Watching another grieve
You almost want to cut a little bit of the sadness and hold it on their behalf
But you can’t, you can only sit with them, hold them,
Try to pour all the love you can muster into them and hope the sadness doesn’t swallow them whole
Source: kitten.foster.corner
MY HEART 😭💜
affirm daily: i love me. i love myself. i love who i am. i love who i was. i love who i am becoming. i honor myself. i respect myself. i value myself. i am my own greatest gift. i am grateful for this life and all i experience. i love me.
This is my kitty cat Luna, as you can see she loves sleeping and is actually asleep on my lap as I type this.
I hate to do this but I need some help, due to her health issues Luna needs medication multiple times a day, which altogether costs around £200 a month. Which I cannot afford with my paycheck and I have tried. Without her daily medication her health will go downhill and she will have to be euthanised.
I'm not going to ask for donations but if I could have some help signal boosting my Etsy shop that would be awesome! Please have a look, especially if you or someone you know likes pokemon, I have been told they make great gifts too.
Very few things
Very few things feel good these days and if they do they last just for a bit, it’s most dire at night, when the sun goes down and the lights are out and there is only you, just about to take a pause on consciousness that’s when the shortness of breath, the ever present pain in your back, the heaviness in your chest all raise their voices and then you try, really try to think about things that feel good and you realize there are afew things, but just very few things.
romantic lover
I genuinely think pictures are weird
However they are a deliberate way to keep memory, to remember and being intentional about remembering because forgetting is very easy
A friend once said “anxiety leave me alone”
Somehow that felt profound to me, cause I also would very much like to be left alone.
I like to think to myself that my mind is an interesting place, I laugh nowadays when my mind conjures something that we need to be afraid and I think to myself like really, a new one? And chuckle a little.
I think making fun of myself makes me feel like I am more in control.
It really does help.
I don’t write great poetry but I write and they make life feel a little less heavy
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