Jb Messaging Jackson:

so i DID just have to stifle a scream whilst crying about willems last thoughts. i feel sick 😆

all of my little a little life friends you are going to LOVE all of us strangers

i just wanna let everybody know that i'm never not thinking about jude st francis. he is my every thought and i love him sm and he means the world to me

x = x, he thinks. x = x, x = x.

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i took this photo today whilst visiting Lispenard Street <3

going to nyc in may for the first time ever do u guys understand how deeply annoying i’m gonna be. i’ll be posting like omg on the subway this is literally a little life :3 visiting lispenard too god ur all going to be sick of me

“ ‘Sometimes it’s because I feel so awful, or ashamed, and I need to make physical what I feel,’ he began, and glanced at me before looking down again. ‘And sometimes it’s because I feel so many things and I need to feel nothing at all- it helps clear them away. And sometimes it’s because I feel happy, and I have to remind myself that I shouldn’t.’ “

A Little Life, Hanya Yanagihara

yeah jude u right it was a miracle to survive the unsurvivable

sam claflin u will ALWAYS be my willem

june 12 today. i wish jude knew how loved he really was

not going to lie a specific scene in the book that really fucking hits me sometimes and i need to double down is when someone tells harold jude is beautiful . i just can’t. there’s something so solemn about it