watdafawk 😦 WHY IS IT SO DEFINED
OH IM SO DONE FOR
♡ ꒱ bad decisions 𓂃 ᗢᘏᓗ
pairing: ex boyfriend!jongseong x afab!reader
genre: fluff, exes to lovers, slight angst
summary: your best friend, who is your ex boyfriend returns to town and offers to help you cook for Thanksgiving. What if his only intention wasn't to cook and he misses you too much to not kiss you?
word count: 1.2k
warnings: kissing — making out sort of, could be called slightly suggestive
a/n: Hi hi, seeing how bomb Jay looked the other day made me crave writing for him so here it is 🥹 thank you for your support on my previous works, please don't forget to give feedback since it's highly appreciated here!! Please enjoy 💖
"I think we should just give up, to be honest." You broke your silence, wiping the droplets of sweat that was starting to form on your forehead.
You were frustrated and tired, definitely regretting your decision of inviting everyone over to your place for the upcoming Thanksgiving.
What were you thinking? You weren't even confident in your cooking.
"We're a little bit too late in this to give up, don't you think, sweetheart?" Your bestfriend, Jay, responded to you, still holding the knife in his hands as he kept cutting the ingredients for your planned course of meals.
Being the angel he is, he offered to come help you cook, only because he missed being with you in the kitchen, just like the old days.
You sighed, having flashbacks of your previous relationships status with him once he briefly turned your way, giggling adorably when he noticed the familiar grumpy look on your face.
Same as he did a year ago, maybe he wasn't so changed after all, you thought, since the look in his eyes were still the same.
Filled with nothing but love, shinning for you.
"Just bare with me for thirty minutes until I'm done cutting these .." he suggested, ".. then we can take a break and rest, I can even massage your back, okay?"
You simply nodded as you stared at his figure from behind, unable to stop yourself from having deja vu's, which didn't help you focus on the food before you that was waiting to be cooked.
You missed him and it was really hard to ignore when he was this close, yet not close enough to you at the same time.
Just a year ago, the guy who has been your best friend since the age of 12 opened up to you about his feelings, asking you out to be his girlfriend after all those years of gathering his courage up.
Luckily for him, you were sharing the same feelings, which led you both to the best 4 months of your lives as each other's partners on the following short period of time.
It was all perfect; you were living together, about the finish collage together, had so many plans and dreams that you shared since the day you met in the playground when you two were only 7 years old.
But it all crumbled into million pieces when Jay had to move to live abroad, in America, due to family problems.
You knew each other too well to fake the "we can work this out despite the distances" crap, since neither of you believed in long distance relationships, not at all.
So, that was how your relationship come to an unfortunate end, without a real closure cause none of you let the other one go till the last moment, till the moment he stepped into that plane and flew away.
Flew away and left nothing behind.
It's been a year after his leave, a year that passed by with none of you daring to contact the other, and he was back.
He was back for you actually, but the problems was that, he couldn't man up to tell you that just yet.
The aftermath of leaving the love of his life behind was worse than Jay ever imagined, even breathing became hard for him every day he spent not hearing from you.
It just wasn't working for him, not without you.
So, after maybe trillions of arguments and deep talks with his family, he managed to set himself free, to come back here — to come back to you, his home.
It hasn't even been a month since he was back in town, and admittedly, it was hard to adjust back to his presence, but not harder than when he left.
You just had to keep reminding yourself that he wasn't your boyfriend but just a friend now, your best friend, like the old days.
Thankfully, you had other stuff to distract yourself with from him being present again, such as getting hired for your dream job, which was the main reason why you wanted to host the Thanksgiving this year.
It was a well intended idea but considering your lazy personality, maybe it wasn't the best choice you made, and plus, adding up the struggle you had with having Jay around you, it felt nothing other than a recklessly made decision.
But that seemed to be your new vibe, being reckless I mean, cause there you where staring at the thin thread of blood that was running down from your index finger, blinking your eyes a few times in confusion.
