i feel like jude would love easter. he would make cakes and gift eggs. HIM AND THE BOYS PAINTING EGGS. fresh daffodils in the apartment… god
Zayn Malik in Valentino by Pierpaolo Piccioli, featuring text from Hanya Yanagihara’s A Little Life
cried about Jude St. Francis today will probably cry about him tomorrow
your card declines at therapy and they bring jude and willem during the happy years in (you can’t save them)
Your card declines at therapy and they bring out Harold’s “in everything I see, I see him” monologue from Lispenard Street II
jude in dear comrade:
I think one of Jude's majorly overlooked character traits is how funny he is. I still lose my mind everytime I read that one scene where Harold was interviewing Jude for his research assistant position and he mentions how, except for a few of them, the majority of the amendments in the constitution are the "dross" of politics past. Dross has a couple of meanings, the one Harold meant was "remnants" but another meaning is "worthless" and Jude is so quick to ask him "You think the thirteenth admendment is worthless 🤨?"
For non-Americans the thirteenth amendment is the one that abolished slavery lmfao get that white man Jude
it’s just. the way to the man in rome, jude is just a good looking boy who he complemented to his father, but the man will never know everything that happened to jude. that jude thinks he’s horrifically ugly. the way jude’s story ends. it makes me so fucking ill
not going to lie a specific scene in the book that really fucking hits me sometimes and i need to double down is when someone tells harold jude is beautiful . i just can’t. there’s something so solemn about it
willem a truck behind YOU💜
jude wondering if he did something wrong because willem didn't hold him one time. all i can say is i relate
“a little life is trauma porn” tell me you had an easy childhood without telling me you had an easy childhood
SORRY FOR THIS