Yesterday Was A Bad Day, My Apartment Was Too Quiet. Too Empty. There Was Nothing, Nothing.

Yesterday was a bad day, my apartment was too quiet. Too empty. There was nothing, nothing.

Then suddenly I was turning on lights and they were the perfect shade of yellow and the music from my little speaker hit me so hard I almost cried in the kitchen and those socks I bought kept my feet warm and my warmed-up tortellini were so good with the scrapes of my mom's pesto.

I listened to Billie Eilish and Hozier and The Neighborhood and suddenly they were just people.

Sometimes I lay in bed terrified that I'll stop feeling. Yesterday was not that day.

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The man who saw her lips and knew defeat

Embraced the earth before her bonny feet;

And as the breeze passed through her musky hair

The men of Rome watched wondering in despair.

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Their fine brows arched coquettishley above—

Those brows sent glancing messages that seemed

To offer everything her lovers dreamed.

The pupils of her eyes grew wide and smiled,

And countless souls were glad to be beguiled;

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Her moneyed lips provoked the world's desire;

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Held pointed daggers to protect the prize,

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Despite the claims of some—what she would do.

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Her breath as quickening as Jesus' sigh;

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In which a thousand drowning Josephs fell;

A glistening jewel held her hair in place,

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