"Ouch," You let out, feeling the sting on the tip of your finger, holding it under water with a rush.
"Are you okay?"
Jay ran to you with worried eyes, instinctly placing his hands on yours as he somewhat hugged you from behind.
"Did you cut yourself?"
"Yeah but it's not big,"
"Where's the first aid kit—"
"Jay calm down," you grabbed him by the arm, pulling him back to yourself as you turned off the tap. "See, it can barely be called a cut," you said, showing him your hand, "a bandaid will do, don't worry, okay?"
He nodded as response, reaching the drawer behind you to take out a bandaid for your finger. That's where you both kept them, before he moved out, of course.
A hint of warmth spread through his whole body when he noticed that you didn't change the place of anything, including the kitchen tools and even the bandaids, his heart suddenly started to beat out of his chest with the thought of you still having feelings for him of a sort.
"No, let me." He objected once you reached to took the bandaid from him, not allowing you since he wanted to put it on himself, standing in front of you while you were leaning against the counter, with no more then a few inches existing between your bodies.
You cleared your throat, feeling overwhelmed by the proximity as he was wrapping the bandaid around the tip of your finger carefully, his lips formed into a cute pout that you loved to kiss so much.
That thought became even more prominent once he looked up at you with loving eyes, holding your injured hand in his soft palms.
"Jay—" you whispered when he placed his forehead against yours, stepping impossibly closer to you, his hands now resting on the both sides of your hips.
"Hm?"
"We s-shouldn't," You stuttered, eyes focused on his plump lips, "this is bad."
The contrast of your words and your actions made Jay chuckle, as he tilted his head while pushing his face to yours, the tip of his nose gently brushing past yours.
He closed his eyes, licking his lips before finally pressing them onto yours, a small whimper escaping from his mouth due to the contact he was craving to feel for a year.
He dug his nails onto your skin over your clothes, pressing his body on you as his lips fervently moved against yours, dancing under a messy kiss with so much love and compassion.
You were panting when he broke the kiss to stop himself from going even further, his longing for you turning into a burning lust the more he felt your hands holding on his body, your delicate touches flipping a switch that he didn’t know existed in him.
"Maybe," he mummbled, pecking the corner of your lips before locking his eyes on yours, "but what if this is a good kind of bad, hm y/n?"
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sobbing. i want a heeseung in my life bro 🥹
boyfriend◦pairing bf!heeseung x female!reader genre fluff , established relationship series w.c 0.3K warnings not proofread , kissing ( library )
a relationship with heeseung would be so soft.
he’d be the type to find any plausible excuse to hold your hand, missing your warmth.
suddenly mentioning that he wants to compare hand sizes with you, and a mere five seconds after fiddling with your fingers, he’d trap your hand in his hold, a victorious smile drawn on his lips.
kisses that pepper your face, trailing from your cheeks, to your forehead, and to the tip of your nose.
going on an impulsive pyjama shopping spree and scouring the racks for ones that have matching prints.
him accidentally falling asleep in your arms during a movie session, and you just sit there for a moment, letting the television noise drown out to the sound of light snoring.
shoulder massages.
the way his hair looks in the morning— messily fluffy.
him engulfing you into a hug, and burying his face deeper into the crook of your neck in exhaustion.
him taking advantage of his towering height and giving little head pats.
erupting into cacophonous laughter whilst watching the most ridiculous videos, and gently smacking the other’s shoulder.
him lending you a spare hoodie of his for late-night convenience store runs, and you two just interlace hands, walking under the starry skies in comfortable silence.
trying to make homemade goods, like pizza or cake, without any cooking knowledge— ‘eyeballing it’ as most commonly termed.
occasional “love you”s just because.
“i would love to say that you make me weak in the knees, but to be quite upfront and completely truthful, you make my body forget it has knees at all.”
