FUUUUCK IT'S A WHOLE WEEK BINGING WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME

Just chilling waiting my weightloss

When you're trying to eat normal but everyone keep saying you look stunning in the body you have now

Forse, se mi cercassi,

smetterei di vedere nel mio riflesso

Il nostro assassino;

Ma poiché tu non mi cerchi,

non posso altro pensare

se non al tuo polveroso cuor

nelle mie mani.

I think I don't Need to starve myself but to Just eat the nromal amount my mother give me. But like, After that I won't eat anything else. fuck this Is going to work.

Facete advertis tuom animum ad animum meum

È bello come la mia anima e la tua siano legate

- Miles Gloriosus - T. M. Plauto -

when people don't compliment you on how you look despite losing weight

I Just want my ed back cuz I wanna be skinny and be suitable for him. In my head makes sense

Sorry guys, Just my bodydisformia doing its work

if you have ever suffered from…  

• depression 

• anxiety 

• eating disorder 

• self-harm

• ocd 

• bipolar 

• feelings of guilt and hopelessness 

• suicidal thoughts 

can you please reblog to show support for people who also suffer. you are not alone.

I'm not feeling Better, I still strugle for the Number on my weight scale, but I understood that I won't like me even of my weight was 30 kg. I hate It because I don't want to be fat, I want to be skinny and like me. I don't want to like myself of I am fat. I WANT TO BE SKINNY AND TO LIKE MYSELF FOR THAT SOO BAD. fuck everything. Plus, I have my period so IT'S obvius my weight Is All right.....I DON'T WANT TO BE LIKE THAT, TO BE ALL RIGHT.