Why Tf Is This My Most Popular Post😭

pov: u just collected the wl on the mountain

my pronouns are he/he because i keep it silly

verbal stim of the week ig: “aw jesus, what the hell? oh fuck!” - lucas baker

I NEVER POSTED THIS HERE WHAT???

Well, anyway

Here's another oc whom I dearly love. Their name is Onyx, or Nyx for short (any pronouns)

- cute punk

- loves decorating everything with pearls

- lives at the bottom of the ocean

Nyx is kinda asocial, he rarely shows up on the surface, so nobody even knows he's there. She's more of a legend in Queendom. You know, the usual. Local folks saw something on the beach/in the water and thought it was some dangerous monster.

But Onyx is not a monster (unless...), they're just lonely and shy dammit!!😣

Also Nyx always wears a cloak to cover her body, has body dysphoria and struggles with gender identity. They also have severe mood swings, he gets especially angry when someone asks him to take off the cloak. Generally, there's something not quite right with the left part of their body, it's a very sensitive topic and better not to be brought up

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Pinky swear 🤙

the thing that destroys me about eveline is that she knows how damaged she is. she knows she hurts people. she lashes out and she destroys things and she finds fun it it but at the end of the day she wants to be loved. she wants to be treated kindly. she wants a dad and a mom and she wants them to love her. but she knows, no matter how long she and ethan spend together in death, in the mold, that he won't ever forgive her. he can't ever forgive her. he may make peace with her existence, and he may be occasionally kind to her, but he cannot ever forgive, and he cannot ever love her. and it's all eveline's fault. she has no one to blame but herself. she knows killing rose won't make ethan love her, but she's already dug her hole too deep. if she's gone this far, she might as well do something to try and make herself feel better. killing rose doesn't do anything - for eveline, killing rose would be like smashing a vase at the wall. feels good in the moment, but then you have to clean it up, and it doesn't fix anything. she's already lost ethan. what's the harm in adding another stick to the fire?

eveline is every child with behavior issues' worst fear come to reality. sure, it's not entirely your fault that you're like this. but you've done so much. you keep hurting people and hurting people and hurting people and acting out. and you can beg for love and beg for forgiveness but you'll never get it. her "birth" mother, Miranda, didn't want her. her "adoptive" mother, Mia, didn't want her. and her "father", Ethan, doesn't want her. no matter where she goes, no matter how much she tries, no one wants her. and she has to sit with that for eternity. she can't grow or change- she's permanently stuck with the emotional capabilities of a 10 year old. she sits out eternity in pain. poor, poor, eveline. she was doomed from the start.

Ekko: please, Jinx, don't commit suicide. Let's go save everyone instead

Jinx: okay, but... Can we have a makeover first?

Ekko: okay

Jinx: YAY

My bbg

Caitlyn's s2 finale fit looks amazing🤩