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pairing: boyfriend!skz (idol!skz) x gn!reader
genre: domestic fluff, just loads of fluff okay?
warnings: mentions of food, kissing, not proofread.
word count: 1.5k +
notes: i literally missed writing something like this so please reblog, leave your feedbacks and put tags alright? thank you very much love ♡
𝗕𝗔𝗡𝗚 𝗖𝗛𝗔𝗡 — notice your new hairstyle
you were waiting for chan to get off from work just inside the jyp café, one that he would always recommend for you to wait for him every time when it gets late. it was almost past nine in the evening as you were just scrolling on your phone when he just arrived and saw your familiar figure from the entrance. a smile of comfort and relief surfaced on his lips as he took his way towards the table when he realized you’ve done something with your hair today. he stopped for a minute and examined how different they were from the moment he left your shared apartment this morning—he just fell in love with you even more.
“hey gorgeous!” he beamed as you turned to face him.
“you’re here!” you said as his lips met your forehead for a kiss.
“did you style your hair?” he asked, taking the seat across from you.
“yeah, i did,” you said, nervous about his reaction. “do you like it?”
“of course love, you look so beautiful with it,” he smiled, which left you to be a blushing mess.
𝗟𝗘𝗘 𝗞𝗡𝗢𝗪 — let you sleep on his lap
minho was just scrolling through his phone while taking a rest from his dance practice—that’s the time you came inside the room after he texted you to come. he greeted you without taking his attention from the device lying on his hand, not until he felt a weight on the couch taking the space beside him. your boyfriend watched you execute some moves until your head fell on his lap to take a nap. he smirked at the sight of you, but given the response, he received from his texts, he knew you were tired too.
“sleepyhead,” he murmured, shaking his head.
“thank you,” you answered before kissing his thigh and proceeding to take a nap—leaving him smiling as he went back to his phone while trying to ease your tension with his fingers on your hair.
𝗖𝗛𝗔𝗡𝗚𝗕𝗜𝗡 — sending sweet messages before you sleep
due to the boys’ hectic schedule and their ongoing tour, you knew changbin wouldn’t be available as much as when he was still in seoul with you. but despite his messy and abrupt sessions, he always takes his time to do something for you. timezones suck but changbin always has a clock that determines the time when he is in another country, which he knows you miss him so badly. one time when you were just reading a book on your bed, a beep sound escalated from your phone on the nightstand. being distracted as you are, you were already expecting his messages.
“hey baby, i won’t be able to call you right now because we’re having a tight schedule today. but i will come back later, okay?”
“make sure to drink water and take care of yourself while i’m gone,”
“it’s already morning in here, i hope you’ll have a good night sleep,”
“take care baby, i love you,”
“good night,”
“i love you too,” you said, rereading his messages all over again—you’d indeed tackle him with cuddles when he comes back.
𝗛𝗬𝗨𝗡𝗝𝗜𝗡 — make you his lock screen & home screen
hyunjin is the type to make his paintings or sketches to be his phone display, but that changed until he met his muse, you. ever since the relationship started, you like accompanying him whenever he visited his studio where he paints and does all his masterpieces. you love his artworks as much as you love him and couldn’t help but take pictures of you whenever you are in awe of one of his works. other candid and formal shots were taken from your dates, others were made as his inspirations for his sketches. one time, he was trying to sketch something out of his imagination when you asked him if you could borrow his phone since yours went dead a few minutes ago. only a hum was given as a response so you made your way towards the couch to fetch it. that’s when you saw your picture being his lock screen—one that he captured when you were mesmerized by a painting in an art museum. a smile was formed on your face as you typed his password and only to be welcomed with a similar photo from before (the difference was only the angles)
“these are pretty,” you said when he already knew what you were talking about.
“can’t help it, you are just pretty as they are,” he smiled, not taking his attention from his sketch.
𝗛𝗔𝗡 𝗝𝗜𝗦𝗨𝗡𝗚 — kisses your neck at random times
your boyfriend is a sucker for kisses, especially when it is time for cuddles. it became a habit of his when he sees you standing with your back against his front. a pair of strong arms would wrap around your waist as he buries his face in the crook of your neck and leaves kisses on them, as well as on your nape. it goes around at random times, or whenever he feels like it. just like how he woke up after sleeping for an hour on the couch you shared a while ago—you were trying to cook food for dinner.
