strength was running out - but now I'm okay<3333

:((( you are too sweetheart :(((( im going to eat you up and squeeze so hard cotta :((((((( im just sjshsjhdjdhdjdhjdhd KITH KITH KITH MWAH MWAH MWAH

yay!!! wanna to talk more about it? im all ears!!! im always here for some gossiping or ranting, im into it😔😔😔

oh- i don't really know,,,, I think anyone? to be honest, I'm back in the novels now, and I won't deny, I can be a little obsessive with "Became an Infinite Game Beauty NPC", but I'm mostly fine with it,,,, unfortunately, I still haven't found any new fix, even among the alien stage. as long as the idea is good, I love it, and as long as it's yandere/obsessive, I'm also into it,,,, I'm not very picky<///3

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ALSO do u also get all that "hello wonderful souls" spam???

I've run out of the hyperfix that's been with me for more than six months, so I'm going back to writing... all roads lead to Rome, obviously...

i think i should do something like

stop

like, if I were a reader, I'd be interested in reading what I've written, but I'm not sure. I mean, it should be posted on ao3, and it will be, but I don't have much hope for tumblr anymore</3

panna cotta, I want to show you this so badly... I mean, I just finished the whole initial world building and did 1/6 of the headcanons, and it's really so long and messy, but I just want you to see it... even if you might not like it, which is also okay, I just want you to see... I think even if you're a gatekeeping dragon, I still love you😔

HELLLOOOOOO DARRLIINNNGGGGGG!!!!!!

How are you??? How are things going so far on this new blog??? :OO

-panna cotta

darling diva panetonne my love you just you have NO idea what happened to me past 3 days😭

first, I did a research paper on self-sustaining cities in two hours for 17 pages (the deadline is the closest), then a research paper on the privatization of real estate in two hours for 16 pages (two hours before the end of accepting the work), then I managed to completely quarrel with a classmate with whom I do work because I am more I can't hear them whining and I couldn't stand it and wrote everything I think, and what turned out to be some kind of test paper that I wrote well, considering that I didn't know anything and I don't know, but we also performed with this classmate today and (because of quarrels, only they do all the recent work, and although they do everything wrong, I don't want to bother them at all, I just hate them) they did everything wrong, and we have to redo everything, but I'm sure they'll do everything wrong again, and I just- I can't do it anymore😭😭😭 I'm looking forward to the start of the holidays, I'd rather take exams than do all this, at least I won't see them because I can't stress enough😭😭😭😭 It's just terrible, panna cotta, I want to skip it all and move to summer immediately</3

on that blog things good pretty good<333 i do first work, just a little slow, and I really like its aesthetic, sooo<33333

Hello darling <333

I know I'd be interested, but Zerg novels/stories are definitely much more niche than a lot of other ones. Tumblr is definitely not the place to post works of niche genres/subgenres if you want a lot of engagement. If you still want to post on Tumblr, that's fine, I just encourage crossposting lol.

But at the same time, not many people write works on many BL/Danmei novels, so writing for that itself is already very niche. You just happen to be writing a niche work for an already niche (writing/fanfic) community. Either way, you have readers here who happily follow you and enjoy your works, so for all we know, this may even grow your audience even more!! <33

Ur ao3 is still the same one as before, right???

hihihi love<333

... you know, I do not know if you notice it or not, but your tone (if can say that about the text) sometimes varies so much,,,,, if I did not know that it was you, I would have thought that it was someone else</3 /neu /pos even don't get me wrong, I don't usually point things out to people- but it's so sweet that I can't keep quiet anymore, you are often so unintentionally? adorable💔💔💔 you can't blame me for wanting to praise you, you make me want to hold you and cry /ht /lovingly

AWWWW I LOVE YOU TOO BOO💔💔💔 I'm not moody about the attention, but just the interest. like, there are niche works that are interesting, and there are works on a popular topic (you know what I'm talking about...) that are not interesting. I'm not annoyed by the niche or lack of attention, - especially because I'm uncomfortable with too much attention here, that's why I move a lot, - but I'm disturbed from thoughts of making uninteresting work and being unable to vibe with it,,,, anyway— main thing to have pleasure and vibe around!!! and I hope you will write again soon too, boo :333 /ht

I don't trust my gut in terms of "it's interesting or not," because there are different niches, but we've thrived quite well with our novels, you know, so that calms me down. like, popularity is more a consequence of the fact that my work is interesting, rather than a goal in itself</3

but anyway,,,, thank you so much for comforting me and supporting<////3 you are so sweet, I don't even know if I'll ever be able to get it back</3 and I'm not planning<3 you're stuck with me now. I'm in your closet to bite your ankles at night.

yesss, it's the same, I don't plan to change it<333 I only change pseuds, but the account is always the same. anyway, I'm thinking of leaving a link to it here, so that I don't get lost if anything.

you're also making that tone here!!! /t I'm going to work with this as an omegaverse🤓👆a little mess with tags, I can always add or remove extra ones, soooo<333

HAHAHA i love you too, dearest<333 mwah mwah<3

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well, I passed the exams of the first wave, but now I'm lying with a fever and I can't walk without dizziness & can't do anything because of weakness. it's not that it's a bad end to the year, but it could be better. for example, without illness. it would be much better. especially considering that the temperature doesn't go down much and i have only fever without anything else. i don't know. exhausting.

okay, but imagine that you are, for example, a transmigrator and all that, and you accidentally find yourself in the world of the dark problematic book that you read, but as one of the parents of the future female mc (where, you know, she only has a very controlling and caring father who went crazy after the death of her husband, but then she finds herself in a world without support and all sorts of horror begins), while her second parent [you] died shortly after her birth (not as a result of childbirth, but let's imagine that there is no "childbirth" in this world as such, but that's another topic) partly because of their homesickness and soul pain, since "father abducted his spouse [you] and forcibly married them and held them just like he holds daughter."

and imagine that you are now this very spouse, even before meeting your "husband", but after a chance acquaintance with him you realize that you like him and he is actually very respectful and careful and so loving, even if still clearly "love sick", and you have a good marriage (despite the fact that you have to run away anyway, because your new "family" is very against it), and you live well together and love each other — and you still die, but you don't disappear.

instead, staying until the next "circle of reincarnation", which will come in a couple of decades, and all this time you are watching how your husband, who was supposed to be overprotective of your daughter and make her stay at home, actually gradually turns your gentle princess into a very combative, smart and cunning girl who grows up on his stories about you and your love and this "cruel world", and you even begin to suspect that your daughter may be a transmigrator too,,,,,, at the same time, your vision of what is happening is limited, but you also cannot completely leave, because it turns out that you need to complete a mission, to break the cycle of rebirth that you are currently experiencing, as the plot of the book is cyclical until it is broken from the inside or repaired, and you are reborn into someone like an NPC maid,,,,,,,,