“baby, what are you doing?” he said, lazily making his way down towards the small kitchen.
“cooking,” you hummed in response. “you’re awake already?”
“yeah, you were gone by my side,” he responded with his arms hugging your waist as he rested his chin on your shoulder. “that smells good,” he added, kissing your neck for the compliment.
“y-yeah,” you said, trying to hide the blush on your cheeks by chuckling.
𝗙𝗘𝗟𝗜𝗫 — makes candlelight dinner for you
you know felix is always true to his word, he can’t even lie to save his life and after countless times of postponing dates due to his busy schedule—the tour is already fast approaching—he promised himself to make it up to you. being the most understanding partner you are, he didn’t have to push himself into it and you have also a job to take care of. yet your boyfriend takes it as a no. it was that one night when you just got off from work and arrived home before 9 in the evening—the lights were off the moment you entered the apartment you’ve shared with him, one that made you curious and anxious at the same time. by the time you had your phone’s flashlight on, you saw him lighting up a candle on the table with your favorite foods on it.
“it was supposed to be a surprise,” he chuckled, blowing a matchstick.
“i am surprised,” you said, amused at the sight of them. “this is so wonderful lix,”
“y/n, i keep my promise okay?” he said, taking you for a hug. “let’s just keep it this way for privacy and, since we can’t take a reservation because we’re both busy,”
“it doesn’t matter, okay?” you smiled, giving him a soft kiss on the lips. “thank you,”
“anything for you,” felix smiled.
𝗦𝗘𝗨𝗡𝗚𝗠𝗜𝗡 — holds your hand and kisses them
you know seungmin isn’t the type to be clingy unless he needed to. but there are times that he is overly affectionate with you, especially behind closed doors. yet one thing that makes your heart flutter is when he holds your hand out of the blue or whenever you are in public places—one that he wanted to secure you by his side or maybe he just wanted to interlock his fingers with yours to tell the world you are his. when he gets bold, he’d lift your hands to kiss your knuckles and smile at you. sometimes he’d take your hands inside his hoodie’s pockets to keep them warm under a cold weather and play with your fingers.
“someone seems bored,” you smirked as he chuckled lightly.
“i just love holding them you know?” he said, kissing your knuckles.
“and i love the one who holds them,” you winked which only made him laugh in response after being flattered.
𝗝𝗘𝗢𝗡𝗚𝗜𝗡 — share his ice cream with you
after acknowledging that you were having a bad day, your boyfriend immediately took you out on a date. being thankful as you are, you didn’t waste your time talking about how your classes went and that’s how he would just listen while eating his ice cream—letting you all rant about it. harsh sighs and disbelief, words came out like knives and rocks. you were stressed enough to do something related to school. whining at the fact that you have homework, jeongin pointed his ice cream at your face, it was already half-eaten but the melting cream was enough for you to devour. you didn’t hesitate to take some.
“thanks,” you said. “now the—”
“y/n, let’s just stop this okay? you need to rest and let me buy you ice cream,” he said, trying to calm you down. “you took a big bite, it’s the cone that is left now,”
“i hate you,” you retorted.
“i love you too,” he snickered. “but seriously, you want ice cream or not?”
“yes,” you smiled as placed a soft kiss on your lips before dragging you towards the ice cream parlor nearby.
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.%& — HOMEWORK, GAMES & CUDDLES !
PAIRING || lee heeseung x fem!reader
GENRE || fluff
SYNOPSIS || homework, computer games and cuddles with your boyfriend <3
WORD COUNT || 0.6k
WARNINGS || none
AUTHOR’S NOTE || this is dedicated to @linoragi ✨ rey, i promised to spoil you with hee content once you finish your exams and here is just the second, there will be more to come 😌 pls i’ve been waiting to post this for when you come back. i’m so proud of you for persevering and it’s all finally over <3 let’s celebrate woohoo 🥳
“where are you?” you asked your boyfriend over the phone, unable to find him where he told you he would meet you after your class.
“right here,” you heard his voice emit from the phone, but also from behind you.
you turned around, eyes instantly lighting up at the sight of heeseung.
“hi,” you greeted him, ending the call on your phone.
“hi, love,” he smiled at you before walking closer and immediately intertwining his fingers with yours, “how was your day?”
as you answered his question and told him stories about how your classes went, you two walked to heeseung’s house where you planned to get some homework done. this began to be a routine for both of you, because since you had to get your homework done anyways, you might as well do it in the presence of the love of your life.
after about fifteen minutes, you two finally arrived. you both set down your things in heeseung’s room, and like almost every day, you started working at a small desk in his room.
your boyfriend, on the other hand, sat at another just a few feet away, turning on his laptop and putting on his headset to begin playing some games as he waited for you to finish your homework so that he could spend quality time with you for the rest of the day—just you and him without any homework getting in the way.
taking a look at the books and papers you laid out on the desk, you let out a heavy sigh. but before you could let yourself fall into the hole of procrastination, you took a deep breath in and pulled yourself together to begin getting your work done, hunching over, a pen in hand as you started jotting down notes.
after a couple hours, still sitting in your chair, you set your pen down and stretched your arms out wide. after finally finishing what you were working on, you walked over to heeseung who was still in his chair, eyes glued to his screen and lips slightly pursed in focus.
as you approached him, appearing in his peripheral vision, he turned his head to look at you, a smile immediately painting his expression. he took one side of his headset off of his ear and mouthed to you, asking if you were done.
you nodded. he smiled and you walked closer to him, sitting in his lap, quickly engulfed in his arms.
but before long, you whispered into his open ear, “hee, i’m sleepy.”
he looked into your eyes, faces inches apart as he told you that you could sleep. so as per his suggestion, you nuzzled your face into his neck, hugging his figure before quickly drifting into a slumber.
heeseung smiled softly, all he could think about was how cute and precious you were, sleeping on top of him like this.
he lowered his head slightly and left a soft, gentle kiss on your shoulder before he returned back to playing his game.
after about half an hour, you woke up, sitting up slowly with droopy eyelids. you looked at your boyfriend in front of you who now stared at you lovingly. you both greeted each other with a soft “hi” before he sat up slightly to leave a soft and quick kiss on your lips.
it was perfect timing because he had just finished his game with his friends.
he wrapped his arms around your waist and pulled you back into his chest, where you two stayed for a long while, basking in the silent presence of one another.
eventually, you two fell asleep in each other’s arms, and all that could be heard were soft breaths as you cuddled against one another in a comfortable, much needed rest.
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༉‧₊˚ enhypen's favorite types of kisses !
pairing: bf!enhypen x gn!reader | genre: fluffy fluff!! warnings: lots of kisses!!! (again, lmk i there's more!)
a/n: omg, still can't believe all the support the first post has received, thank you so much to all of you who have liked, reblogged or just read and enjoyed it! i hope you like this one as well! (please let me know if there are any spelling mistakes!)
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이희승 · lee heeseung ‧₊˚
nape kisses. heeseung loves to kiss you with all his heart, but at the same time he is a bit shy… that's why if he catches you cleaning the dishes or doing something in the kitchen be sure he will approach you from behind, wrap his arms around your waist and leave a little kiss on the back of your neck, this way you won't be able to see his flustered smile!
he will most likely then lean his head on your shoulder and ask you if you need help with anything so you won't notice how nervous he is!!
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박종성 · park jongseong ೀ
hand kisses. park jay the most romantic wbk!!! your hands are almost always intertwined, so jay often takes the opportunity to leave a kiss on the back of your hand at random times, whether it's watching a movie at home or walking together in the park.
the same thing happens when you have dinner together in a restaurant: you are talking about any subject while resting your hand on his on the table, his thumb caressing your fingers. his gaze is fixed on you while you talk to him when suddenly he brings your hand to his lips, leaving a kiss on your knuckles without breaking eye contact for a single moment.
and then he dares to ask "what's wrong?" when you stop talking looking at him all smitten!!!
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심재윤 · sim jaeyun ˖ ࣪ ⭑
neck kisses. okay listen, there's a reason for this. you and jake have a lot of cuddle sessions, like- you spend the day cuddling until it's gotten to a point where it's hard to see you two apart. that's why, somehow, you always end up hiding your head in the crook of his neck and leaving little pecks on his soft skin.
and he? he loves it. the feel of your lips on his neck always sends shivers all over his body (in the best possible way). it happens so often, but it always manages to make him all shy and a bit flushed!
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박성훈 · park sunghoon ⊹ ࣪
pecks. simple kisses that always manage to make him nervous! sunghoon would never say it out loud, but he loves to be kissed by you. when you leave short kisses on his lips, cheeks or literally anywhere he feels in heaven! try to leave a peck on his lips after making eye contact for a few seconds… it will be the end of him!
there are even times that if you kiss him repeatedly, the moment you stop he'll look at you with that "why are you stopping?" puppy eyes, although he'll probably say something more like "are you so in love with me that you need to kiss me that much?" (this guy istg-).
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김선우 · kim sunoo ౨ৎㅤ۫ ㅤ֪
all of them. he just wants you to kiss him, no matter where, how or when. you make eye contact from across the room? sunoo is already on his way to kiss you because- how dare you to look at him and not kiss him? he really doesn't care much about the type of kiss as long as your lips are on him!
although it is true that he has a weakness for sudden kisses on the tip of his nose. especially because you always do it without warning, leaving him all giggly and embarrassed "y/nnnnn, don't do this to me, my heart can't take it!" (a little cringey but it's ok bc it's sunoo).
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양정원 · yang jungwon ׅ ࣪ ✧
cheek kisses. especially the ones you give when you want to thank him for something. jungwon is a very kind person, especially because he knows that the moment he does something for you you will reward him with his favorite kisses! (or he hopes so, because otherwise i assure you that he will stare at you for several seconds like "where's my kiss?")
usually you are the one who gives him this kind of kisses, although there are times when he stares at you and simply cannot control his impulses so he ends up leaving a small kiss on your cheek, smiling at you with that eye smile of his, fonding over you.
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にしむら りき · nishimura riki ♡
forehead kisses. very rare kisses in your relationship but that you both love more than anything else! they usually happen when one of you is feeling down… it's like your personal way of comforting each other. although they also happen in a playful way, when you literally grab his head and plant a kiss on his forehead, making him laugh at the aggressive way you had of doing such a sweet thing.
ni-ki loves it when you kiss his forehead because despite his 6 feet height it always makes him feel small, completely loved and cared by you!!! (although you will never hear him say it out loud… /sigh).
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giggling and twirling my hair because I know what he smells like after buying his inspired‐cologne¿ on tiktok
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♡ heeseung ﹒ female reader genre fluff & secret relationship (?) word count 0.2k warnings none ( bookshelf )
your favorite thing about heeseung had to be the smell of his cologne.
if heeseung had entered the room, you would automatically know it was him from the scent that lingered in the air.
heeseung had known about your discreet obsession over his cologne; purposely spraying 2 to 3 more mists than usual.
despite the relationship being hidden from the others, the subtle acts he did showed that he truly cared.
on colder days, heeseung would always lend you his blazers, draping them over your shoulders to conceal the cold.
“people will notice,” you reminded him. but heeseung wanted nothing more but for you to be warm on days like these. you liked how the blazer still had the faint smell of his cologne, the scent automatically making your head spin.
these awkward moments that were shared between the two of you made the bond stronger, the warm blush dusting your cheeks was never unnoticed by heeseung.
heeseung subconsciously pulled you closer to him, in hopes of providing extra warmth. he steals quick glances at you, admiring the features that were displayed on your face.
“i love you more than you think.”
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